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SoonHei replied to Cortex's topic in Spirituality, Consciousness, Awakening, Mysticism, Meditation, God
HAHA Yes. I don't know if this is where the ignorance is bliss comes from Some people who have deep blind faith in God work along the life accepting all and not complaining and saying God will take care of them. In other words, they are being positive and accepting and being in the NOW. Religion - although greatly misunderstood, does guide the masses of Sheep in an orderly fashion. -
I was about 8 years old. I had gone back home with my mother and siblings due to some family matters while my dad stayed abroad. Previously, I had always stayed abroad and only visited my home country once a year for a few weeks. This time along, I stayed for about 10 months. During this time, I got to experience the culture and and interact with my family members much deeply. I became very fond of my aunt (in a cool-aunt sort of way). She is my mother's youngest sibling and was around 20 years old back then. Let's call her Emma (resembles her real name). Emma would play with us kids a lot and she really loved us and cared for us. She would almost be a child again herself, playing with her nieces and nephews. As I said, I became really fond of her, I really enjoyed spending time with her, doing missions on the roof tops and sneaking out to get food etc. I got very close to her. Looking back, I'd Emma she was my first Love (child-aunt type Love) So then came the time I had to go back abroad and leave the country. This time, it wasn't just a few weeks of stay I had to part with... it was 10 months. When it finally hit me, that I'd no longer be seeing Emma, playing with her or be around her daily now - I was shattered... It was a very painful feeling. I have reflected back upon this incident many times, so I have a good recollection of how this played out. So, when I said goodbye to her on the day before we were leaving, I hugged Emma and cried. We were going to be leaving the country the following day, but we left our home and went to a relative's house who lived in another city where the airport was. Now the next morning, on the day we had to leave for our flight, I was dreadful. I remember laying on the bed, waiting for the time we had to leave for the airport and just crying with a pillow on top of my head. I was just thinking to myself, no more Emma... I won't see her. I'd think back about the memories and cry. Think about her and cry. It was just thoughts, memories and then tears and repeat. In that process, I also recall just wanting to see her one more time. Just wanting her presence around me so badly. It was a very genuine feeling and wanting. It was pure. It really was Love. I just was praying at the same time with all my heart to get one more glimpse of her even. I am not sure if me being a young kid has more to do with what happened next, but somehow, someway, Emma came over to that relative's house. I remember being completely shocked and extremely happy. I remember running up-to her and hugging her and not letting go. It was just so magical. She had no plans (as far as I knew) to come there or whatever it might have been. But something had come up that day and she had to come to that city to run some errand and decided to stop by to see us one more time before we left. I don't know when I first thought back on this episode and thinking Woah - this was law of attraction in action... It might have been back in 2010 or something when I first heard of Law of Attraction. But it is my firm belief that was it. I manifested her into my life, into my experience. That was MY doing. That is how it feels when I look back upon it. Given the circumstances about how it happened. So, how does this work or have I been able to duplicate this episode? Not yet. The reason I believe is the intent. It has to be so pure and genuine that it is 100%. 99.9999999999999% won't work (as far as I think) If i sit and try and manifest a lotto win or whatever else... like, okay, today I am gonna try to manifest X and then just sit and think about wanting X. It won't just happen... It might happen if the intent is genuine and pure, deeply pure. A story comes to mind about some sage who wanted to see / experience God so badly that he collapsed to the ground and cried, and howled and rubbed his face against the ground, begging God to show himself to him and then had an awakening experience. When and ONLY when your intent and want is that pure and you want something THAT badly does it manifest in the miraculous ways in the Universe. I'm talking about Law of Attraction in the world for Form - which I know is all illusory but it is Life as it occurs and we know it. In writing this, I feel now this was a universe's way of telling me how to get the goals and desires I have now. Thank you. God Bless. <3
