Galyna

Answer yourself, but be honest: do you want to be on the carousel or you want to step out and be free, feel harmony and contentment? Or you can keep writing, that is what forum is for, beautiful writing, exchanging ideas, attracting the readers and helping community…

@Someone hereTherapy is just a patch, with this level of awareness it won’t help you. It will suck you back in a dream state. You don’t need a therapist at all. It will be hard to align with the proposed protocol of the conventional counseling. But you can play this game and see it yourself. Telling from the experience. About three years ago I left my psychologist I used for five years. I won’t ever get back again, these pants are too small. Once crossed this line you ain’t gonna buy into the bs of the egoic games.

I have never questioned the validity of the experience, it’s there with regards how you name it. You can only understand what you already know. The psyche itself is not the enemy now. The psyche is trying to revive the limits of its understanding within the competence that expresses itself in the first person, in the form of a real one. You are incapable of being the very awareness when you are trying to understand it! sure, go for it. Remember it is possible to keep both. Just marry them both: dual and non-dual and enjoy your life fully. You don’t have to choose between these two.

“Start with gratitude”, he says, because it is something everyone can be authentic. For sure you cab be grateful for a lot of things in your life. Be grateful for something that will come into fruition. Pretend you already have it. Also he says “ fake it till you make it” . You can train your mind like a dog, it is a very powerful tool.

You are not scared of the illusory nature of existence. You are scared of the illusory nature of the ego-mind. It is not that life is an illusion, which is true and false at the same time, it is that you are the illusion itself.

Conscious creation: set intention and align with it emotionally. “ Clear intention + elevated emotions = a new energy “ took from the book I am reading now “Becoming supernatural “ by Dr. Dispenza.

If this knowledge came from heart but not a logical understanding then it would lead to a complete total freedom, right? Freedom to create reality and give it a meaning which aligns with your heart. God mode. What is it that you truly want and how do you want this illusion to unfold? Do you see that You are in charge of it? Do you realize that reality appears, reflects, and matches the state of your limited mind? Let go of the mind and create in a way that would feel pleasurable. You have created This reality. Enjoy this character along with his pain. You are literally a God! There are no limitations. Concentrate on a feeling in your heart, not on your mind. How cool and wonderful to be limited for a while! You don’t want to remember your true Self because you get ecstatic from every single emotion, perception and feeling. Does it resonate with you? But the cool part is when you realize the possibility aka black whole in front of you and you literally can make anything you want out of nothing. How does ToE even exist if everything (that exists as nothing, literally) exists as a probability and highly impacted by the observer and the observation “bundle”?

Yep, will do on the weekend. Want to know what our community thinks. This book absolutely resonates with me. A door to a freedom, I recognized that I can be a free creator. thanks for your advise. ?

btw, Dispenza took “me” even further. His book supernatural. After reading it and still reading, I came to this big realization. By practicing and meditating, I have realized the secret of manifestation. the core of it is still that there is no other… I will post my insight shortly.

Means you are triggering my deep core wounds/insecurities/fears, you are reflecting/mirroring me, you are triggering various feelings within my being. Can mean anything depends on the human characteristics and design. ?

Falling into the abyss. That dream was lucid.

@machiavelli means there are no rules to your creation. Means you can NOT back up with any knowledge that comes from the outside resources. Take it like this : this “game” is being exclusive created for you. Can you apply other games’ rules to solve your own issues or win the game? No, ofc not.

@Matthew85 definitely….I will do the course for sure.

@Matthew85 @JuliusCaesar I absolutely loved Dr. Dispenza, the book has arrived, "supernatural", will read today. Watched 3-4 videos with him, loved it, who knows, maybe I will become witch soon after his book and course.

@JuliusCaesar @Matthew85 Thanks so much for putting an effort and replying back, thanks for your time and feedback. I really appreciate it. I will have to explore this manifestation concept in depth. ?

@JuliusCaesar @Matthew85 Guys, I have ordered these two books " Becoming supernatural" and "You are placebo" What courses would you recommend starting consciously manifesting? I am having hard time to understand this. If I/as God chose this "Galyna movie" and all the events, why would I want to go against my will? I do not see the whole picture, therefore, how do I know what best for me? I have become consciously aware that chain of events in my life that happened in this life, meant to be there for a purpose, even a little detail mattered. I am entering into this special state of consciousness, but I practice surrender. I truly started to love my life as is. Also, I see that there is no "Doer" how can I attempt to change the scrip if there is no 'me" there? I have realized that everything happens spontaneously, I do not plan any more, I do not even stretch the story into the future. Even planning for tonight is silly for me. I see duality here, you kinda have to let go and become free of choice, but at the same time, you are playing by ear, in the moment, as you go, spontaneously. But again, when I am at that state body does things on its own, I am watching the movie. Who is there to manifest? Manifestation = will execution. How to jungle duality here, knowing that I am free from choice, and everything will be arranged here on its own? Thanks for the feedback.

