Galyna

@zeroISinfinity The other day I sent you a personal message when @Natasha gave us a working, I sent it in PM not to create drama. You read my message you did not even respond like "Okay, I got it, lets be careful on forum and not create drama." Why have you just ignored my message? I want to know like truly. Do you think it is a bit disrespectful maybe.... As a matter of fact, I did not go for your personal attention. I really felt uncomfortable that ppl started noticing drama and I want to talk to you about. You read it and not even said " yes, I got you, will take some actions.!" Can you pls explain your behavior?

@zeroISinfinity Alex, you give a f...k, if not you would not be here, please tell us what you are craving so much....time to retrospect. I will run now, be back and give you my vision. Have you considered working with Nahm again or anyone? I seriously think you need some more work.

@DrewNows He just craves for something. I have already figured out, I just do not have time to give a thorough response now. Hopefully today. But basically this forum is a main outlet for him to be as he is and not to be scared that ppl are going to judge him. He does not have it in a real life. Forum = outlet. But hold on, I will give you my major insight soon.

Lmao

@zeroISinfinity oh thank you?I will watch now about me while cooking . ?

Welcome, Just hold on, let me gather myself and I will bring some interesting insight.

@Amit @DrewNows @Preety_India @Natasha @zeroISinfinity I was super busy with my celebration, I have some major insights to share. I am giving the credit for these insights to some people in this thread. Anyway guys, I do not want to lose you, my ppl...because I have been talking to you over a month in this thread. I have been talking to most of you in my PMs. How about changing the format or subject of our conversations. The thing is I am not sure if I can spend so much time on forum, I will have classes again in one week. _____________ Alex, my special friend.....it was not in my purpose to make you sad, upset or hurt your feelings. I was just super honest with you. In a way I challenged you, I know, maybe it was not pleasant. But where else, if not here, to be honest with people for their own sake. Do you see how I am being your mirror? You are still a human, because if you were not, it would not trigger any unpleasant reactions. So keep working to integrate your major insights about illusory ego. ___________________________________________________ Anyway, with regards if we close or keep this thread, I feel like I need to share my two main insights with you, guys. I will be back soon. P.S. You are so sweet for posting here even when I was gone. Hugs.

You are my Darling, thank you so much for being so so so kind and attentive. ❤️❤️❤️

@Natasha I think I am done and I feel like I said what I wanted to. @zeroISinfinity @Amit @DrewNows Thank you guys for a wonderful experience. I hope we all can learn from this.

And nothing wrong about that, but it is not always about you, Alex. @Nahm and @Natasha guys, feel free to close my thread.... I do apologize in front of all forum community if any drama has been created.

