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That's exactly whats going on. You are sending these signs for yourself. Also 11:11 I quite see it often and I had some mystical experiences with it.

@SerpaeTetra Numbers are there to guide you to somewhere where you need to be, but you have to notice it and believe it. In my experience I resonate with the number 1424, I always see it everywhere, randomly. Some days the coincidences are just mindfucky actually. Try to play along and see what happens. Also read about it on google

Its quite subtle for a normal human. Get a rose-quartz crystal, lay back and just meditate holding it right to your heart. Observe what comes up in your direct experience then google about the effects of it. Crystals vibrate in different frequencies which is observable for a human who has enough awareness to do so.

@Rilles crystals are super subtle

Hearing is way better than seeing, believe me with enough consciousness you can sniff out the most subtle of lies. And this is not a super human power or something, just a normal thing, but a person needs to be highly conscious and aware and these things just come out automatically. Doing reiki to the throat can feel like burning or heating, and a person tries to swallow it away, the only thing a reiki healer can do is either make more distance between throat and the hands or move to a different spot. A lot of people get it cause this spot is very sensitive. It's very nice to hear you are actually putting your ass to this work and seeing your own direct experience. This will expand your understanding of what is possible in this reality, rather than being closed minded and just thinking about it. Try out crystals, just research what you want, get some and see if they work.

@WaveInTheOcean Why is it so hard to change a persons behavior, example starting a meditation habit, dropping addictions etc?

This love is easy to describe. Infinite Gods love can't be put into words. The moment when I realized that the very light comming out of my lamp was love I was in such a bliss.

Just the sight that it has a lot of popular people in it talking about how they randomly did acid is just stupid IMO. This movie is just popcorn and cola material, nothing more.

IMO it's not worth the money, maybe from time to time it's good, but it would take too much time to get somewhere because you have to work with it for some time to get the hang of it. Im happy you tried it. But regular sadhana is way more beneficial.

@SamueLSD wait till you actually see yourself "physically" in everything

You got it, but love goes deeper. You cannot understand what love is in a single awakening, it takes time, but you are on the right path

@Osaid This insight was hilarious

30:18 ego-backlash

That's because he is aware of this problem. The easier you communicate the better it is for lesser developed people. They just can't understand high consciousness material, they need an answer which is as simple as possible.

@Someone here That's how awake people talk, they just can't communicate in a normal ego fashion, well they can, but they just don't do it because it's not in their level of consciousness. Put this short they feel stupid doing it. I've been in such states that I just don't seem normal anymore compared to regular people, I needed to hear everything precise and accurately so that I can answer the question correctly. The problem is when newbies come to this forum they ask for help and they get an answer from Nahm or any other awoke being they just get alienated right away. They read and like "How is this suppose to help me" I've noticed this happening a lot.

Im not sure but he is probably Stage Blue SD. Hard to judge a person w/o knowing him actually.

@Florian oh and the mystical insight was that in the middle of that experience I observed and thought about it, thus hearing the voice inside the head as they say. And the insight was that I'am also the thoughts that I was observing. That took non-duality way deeper for me.

@Florian take this experience seriously. This was not just a random thing. Good luck

In my experience I woke up in the middle of the night, but I wasn't fully awake, it was a 50/50 sleep/waking state, but very mysterious. And I woke up just because my whole body was shaking, I couldn't stand up or control anything that time, as it was a sleep/wake state of some sort. And the shaking or trembling got gradually stronger and I thought if I die now so let it be, and just let go and went into the experience. Then the shaking continued for a little bit and stopped. I got a mystical insight after everything ended and just fell back to sleep. Woke up in the morning and thought WTF was that. So I read about my experience a lot and found that it's a kundalini awakening.

https://www.whenkundaliniawakens.com/kundalini-awakening-symptoms Read more about it, maybe you can find some info about your symptoms

@Florian It's probably your kundalini waking up inside you. I had a similar experience what you described. Stress is also a sign of the kundalini awakening. And it happens when you are kinda half asleep half awake state. Have you gotten any insights during this trembling and letting go process?

@Kingston It's how the mind works, it's a very abstract topic, but you also are closed minded by some aspects of life. So am I. Observe closed mindedness and how it affects people, how it forces them to paradigm-lock. Spiral dynamics plays a huge roll in this theme.

Thinking in terms of vibration and energy you are making your own vibration close to 432hz which will calm you down eventually. Try and listening to POP music in the morning, you might feel energetic, but in a sense it's killing you slowly because the frequencies are random. Test it for yourself, try on heavy metal and observe your inner state, what you will feel, what emotions rise up, then try calm meditation music and observe yourself, and compare the both.

@SamueLSD Meditation and contemplation is a tool to set you up for a BANG. To set you up little by little to get that awakening. Also by doing nothing you are detaching from everything which is good for this work and is SUPER essential, IMO it's probably one of the most important aspects, but everything matters, meditation, contemplation and letting go. But by doing nothing you rob yourself from all the creative sides that you have. Think wise what you actually want in life.

@Florian It's probably a kundalini awakening, I need more info regarding the "trembling" and in a what kind of sleep state you were in.