Javfly33

yes, the couchwisdom, we all miss those ones

Almost never smoked weed in my life before but after having a long break with psychedelics and calling them off for some good time I smoke weed from time to time nowadays. Last time I´ve smoked, I had an insane feeling Love in the way 5-MeO-DMT breakthroughs feel like. Like having the feeling I am absolutely God and others are myself too, and therefore having the inevitable consequence that death is impossible. All creation is Me. And 'other´s' creation happen inside 'my' creation. Last time I almost had a panic attack because I could not handle these thoughts/feelings. Sometimes I just think realising this things with chemicals is not a completely good idea. It makes me think one has to build itself naturally, with sober practices, so when this kind of feelings of Unity so brutal come, you have a certain balanced and strong mind to be comfortable in that state of realisation.

probably only if you choose to iPhone you will notice a difference. And still is just a difference of fluidity/efficiency. Not much.

This is not just music, this is how a high form of intelligence is. People think intelligence is going around in circles with their mind, being very intelectual, being able to turn every bit of reality into a concept...etc. Intelligence = Knowing how to move Energies There are some AfroBeats songs which could remove all of your weakness karma if you would just listen to them while on a psychedelic or after a long spiritual retreat. What the hell some African countries such as Nigeria or Ghana has that they are able to produce this type of incredibly powerful music, I don´t know. But is impossible to find anywhere else. Is crazy! This song from Tiwa Savage is ALCHEMY, not just music.

Very hard, incredibly rough, actually one finds surprising how tough humans are. To endure that kind of perspective and keep going. I look today at the eyes of a 12 year old girl and i swear i already was seeing in her that anxiouness. How we are able to endure and normalize that, we deserve a gift, like a wae condecoration, like soldiers get. I think most of the time we are on the same page because we are honest. That is true and a lot of people dont want to Accept It. The say the are fine, yet the Next moment you see them jumping into the Next thought/goal that needs to be achieved, the Next netflix show, order a glovo, meanwhile scroll social media, etc... Is all a constant race, to ease the energetic disconfort and roughness, and It doesn't even work I think that is the only solution.

please don´t outsource your life to those 'mottos'. You will repent yourself in the future. Careful with what you read on this forum...I appreciate Leo in my heart but he has had a certain perspective with life which I find toxic, particularly that kind of derrotist mindset of 'God´s bitch', which might feel as an elegant humility, but imo is incredibly dangerous. God is not a human that is caring for you. Careful... All my opinions though...but just putting my ideas. Don´t put all the eggs on one basket (the basket of 'leave it to god')

That´s good, I agree. But if you could be 24/7 having very satisfying sex, you could be satisfied. The only 'problem' here is maintaining that. Notice that surrender is also an action 😂 See, you can not escape desire @Someone here Now you are desiring to surrender the whole thing. So basically 'surrender' is a wildcard some of you guys love to throw around here, but is nothing. It doesn´t have any real meaning. No one surrenders because of anything. You are surrendering but the next moment you are expecting reality will feel better because you just surrendered, right? If not So you already are treating this 'surrender' thing as another transaction.

It sounds to me that you are limiting yourself. I partly agree with you in the topic of trying to Chase positive experience. But that is NOT morally wrong. Is just that...It doesn't work. There is nothing wrong with pursuing positive experiences. Im sick of this Christian messages going around in this forum about being ok with mediocrity or being "so awake" to not prefer positive experiences over negative ones. Or positive emotions over negative ones. You can NOT avoid Desire and Longing for BLISS, SILENCE, LIGHT, AND FREEDOM. Your whole being has this very qualities when layers of thought and karmic bonds start being unknotted and dismantled. Please notice there is not anything more natural for your being than to be in pure in innocence, absolute radiation, and full vibrancy. The game does end until you are a perfect Diamond of Awareness, nothingness, untouchable, in perfect unity with itself. From there the game really is fun... No human being ultimtatley settles for just mediocrity. Everyone "wants" that. Because everyone is "that freedom" Is just that not all humans, in fact most of them, do not know how to do this (and in this forum most of us are still in the process of It), so most humans pursue this longing in form of short term pleasure like you said. And others are just in skid row shooting up fentanyl. People are getting their moments of freedom however they know how. Is just all those external ways of getting It is not maintenable, and doesn't even cover the full spectrum of how perfect vibrant your Consciousness can become.

No such a thing as being conscious of being unconscious. Either you are conscious THIS VERY MOMENT, or you dont. As a rule of thumb, if there are any type of low vibrational thoughts of guilt or judging, you can be dead sure you are not in a conscious state.

