Javfly33

I think the 'Why' has already been debated in this forum. But what about the 'How'? How a Mind divides itself like this? How Love becomes 'infinite'?

Who said you have to identify with the controller? I just said, there is a controller, and you can use It. In the same way your car has all sorts of buttons. You can press them, to make the car do stuff. But that doesn't mean you are the buttons. Well, i Guess the experience of individuality has those dual aspects. Is just that most people dont have so much time!

Yeah me neither, im also in exploratory Mode, just sharing how i suspect things work. Well, is a certain dimension that is not the mind.

I get where your coming from. But open your mind (ironically lol) that there is another level of "panel of control" beyond the mind. Of course, the control im talking about is not mental control. Is not control via thoughts. Is Direct control via Consciousness/You. You have to realize the mere action of you moving your legs that is already intelligence. Notice how you dont "think" moving your legs. You just do It. That's a rudimentary form of intelligence and Will. So you are aware of stuff. That cool but that is not activation of Consciousness.

3 hours of daily sadhana? Most people can not pull that off if you have a job in western society. Also, It matters more the effectivity that the duration. Whats your daily sadhana look like? In curious

@Carl-Richard with what substance was your addiction?

Oh, a naija girl! 😃🇳🇬 Ok, It makes sense for me now. She prolly one of those gold diggers. Dont take It personal. The dating game nowdays is really fucked.

I was being kinda of funny of course because in this forum they love the word God. I wouldnt say God is small or Big, because those are physical qualities. I would say God is Nothing. But this Nothing exists, this Nothing can control and own a body and a mind. When this Nothing is activated in a certain way, there is a certain intelligence that can consciously handle the body and mind. When is not that much activated, this inteligence is sleep and the body and mind goes into compulsive, repetitive mode, the same as an animal. Thats why i said to the OP, is doesn't have anything to do with their social character. The social character can stay and you can enjoy the benefits it provides. As long as clearly you are that is just a costume you are wearing.

btw, in your case with that girl, with what excuse she asked you to pay for her cab fare? That Seems insane to me. The popcorn and tickets I don´t see it weird, if you proposed the plan, imo is normal you pay for it. (Kinda if I invite a girl for a hiking trip and we have to arrive by car, im not going to ask her for money for gas ) But the cab fare is crazy. Maybe you asked her to go in a cinema very far from his home?

@ivankiss btw, was this a girl from latin America? women from those countries usually give more value to money, especially if you are a guy well economically positioned. She might see you as an asset

But I never said you are Awareness.

Is a matter of identity. God needs to stop believing is a little human body or a human mind. This won´t stop from God to keep using that body or mind/social persona. Is just that you will use it as you use your car or your bicycle. Knowing now you own it, but is not you. For that, an Infinite Awakening is needed.

Yeap. The game is fucked...and is getting more fucked by the time...things are going to get real complex and tough in this area for the next years. I recommend people not to give up (keep going out, being open to meeting new people, etc...) but going with an attitude of being complete within because nowadays how society is structured relationships are getting complicated.

No, not really. If I withdraw I don´t puke, or have nausea, or serious pain. Just a feeling of uncomfortability through the whole body for 4-5 days (which can be alleviated with exercise). I´m going to try that. Today I took my last dose but im leaving 5 pills on my car lol. Let´s see if I can be strict with myself if not I´ll have to throw them and fuck it My attachment is that last year I went out so much thanks to oxy. It made me so social and mood-boosted. Part of me wants to leave them to be able to take them once in a while. But if the cost is physical dependence then I won´t pay that price. At the end of it I can go out totally sober, is just that I´ll probably more picky with where I go out. (which maybe is precisely what I need to do).

Yeah, absolutely. A week off can be done by anyone. But deciding to not do them again, one has to be really sure they are not offering you anything positive in your life.

Ive thought of It, is just difficult to find a retreat to do It. But yeah It probably would be an interesting experience. I was actually going to get microdoses, a member of this forum was trying microdosing iboga.

