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Sort of , I've tried rc analogues such as 2-fma. But not proper amphetamines.

of course! A wise man once said: "Don´t take advices from people that haven´t worked for them in the first place". Look around If you see once, only ONE therapist that have mastered their karma, stress, anxiety, ego, or whatever. Is a joke. Why they try to heal people when they haven´t healed themselves ? What a joke is this??? I appreciate your positivity , I hope you are right

Lol interesting substance for sure

Good point☝️ The problem is when therapy does not work. If therapists would work there wouldn't be mental illness or trauma. There's people going to therapy for years and years and they are still in the same in the same crap as when they started. Actually I think absolutely nothing external works, nobody knows how to untangle the trauma or karma. It seems you can only distance yourself or elevate your vibration so the vibration or energy level where trauma or mental illness exist, is no longer active. But stabilizing oneself in that vibration beyond the trauma, is hard as fuck. Just when you thought you had it under control it bite you in the ass again.

Yes, is true also that physically there is a significant anaesthesia effect. But the feeling of invincibility also comes a lot from a feeling of psychological grandiosity. Like no emotion or thought can't hurt you. 100 people could critique you at the same time and being in pcp you would still think they are wrong/assholes and you are are the one who is right. I forgot to mention the psychedelic properties. I´ve had some solipsistic and beyond weird psychedelic and pseudo mystical headspaces on that chem too...all of that while not being at all fucked up, meaning I wasn't seeing visuals or tripping or impaired...just subtle maniac-psychotic-mystical thoughts that revolve around in the mind. I can imagine someone with schizophrenia or similar illnesses struggle with something like that. One can handle those thoughts for 6-7 hours, but if you lived with that 24/7 those mystical psychotic thoughts end up being 100% your reality.

It all boils down to the mania and delusions of grandeur that pcp and derivatives of pcp provide. If you moderate doses and don't do it regularly is a chill substance. I've done 3-meo-pcp and is profound and fun. But do too much and you might end up in a bad place. The most dangerous effect is that it makes you feel like an invencible super intelligent God. So you start thinking doing it every day might be a good idea, that's when things can start to go south. 3-meo-pcp made me feel like a social god, is one of the best functional substances out there, If it weren't for the more you do it the less functional and more dumb it makes you lol

No, an ego is not necessary for "God to play the game of life" in the same way a Cow does not need an ego to eat grass, fuck and shit. What? I'm literally saying there isn't an absolute or relative perspective, is you that you are trying to defend that somewhere, somehow, this things actually exist. Notice you haven't proved it yet. When I asked you you said "right here right now". What? Here where? All I see is a window, a sofa, a hand, a TV screen. I have to create the concept of relative, absolute, and ego, in order for them to be real. A distinction between actual Life and concepts about life is necessary to grasp this. An "absolute perspective" and "relative perspective" are concepts about life. Not life itself. When talking about reality, we talk about what is real. Not about your mind, thoughts, or concepts. You can have a world on your own on that brain, but we are interested in clarity and what is actually there. No, there is Reality and then there are a bunch of perspectives. Perspectives exist within the mind. Perspectives might be useful for some survival tricks, but they won't bring you clarity.

Of course, there's been yoguis buried underground for weeks meditating. The rules are imaginary! @Razard86

There is no need for an argument. Materialist are actually the ones that have to offer proof that those experiences happen in the brain, which of course, they never will.

That can happen when you try to get your way into the heavens with pure force.

Is so funny because is so true in this forum 😂😂😂

Nihilism usually brings feelings of dispair and depression, Enlightenment (whatever that means, but let's say a Mystical way of experiencing life), usually brings the contrary, Celebration and Exhuberance of life.

Not trying to be a fanboy of sadhguru, but has anyone noticed that in all of his talks he has never slurred a single word when speaking? The scientist sometimes feels he's having a ictus. Btw, Osho had also the habit of emphasising the 's' on the words that finish with that letter. Misterios. I don't know if is a coincidence.