I´m done of all the 'alpha' or 'high value' dating advice, I´m done of all that crap, is impossible to win. I just realized I´ve been reading pickup literature from 18-19 years old, and now I´m 28. Look at that, 10 years. And after having done pick up, going on dates meeting women, watching hundreds of videos, reading this subform, etc... nothing has changed, inside and within there is still that Hell called mental self-concept and feeding it more of this conceptual crap is food for him. It seems all of this advice mental gimnastics never goes nowhere. I´m sick of it, I realize I´m going to become absolutely brain-dead in terms of dating and women. I just going to identify myself with the body, I´m a body. That's it. No mental concept of me, no 'bet'a but no 'alpha' neither. Just a body that can move and do things, or not. More than that (entering the self-mental game) is absolute hell and I´m absolutely out of it. Do not try to convince me because I had 10 fucking years to really confirm that it does not only doesn't work but actually breaks you apart and provides great suffering. You think you are going somewhere but then you don't. If you become an alpha or high value man then you will also become beta and low value because the mind works like this, by constant comparison and is very unstable, you will be in this distopic mental place for life, endlessly trying to 'value' yourself, by all sorts of mental measurements that do not even fucking exist because the mental concept is just the devil in its purest form. You are playing with the devil by doing all of this. I´ve warn you. I see some forum members here complaining about stuff that already 3-4 years ago they were complaining. So ask yourself? Is all this advice really helping? Try to see the big picture. You are just going in circles with this crap. Try to see this shit from the sky. Is all shit. Is all fear, comparison, mental hell concept of beta-alpha. Run. Get out while you can. Go lift weights and just be a fucking body. Treat the sex thing as it deserves: a Body thing. Don't promote it to the mental game, because if not tremendous suffering is inevitable.

for sure 👌

But do you get what i say though? Only if you dont know masculinity, you need a model for It. If you already know what is about, what is the point of following the role model?

If we already know the aspects of masculinity to "point" a model of masculinity, why do we even need a model? 😅

Oh, the innocence of thinking you've seen it all

Namaste my friend 🙏 Force and Bliss for you too 🙌

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For sure!! 🙏💪

yeap, can relate..couldn´t have described it better... a lot of people do meditation and think that is it... but that is the tip of the iceberg. That is 0.5% of what is possible in terms of freedom and 'opening' as you say. Imo The word 'surrender' is tricky. Because we understand surrender as an 'act', as 'action'. And from where 'action' comes? Always from the self. So lately what I have been discovering is that the ego or mind or self is surrendered with pure force. Some kind of activation of Consciousness, doesn´t matter by which means, mine that I do some yoga daily is because some energetic openings might happen, others it might be because one ingest a psychedelic, in anyway, it doesn´t matter. The point is, some button has been pushed, a more harmonic configuration has happened, that makes Consciousness to become Strong and Active, in that moment opening is possible. Because for the first time the tables are turned. The mind is weak and almost nowhere to be found, and the true Reality establishes is power. Because the surrender way... I don´t understand it. I´m not able to surrender...because as you say the self is the want that wants to surrender 😂 so again, that is 'action'. My perspective is: destroy the limits with Pure Force, pure Activation of Consciousness/Concentration. (with 'force' I don´t mean being angry of course, but an intensity of concentration, an Awareness very 'alive' so to speak).

The funny thing the ice layer is indeed the 'mystical conclusions' the op has wrote. Now the limits are 'I understand what this present moment is', 'the Infinite field is selflessness', 'There is only an Infinite field of consciousness', etc... What are this? If they are not living experiences Right now? Unless they are living experiences, they are the same as 'today I have to go pick up my kid from school', or 'hey honey, we need to go check out that new pizza venue they just opened'. They might be more 'close' to the real thing, in terms of 'decoration', but in my humble opinion... they don´t actually work. Either those phrases are Living experiences, or else is a another mind trick.

thx will check it out!

😂Wut i wasnt expecting that commment

Look, just get 1mg of fentanyl and you are good to go. Bring It with you in your wallet and if you ever get kidnapped by terrorists, just blow that shit up your nose like your last breath and youll be out of there in no time lol 💨

I think those of us that have struggled with trauma can relate, we never get to decide which one is the truth... The way we feel or experience certain thoughts that we call 'traumatic', is that a result of an external event, or the external event (or events) weren't really the cause but rather the interpretation we did of them? For example, let's take at the example of bullying. A kid that one day gets bullied might take it personal and think is about him, but maybe another kid might get bullied and just don't take it personal, think that the other guy is an asshole, and call it a day. The difference between the first kid and the second kid, might be that one is handling certain configuration of 'energy' that makes him want to take it personal and feel like a victim. After a lot of time I´m not yet sure if the 'answer' to is to heal trauma, or in the other hand, is to stop the configuration that allows to exist the trauma in the first place. Thoughts?

I think your point is aimed towards specific things. Sure, I can go to a life coach to taught me how to be disciplined if my personality is not used to having discipline (maybe by teaching me about the science of habits...etc). And meanwhile that coach might have a cigarette addiction. Who knows. And that wouldn´t invalidate that he knows about exercise discipline. That's fine and I agree with it. In other words, I don´t mean that if you know how to change a tire but don´t know how to fix a cavity you could not taught a dentist to change a tire. You definetely could. And viceversa. But we are not talking about tires, cavities, goals, relationships, or anything specific. We are talking about the system itself that is creating a mess out of itself, no matter how many books and universities you've gone. If you don´t know how to use your mind, body, energies, memory, entanglement to thought, etc... you can not taught anyone else how to use hir mind, body, energies, memory, and entanglement to thought. See the insanity of this. Who gives a fuck about if a therapist taughts you anything specific about discipline, self love, self-esteem or whatever, if at the end of the day those are just more conceptual games, if at the end of the day he still falls trapped by his karma and the patient too? Completely waste of time. Does not go to the solution. They are as lost as their patients. They just might know some therapy tricks. We are not interested in tricks. We are interested in ABSOLUTE SOLUTION.