I felt joy without any reason for about an hour today. I had these joy moments before, but it was rear and did not last long. This feeling is familiar to me. Joy of being without this monkey mind that determines, separates, and judges all the time. I have recognized recently that there is no separation truly, and every time mind wanted to make any assumption, I stopped it there. My main practice was in keeping awareness on itself all the time. I am constantly observing thoughts, feelings, and perceptions, but I do not get involved. This is my meditation, LOL. This state has become so natural to me that now I feel like my body does things on its own, I actually am observing my body in motion and various processes, and I do not make any volition, it does things on its own. Guys, this is the craziest thing I’ve ever experienced: mind is always late, first body does something, then comes the registration of the fact, post factum. As I cook dinner even right now, I do not register “Oh, I need to reduce the heat of my boiling water” Body goes to the kitchen, and as I get up from the chair, registration of the fact happens afterwards. There is literally no “doer”. Thought is always late. First motion. Also, I have this love and compassion toward "other". My sexuality is on the rise, even a coffee table seems sexy to me. But even this feeling is a bit heavy compared to the bliss I have experienced. This feeling of blissfulness comes sporadically, does not last long. I am just happy because I am conscious. The closest description would be pleasure, orgasm, deliciousness, peace, joy and unconditional love toward Being. Guys, I used a lot of “I”, please do not be judgmental here, I realize that awareness does not have any individualized quality, but I am using this “I” for a purpose of understanding. I can not pin point this “I” anymore, everything became like a big movie on the screen and is seen now holistically.

@Reciprocality I got you, you are taking about ego-mind. My take on it: consciousness is infinite and there is no need to cry for one mind to cease bc it will create millions of minds similar to one you are experiencing right now. Even better. We are in infinity, my friend ?. Your mind itself has an infinite numbers of ramifications. You are going to experience all of the ramifications of this mind, on top, you are going to experience infinite numbers of other beautiful minds similar to your philosophical one. It is never going to end. Why worrying about one facet of this l, when you will get millions of other? Loved ones? But they are a projection of your mind? If you are an illusion, so they are as well. Consciousness will create other different variations of the experience for you to have. On the death bad of your mind, all the attachments will be irrelevant.

Watch as the thoughts arise, don’t go into the direction of thoughts. I agree no need to make a conscious effort to stop the thoughts process. Becoming aware of all the thoughts and how they form identity and reality is a great tool to not be sucked again. Just pure observation.

@Taus Evolution needs contrast for the sake of growth and experience , paradise cannot be known without hell.

The more “you” dive into a life, the more a death becomes your meditation. Thinking of it all the time, not as a means to the end, but rather a new beginning. My existential question: “ Is there a death after life?” Not life after death. What mysteries life and death, as being one, bring/add to this never ending Being. ? Death will Never happen, at least the way mind thinks it should happen.

Guys, How can you explain this interesting phenomenon: as your understanding of reality evolving, let’s say as you get more “deeper into the awakening” process, the universe gives exactly that block of information that is needed at this particular time for “your” evolution? For ex: now, everywhere I go, every YT video I watch, everything screams that there are no others. I remember 3 years ago, I was desperately searching for this info everywhere to confirm and could not find. Like I could not find, I was asking desperately. Now as I’ve become directly aware of this fact, I have been receiving this info from every corner I go. We can call it “Synchronicity”, but are there any other explanation? This is crazy.

Being has all the rights to express itself as it wants to. And each individual on this forum is unique, and we need different people here, because from such people as @Reciprocality we can learn and see things from different perspective. If it is hard for you to decode his message and it triggers you, does not mean he should write the way you wish to. Enjoy the variation and see the beauty in it. @Reciprocality It is hard to understand your writings, but I appreciate the style, something very academic, thanks for teaching this community and brining more wisdom.

Not really, because there is no other game in town.... I am not offended, I did not criticize you ever, I was trying to help.

Absolutely not, it is not your senses, it is your mind. Mind creates time, not your sense, senses have nothing to do with it. Your smell does not know about sun, your eyes do not know about music. Please listen to the music with eyes, is it possible? Do they know what time it is. There is no such thing as a human body, it is a mind construct, a concept, a thought. You do not know this phenomena which you call "I", if you do not have a human language, you wont call this experience a "human body" you wont see it separately from the other objects, it would pop in front of you as one picture. LOL, it has to do everything with it.