Now I know there are several types of yoga and I'm sure there are wacky states of consciousness you can reach with rare or intense types of yoga such as kundalini yoga, but I'm here to give a simple explanation of the traditional most simple ancient yoga, which is Hatha Yoga. I find important to give this explanation because a lot of people here think I talk about psychic phenomena or powers, or etc...when I talk about yoga, and nothing could be more further from the truth. Yoga, or at least the classical ancient Hatha Yoga is about reducing distortion to the maximum so Reality and Pure Clarity and happen. Is the contrary of anything "wacky" or "twisted". I will explain it doing a simple analogy: Imagine you are in your garden and you have a water hose. Your kid starts playing with it, and folds it. Suddenly the water is not running successfully and fluidly anymore. Maybe a few drops can still drip at the other end of the hose but most of the water is stucked. Is only when you put the hose back again in a straight position that the water can keep flowing perfectly and fully. Reality, Consciousness, Energy, God, Life, is this water hose. And what has happened is that the ego, the mind, the egoic configuration that has been built within Consciousness (You), is like this little kid that has folded the water hose. The water hose folded means experiencing separation, fear (even if is a slight fear, in form of subtle anxiety, tension, or "uneasiness"), the feeling of "I lack something", "something doesn't feel totally right", "there must be more than this, let me go build a billion dollar business to feel completeness, etc..." So since Yoguis are quite lazy to go build a billion dollar business, they came up with something else, and much more effective. A way of aligning the body (and as a consequence the energetic configuration) to be in Perfect Geometry with Reality. When we do a certain yoga position, commonly knows as "Asana", what happens is that the egoic configuration is being taken to a minimum, because the body is being positioned is such a way that is alined to the way reality Flows, the way energy flows, if your body and your energies are usually configured in such a way that it makes this water hose always folded, when we do an Asana what happens is that the body and the inner energies are placed in such a way that the hose starts being unfolded, to finally be completely straight. The water hose being completely straight menas that your body is not anymore a barrier to reality, but rather it becomes a receptive conductor for energy/consciousness/Life/Reality/God, when the body and inner energies are completely surrendered, you experience your body as an object that has surrendered itself, and is 'devoted' to Reality, when this happens, Water flows like a tsunami. There is not anymore friction, blockage, stuckness. There is just pure armonic reality existing. And this is the peak state of Hatha Yoga. Entering and staying in a posture so perfectly aligned and receptive where individuality ends. And you are just another object in Reality. Have you ever imagined as a little kid if a Tree or a Flower has a "POV"? Or how inert objects experience life? Well, holding a Hatha Yoga posture in the way I'm talking about, will feel like being completely dead, and at the same time, it will feel like the best feeling in the world. Now, as a side note, does this means that all Yoga can be resumed in this? Certainly not. There are other types of yoga practices and even asanas that might have a different purpose or goal. But IME what I have described is the main goal of Yoga.

Here I am again angry at myself because 10min ago I was in a very weird nothingness place now im back to normal egoic consciousness like they call. I´m so tired of going back and forth from mystical to cotidian life. Is so frustrating for us, for people that haven't seen the other side they don't know what they are missing. We know what we are missing, which makes it very frustrating. And when people ask for guidance Everyone just answers with bullshit replies such as 'don't worry you are god you are choosing to be limited' and more crap like that.

Let's just do nothing and keep ourselves somewhat content in our narratives. Mean while... Life is ticking away. How much you lived? How profound? How frictionless? That's all that matters. Pity will be, that you end up realizing this in your deathbed. ❤️‍🩹

You right. I´m sorry for being not so much Awake as you guys 😭 I know you know more than everybody 🥳

We usually experience life as dual, my body 'here' and the rest of physicality out 'there'. We experience the feeling of time and feeling of separation. There is a state of consciousness where you can become so conscious on your breath, that you consciously, withouth no prior conceptual knowledge of how to do it, get it to a certain pace that is completely congruent to the vibration or pace of physical reality, or physical objects. Of the world 'out there'. I am curious if there are people that can tell more about this if they had experience it. Or if there are any books or videos that tell about this. It would be also fantastic if there is a possibility to 'lock' this state of consciousness during day to day life. Until know personally I have only been able to realize it in a certain yogic asana. But I´m sure it can be Locked for the rest of the day.