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SoonHei replied to Cortex's topic in Spirituality, Consciousness, Awakening, Mysticism, Meditation, God
@nethernalbeing and also more deeply - the screen itself is the movie which is being played out the screen and life/movie are ONE -
SoonHei replied to Cortex's topic in Spirituality, Consciousness, Awakening, Mysticism, Meditation, God
in my country, if a young child is afraid of ghosts / demons etc then what is done is this. they take a necklace and write verses of the Quran, fold it, and put it in a small casing which attaches to the necklace. looks like these variations: https://goo.gl/1nSo88 but the way this really works is by the belief in it. the child is told, now that you've got the protection of God around your neck 24/7. no ghost or demon can harm you. the same thing can be accomplished by just telling someone, don't worry, God's got you... no need of a physical necklace... aka it's a mind game. of course, scores of people dont get this . but this is just 1 example which works but when we really investigate into what's happening, it's so simple. -
SoonHei replied to Cortex's topic in Spirituality, Consciousness, Awakening, Mysticism, Meditation, God
Only works if one believes in it. -
SoonHei replied to Shakazulu's topic in Spirituality, Consciousness, Awakening, Mysticism, Meditation, God
@Leo Gura LOL can't say much there... hopefully I happen to live in the version of absolute infinity in which the bear was just a lion wearing a bear suit about the Lion? well, he's just a circus Lion and can even do push-ups #NoLimitsToReality #PowerOfVisulizationCausingManifestationAKAMiracle2018 -
4 hours long? my mind just became moist all over
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SoonHei replied to Shakazulu's topic in Spirituality, Consciousness, Awakening, Mysticism, Meditation, God
i am not sure if I'm about to venture on uncharted territory here... but a hallucinated bear... aint that as REAL as a "REAL" bear Leo REAL to the hallucinatee (is that a word?? - now it is) that is -
SoonHei replied to SoonHei's topic in Spirituality, Consciousness, Awakening, Mysticism, Meditation, God
@Leo Gura wow thank you Leo for this i have seen this video once back in the early youtube days. never saw it again... dont recall how i had stumbled upon it back then.. maybe due to my physics and science / space / infinty's passion back then too (that's how i found your btw - any guesses which video??? absolute infinity part 1 / 2 <3) anyhow, wow, thanks. seeing it again now, i get it - having seen your content and other videos. this was a good close loop. and answers the question. thank you Leo i know we are all eternal, but I hope this Leo form whom i can see / view in my consiouness figures out how to be immortal IN FORM god bless you Leo sir -
SoonHei replied to SoonHei's topic in Spirituality, Consciousness, Awakening, Mysticism, Meditation, God
Wow. This is great! Always great stuff from you @cetus56 -
SoonHei replied to SoonHei's topic in Spirituality, Consciousness, Awakening, Mysticism, Meditation, God
Thank you Leo It's always an honor getting a direct reply from you. Keep doing your thing, another Me <3 I wish to experience Infinity in this lifetime and I will. Break all my duality chains and live in the Non-dual Can't wait for your next video, hope you release it soon -
Just a thought I sometimes wonder, why they don't take a serial killer or even a corrupt politician, somehow, someway kidnap them and take em underground and plug them up with some pure safe but breakthrough doses of 5-MeO-DMT they come out the other end of the tube all different and better for the society? what about D.Trump himself?
