Galyna

@WaveInTheOceanHello, if you do not mind answering my question because I am stuck: So I am Consciousness imagining this ego/world/other people/this POV, I got it. You said that it was imagining others POV simultaneously. You said they had their separate thought processes. Not long time ego Leo said there was only one NOW and it is YOURS. I know I have been asking this question a lot on this form, I do apologize for this. But I can not image it fully. Other POVs with other NOWs implies objective reality, since they exist outside of this present moment this ego (my ego) experiences but since everything exists as a probability how is it possible? Thanks.

First of all, I am very sorry that you are currently in this apathy state. I know how it feels, I was there a month ago. Thanks to people on this forum who did not allow me to derail from my path. After talking to them I am full of optimism again. Pls let me know if I can help you somehow, I am not an expert... but still. this book is on the Leo’s book list. I like it. Of course, you need to set up some time and do some activities described in that book. If you wonder how it looks like, let me know and I will send you another screenshot here. If you don’t mind sharing , what has triggered the apathy. In my case it was too much to take. I feel depressed the more I dived into self-inquiry, it was scary....

yes, I was asking you. I guess I am stuck. I was trying to describe what thought was for me ☹️. I know you want me to understand the nature of my thought to expend my awareness. Well, thoughts are certain sensations, auditory labels and visual images. I am trying to decompose...but can’t move further than this...

Certain sensation that happens here/now?

Another thought

@Leo Gura Simple for you I just really really really want to know how Consciousness re-contextualizes itself. (You talked about this in your episode, but I do not remember the name of it, probably the one where you were explaining the emergence) Is it similar to what happens to me in the lucid dreaming? But also... it hurts my brain to realize that change is not possible by default since there is NO time!

Found this interesting video with Peake, love this guy, had a chance to chat with him personally, read his book "The Labyrinth of Time" I am aware that as any researcher he has his own limitations, but why not watching him just to learn something and make your outlook wider? Go to 5:07 minute in the video, he actually speculates about the last minutes of death, that does not happen to us... He talks about Tom W. Campbell's blind spots as well.

100 %!

You will lead me into osmosis! Here we go: POV + thoughts =emergence of EGO POV w/out thoughts = probably SATORI

POV = ground-----> (emergence of EGO)

Astrology is a valid thing, do not give up on it... Sometimes I can talk to a new person and tell their zodiac sign. Just let it go for a while, switch your attention. Here is a wonderful source, do not just read about sun sign, read the whole natal chart https://astro.cafeastrology.com/natal.php Sorry for my poor response....

I did feel wonderful, yes. It was a great opportunity for my growth. "That's the sign" - we shall see

Maybe not a self pov, but some pov for sure. Ego must be constructed on some ground to sustain itself. I believe pov is necessary for the ego, it is a sine qua non for its experience.

Absolutely, life is the most precious gift, better enjoy it and make it big.

That is exactly what one person used to say when coaching me

Good catch! Doing it as much as I can, but of course not 100 % of the time, sometime I forget and am absorbed with other people, emotions, situations, thoughts, etc. became habit for sure. As far as I can judge, habit is part of the routine. To get rid of the habit = changing the routine. Thank you for the feedback

@The observer I don’t want to be an illusion.... better to be God ❤️.

The more I think about it, the more I feel insecure and actually depressed again. I don’t want to be alone. I want others to be real. I want to be real as well, Lol ? Now, every time I have an assumption about “other”, everything points back on me! or this experience.... thanks for the valuable insights.

The main topic has been derailed again. I wish we could share some knowledge or resources about neuroplasticity. I need to rewire my brain to get rid of minor addictions and coping mechanism.

Thank you for your supporting words. To be honest I've come to the conclusion in my life that hope is the last resort I want to rely. Hope is an indefinite state. I want some results.

True ?

I feel shame saying this, but yes. Every time I have a thought like this I try to be super aware of my feelings, thoughts and emotions. One of biggest goal to get rid of my arrogance, and the more I achieve in life, the more arrogant my ego becomes. To me it is a pinnacle of my development to be humble about my achievements. I never boast though. But deep inside I feel pride, I do not like it.

? sugar is my biggest addiction, working on it, trying to eat 86% dark chocolate. Wish I would give up this drug for the rest of my life, but it is hard. I want a candy sometimes. Scientists have already claimed it a soft drug that kills you slowly, however due to financial gain public officials are not ready to acknowledge it.

Sure, I do not mind. I like Osho's philosophy. I read his book. I know people do not honor him a lot, but from my personal experience I can tell that he impacted my view about relations a lot. I was thinking to re-read that book again ("Love, Freedom, and Aloneness") Good video, btw...never watched any of his videos before.

@Someone here Stumbled upon this image when reading prezi for my capstone,