Unfortunately this forum has become an Neo-advaita thing in disguise. Is just that the words are different. But the overall attitude of People telling themselves nice solace narratives to feel in control is the same. I don't sense real exploration from most of you guys. Thank you all for all the answers nonetheless 🙏🙌

You reply is like a reply of chatgpt + Leo famous phrases as 'truth doesn't care about you' or 'become deeply conscious of X'. I´m sorry if that is too straight forward but I think you need honesty. You are wasting your time precious time with la la land solace narratives and it seems to me you are not doing actual work. No, I´m not talking at all about psychic phenomena. No. There is only ONE LIFE. This one. Whatever you make out of this, that is what will experience. There is no such a thing as a 'TRUTH DIMENSION' where the actual truth where Happiness and Perfection exists, and meanwhile this life doesn't matter. Notice how you guys are creating the same trick Christians did with the 'Heaven'. You are thinking the work is not about making this life more profound, loving, intense, unitary, effortless, but rather that you can just do nothing because 'outthere' there is "THE TRUTH" saves us and where everything is answered. A complete fantasy of the ego to NOT realize is THIS ONE the Only life. Stop imagining Truth as a concept! Is this. Is this life. This one. What the hell you going to make out of it? Clock is ticking. If you lived miserably, that's it. That's what you did out of it. No truth, no heaven, no God will make it out for you. States of Being are all that there is. Forget the wildcard of Truth. Act like you never heard of that word. Is extremely limiting and stagnating for most of you guys.

I think I've said other times that when I say the WORDS bliss or pleasure or silence are WORDS, I'm not talking about mental or physical pleasure, I'm not talking about mental or physical bliss. I'm talking about a certain state of consciousness. Consciousness can be in a wide range of different states, as our beloved forum Leader said in the past. Caring about truth is fine. But try to care about truth in a miserable state. See if is of any value Truth when you are anxious or fearful or live stressed. That will let you see that State of Consciousness is how you measure the profoundity and importance of life. That will let you see what is important for you: Experience of Life. How you are experiencing this very moment. A State of consciousness above suffering = Consciousness outside the mind. It doesn't matter how many more are from there. The important thing is to get there. From there I can negotiate that there can still be different ways for Consciousness to experience itself. For example, i can imagine that if you disgange from the physical body for too long, you will die (aka, abandoning the body, mahasamadhi). So, of course, is not white or black. But first, get to 'first base' First base is to be able to disangage from that which bounds you. Dismissing that as pleasure seeking is completely losing the point. You are not getting the seriousness and importance of you as consciousness being able to distance yourself from mind, emotion and energetic entanglement. This is the primordial work. Only from there mysticism and comfortable exploration of this creation starts.

That's a wildcard you guys love to throw around here in the moment it is told to you a hard truth you want to accept, there are states that some people as me are getting into regularly and are above suffering. Not sure if is envy, which is nonsense, because I don't have anything special that you do not have, we are the same intelligence/consciousness, you absolutely have the same power to get there if you learn the skill to activate yourself. But playing the wildcard of dismissing it as "hey! Is not truth! Keep looking!" Is a game you are playing. Notice this. I'll wait for you when you want to join the actual work. As I said, I expect more from you guys than this typical responses. Is time for a change of consciousness. You guys are stuck in the same cycle of contentment. Meanwhile, whatever your ego wants to think does not change how reality work. To each their own. But I'll tell you this: Clock is ticking. Are you going to join me in reclaiming our power as consciousness over our energies and mind, or are you going to seek solaces in this narratives and avoidance mind mechanisms, but not really taking power? I try to be as honest as possible. I visit mystic states and terrible emotional states in the same week. I deal with a heavy karma/trauma that I don't still be able to completely destroy. So there is work to do.

yes, is saying that my mind works as shit 😂🤡 🙌👌

I get what you mean but is hard for me to not suffer cotidian egoic consciousness. Is painful. I want peace and silence like when im meditating 😭 feels so good I get what you are going but I respectfully disagree. I think as crude as it might sound there are different states of experiences and some are more preferable than others. Am I being 'selfish' form preferring blissful perfect silence vs thoughts emotional chaos ? I might be, But that's where I am. I am not in a god-like position of saying 'I can love the both, I don't prefer any of it particularly'. Btw, I never implied that the state I experienced was 'it'. (If you mean by 'it' Truth or Enlightment) Is as simple as... do you prefer to experience the most basic aspects of life (such as sounds, touch, smell, etc..) as a blissful perfect silence phenomena , or you do you want to experience them with thoughts, by projecting labels to them and therefore being very far away from that silence? I am not saying silence is the truth, I´m saying, ime silence is more fun and enjoyable than chaos.