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SoonHei replied to Hearteker's topic in Spirituality, Consciousness, Awakening, Mysticism, Meditation, God
point of life is to find that it's pointless yet full of infinite points to ponder. -
SoonHei replied to SoonHei's topic in Spirituality, Consciousness, Awakening, Mysticism, Meditation, God
+1 but i guess that's just the way it is.. In islam, Allah says," Allah guides whom He wills and lets astray whom He wills" i guess that's another way of saying reality/infinty will have a certain appearance in which some will be beyond help.. hopefuly they end up there due to their build-up of karma over the years -
SoonHei replied to SoonHei's topic in Spirituality, Consciousness, Awakening, Mysticism, Meditation, God
yes. this right here. that's exactly it. a very very large object thinking... aite, so what to do etc vs what you're saying here. i'd go with what you're saying i am sure Tom Campbell understands a heck whole lot more than both of us (acutally, i dunno about ur experieinces/knowdlege) but yeah, that's one thing which can be viewed in a different light for all we know, what we are talking about here is the SAME EXACT thing but we are calling it by a different "name" (concept) and this is likely the case lol but saying it this way is more mirrioring of the reality IMO also. can't aruge with that name of yours... INFINTEpotential ::) -
SoonHei replied to Faceless's topic in Spirituality, Consciousness, Awakening, Mysticism, Meditation, God
that's the only thing i connected with and understood lol and confused I am. this does seem juicy though. i'll tag this thread for my post-woke days -
SoonHei replied to Cortex's topic in Spirituality, Consciousness, Awakening, Mysticism, Meditation, God
lol that percentage got me good -
SoonHei replied to Faceless's topic in Spirituality, Consciousness, Awakening, Mysticism, Meditation, God
@Faceless @tsuki what is ? ?? thanks -
SoonHei replied to SoonHei's topic in Spirituality, Consciousness, Awakening, Mysticism, Meditation, God
let's hope. because then i'll likely be around to take a spin when it's mainstream hopefully i'm woke by then on my own via meditation and other ways bless -
SoonHei replied to SoonHei's topic in Spirituality, Consciousness, Awakening, Mysticism, Meditation, God
nope i guess that probably answers all your questions about my knowledge of this haha -
SoonHei replied to SoonHei's topic in Spirituality, Consciousness, Awakening, Mysticism, Meditation, God
keep that all as it needs to be the only variant is the participant who aint all willy nilly until the breakthrough kicks in and takes care of it all -
SoonHei replied to SoonHei's topic in Spirituality, Consciousness, Awakening, Mysticism, Meditation, God
exactly. 100% the same deal here with me. looking back, i dont know how/why i stumbled upon here and in this work might have been a late night youtube binge watch with the side column of related videos leading from 1 thing to the next and here we are lol i know. i am not so cruel lol was just talking about those people who have the severest of punishments like death penalty or life in prison - only the "bad" ones killers, rapists etc. anyhow, not gonna happen anyways lol. 5meo becoming a common talked about thing like Leo uses it - that's like year 2518 maybe not a random person of the street -
SoonHei replied to SoonHei's topic in Spirituality, Consciousness, Awakening, Mysticism, Meditation, God
hmmm i had this thought after seeing some video I saw before (I think one of Leo's videos) where they talk about a heroine or meth addict for like 15+ years cured after 1 dose of either regular or 5Meo DMT cuz he had a breakthrough and a bunch of "aahaa" moments -
SoonHei replied to SoonHei's topic in Spirituality, Consciousness, Awakening, Mysticism, Meditation, God
@tsuki nope. far from it. i'm down if you guys force it upon me. then i will have to surrender to WHAT-IS and have my breakthrough don't even have to worry about where to get it from and no $$$ spent either sign me up! -
SoonHei replied to SoonHei's topic in Spirituality, Consciousness, Awakening, Mysticism, Meditation, God
@cetus56 thank you as always for your very kind approach. i absolutely appropriate it. the direct experience for me is something i am working towards. slowly but surely. no psychedelics involved thus far... only Mary Jane thus far i ask these questions usually to clear something up in my mind which appears as a road-block this was one point of view which is quite different than the ones i have been introduced to before - spirituality approach vs scientific approach infinite and perfect universe vs finite and imperfect - the former gives me peace and the sense of POWER that God / Oneness would have. so when i saw that it could be a possibility of a metaphor of infinity as suggested by Mr. Campbell . i couldn't help but to ask this to clear that up. and again, my direct experience is a work in progress. unsure how far i am from it seeing that i only really began this work couple of months ago and haven't tried any psychedelics . only 1 thing i had was that experience i have shared before which you @cetus56 also had where everything broke down and seemed utterly meaningless... definitely far from infinite in that direct experience of mine thank you once again @cetus56 <3