Not at all. You love women, go and pursue them. Be in it fully!!!!! Give it all. Do not put any limitations. The more you are trying to repress it, the harder it becomes. Guaranteed! Be a womanizer, enjoy it fully, I mean it. I will never accuse you of being womanizer, that is not what my issue here in this thread. Why would I care? In real life, if lets say you are my spouse, then for sure, would be an issue. Why would I care about it on a public forum? Right now I see some repressive hues in your posts. My issue is that you put too much attention on your persona, in a way, what my real issue here is that you do not ask questions, you do not care about others as much, all attention evolves around you, your issues and your gf. Friendship should be reciprocal. You take one step, I take one step, it is a perpetual motion. It is like a mutual exchange. See if you meet me in real life, you would understand. Hell, I love to be and have always been in the center of attention. Just because I am not that little gray mouse who sits in the corner. I love people, I love meaningful conversations, I love to gather people around me, I do it all my life. In a way, yeah, I am a leader. And I don't do anything for it, it just happens naturally. But with years I've realized that the biggest pleasure in my life was to nurture deep meaningful connections with others, not only to be egocentric person where life constantly evolves around my persona. I learned how to listen and observe. I love asking questions. I love hearing interesting experiences. I love meaningful exchange that can enrich you inside. I was asking you 1000 times to share something interesting with me about your awakening, about your path. You gave me a very arrogant answer like "I do not like to talk about it, not a teacher, not good at it." So are you setting the pace of our conversation? No my guy, not with me.... I do not want to hear about your girlfriend all the time, we can blend it in with some other things. Lets talk about your gf, but not in every post.... Genuine advice for you: other people love when you are interested in them. Everybody loves it. I also feel like when you talk about your development and how you want to remedy everything, you ego loves to receive bonuses, from thinking how advanced and cool dude you are by taking some steps forward. Do you see the blind spot here? It is just a sham, Alex, with all my respect to you. How do I know, because even on this little forum you are inconsistent with your words and actions. Imagine how many other things I could spot if in real setting. I do believe that you might have some glimpses about Truth and Consciousness here and there, but you need to work on your roots, not only by talking about it on your forum journal, but actually working on them. @Amit and I were talking about covert narcissism the other day, @Amit , I feel like Alex might actually have some traits of it, can you please share the video with him, the one you sent me in PM? (Thanks, dear) You are a cool guy, with a nice sense of humor, light and bubbly, but (again I can not say for other ppl on this forum) with me it feels like you are constantly on the stage, performing something. Like you are a model. Real man can not say and DOES NOT say " I am a real man" by saying or admitting this, you are putting yourself in the positions that you need to reinforce it, why? If you know that you already are, why saying it all the time? It is oxymoron. Do you understand? Also, today, I said I was going to celebrate something, you did not even ask me what it was, and started to talk about your "thingy" again, right off the bat. Could at very least say "Happy celebration!" and then starting your girls topic. It is not going to work like this.....I can always give you a shoulder when you need it, but I love myself too much...I really do. I am not going to be a pillow here all the time. I can drop anything I started in a blink of an eye and will never regret it. So we can ask Natasha or Nahm to close this journal and let's please move on. If you put constant attention on your persona, I am leaving this party. Will not tolerate any selfishness or narcissism whatsoever... I am sorry if I hurt your feelings. Sometimes it is needed for your own growth. Much love to you, my friend.

I do not know what to say, I read all your posts today and I am a bit in confused. Are you writing this to trigger my reactions? Like honestly?

You always do even if it is a mundane conversation , thank you for being a good listener and for your great perceptual ability. Love depth in other people.

@Nahm Oh my God, I'm laughing so hard from this post and from this GIF, thanks for making my day.... This is one of my fav movie.

@Amit and @DrewNows and @zeroISinfinity Sweethearts, hang with me, the day is going to be busy, I need to reply to each of you individually, I know!.....but tomorrow is the big celebration and I need to clean my house today for the guests. Writing takes a lot of time and dedication. Hope everyone is having an awesome weekend. Love ya....

@zeroISinfinity @DrewNows Guys I have to run now to the airport, my friend is coming today. Alex, I will answer all your questions tomorrow. Need to go get ready.

@DrewNows and @zeroISinfinity Guys erase it for my sake, spouse will think I am looking into something, lol

Nah, better ask @DrewNows he saw my real pic @DrewNows pls tell Alex that my husband is handsome, so Alex does not think that he is the best of the best, you saw his pic....

Athletic, very handsome, ppl say looks like a country music star, no jokes. All my men were handsome....donno why

Taurus don't not get Aries, and we have different energies with them. We are very fast for them....in everything, they need time.

My spouse is Taurus.... Main traits: loyal, grounded, materialists, sex and food is everything for them ( that is basically all that they need for happiness ) very artistic, stubborn but not like Aquarius, lol but they are a little bit inert, you have to push them all the time. mine plays guitar, flute, and piano. Nobody ever taught him how to play piano, but if you give him any melody to listen, like YT random song or anthem, can reproduce it with eyes closed on the piano, without any music notes. Lots of Taurus I met were into music....

Well ask Natasha, if she allows, I will make drama here every day. I promise you guys aren't going to get bored.....I could be Jessica Rabbit My whole American family call me drama queen.... Telling the truth = drama here.

@zeroISinfinity He is Taurus, I know, it is in his profile. He is in April, think either 23 or 24, 1985. I know he was born in Russia, I do not know where and what time, otherwise can look him up, but I need to know at least city, time is not that important!

No need to fight. I love everyone here, here is a music for you.....dramatic like you are , love this movie We cant make drama any more...remember?

@Amit we'll talk about it more in depth, I find it very interesting. I need to educate myself more about various religions....