I feel the world is completely messed Up by psychological activity. Is insane. Im not saying stepping out of the mind is the final goal and the "ultimate", but at least It would be an incredible good platform for everything else. I was just wacthing porn now and i just stopped. I realized, what am i even doing? What IS that im trying to achieve? If i observe closely, reality is already Full, Complete, United. But that is only if you are in Reality, if you are in the endless mountains of the mind hallucination, then is all about getting the next "fix" of completedness, be It porn, food, relationships, etc... Nothing wrong with material fun though. Just that using material means to try to feel "full" and "complete" is a hell of a ride that never ends. Once you get the fix, times passes and is over. And then the Next fix. And then Next one. Is truly insane what humans have gotten ourselves into. We are engaged in a never ending race. And It seems we can not get out. Meanwhile, there is actual Reality, completely full, complete, united, pure... But we can not keep our consciousness focused on this "Life" or Reality Phenomena more than a few seconds...with that quality and activation of awareness (so weak, so disperse into psychological daydreaming) then Life seems to be so complex. IMO Is not complex (at least living It, im not saying It understanding It), if you could just stay in It and not go dream constantly in the realms of the mind It seems there is a mess of focus within us. Lot of energy going towards Psychological filter, little to actual Observation, Staying Concentrated on what appears. Staying in actual Reality, where we should be all the time. Isnt It quite insane that we spent most of our time in an hallucination of psychological filter, and very little in actual Reality? Shouldnt be the opposite? LOL If you awareness could remain Focus of the simple phenomena of Reality that surrounds us, such as sounds, breath, light, etc... Would the feeling of "time" exist? No, there would be only exist the Now. Time would not pass. In the Now things are simple. Reality. Life. Silence. Bliss. No time, no problem... Always in Life. Nothing moves here. No psychological fluctuations. Absolute Stability. What a difference. What a difference of quality of Life. In the psychological reality though... A day is a hiking trip. A roller coaster of things, goals, fixes, ups, downs, more, less, etc... Quite a dystopic way to Live. Will we make It to the to the other end (Living in Reality), not just as a 1 day vacation but as a permanent residency, that's a question for all of us. Are we making steps to Life, or are we making steps towards staying more in the infatuation of the psychological realm. We should investigate this.

Death and abandonment of human body is inevitable and that is no joke...so yeah, i think most people forget one day the actually Will leave their bodies

Yeah at this point im very used to in this forum lol i still appreciate this place a lot though 🖤

And I would add this: As Consciousness, you deserve the right to explore what you are capable of. Your own power. This is your right. Do not fall into the traps that the ego or the mind that tells you. Imagine that you created the PC Windows and suddenly you could only play Solitaire game. Then you let this little PC tell you all that is about informatics is playing Solitaire. What I´m saying is Your Consciousness can be in certain configurations that make using the internet such a joy. Now you want to keep using 512kbs modem instead of 300Gb fibre optic. That´s your option. But I just told you. There is fibre optic. And is fast. Is fun. It goes smooth.

Unfortunately I´m alone in this forum lmao. Nobody understands me. Nobody fucking understands what im talking about and that is ok. Im not a weirdo or a special case though. Just that some people have pushed some buttons and others have pushed others. The button im talking about is one that your consciousness gets locked and 'frozen' for hours. In a non-emotional, no-thought but super aware, super activated state. Running the software with this configuration, Life is...well, is a whole other different experience.

Im not talking about understanding! Im talking about living It.! Because some of you guys are just masochists 😂

wow is true then that they venerate those animals there

The last one of the first 3 asanas before the practice. Rapid breathing i mean. I would say the most nuanced and subtle one IS the last one (watching breath). That still is taking me time to understand what IS doing. Yeap. It doesn't happen to me regularly because this last weeks im always having my nose congested, but if you do the slow breathing part right, you should be breathing in such a slow way the feeling if time completely dissppears. You should be getting 3 or 4 small "mini-samadhis" every time. That should give you a "meter" of how incredibly slow you need to Breath in that part. To the point of crushing down the feeling of time passing. I would say Learn from a teacher

This is CONSCIOUSNESS, mind, god, imagination, you, whatever. We all on that Page. But what is posible? Well, great breakthrough today. Great fucking news.it seems Is posible to do some real Magic here... Was doing today my usual Yoguic practice and today by some reason i clearly hold the asana in such a way, Pure Love, Innocence, Purity, of my being was Intensely, and clearly felt. After some days of emocional UPS and downs It was good to feel as absolutely unconditionally Perfect for some seconds, in a very Direct way. And now i was walking down the street and i got It. Time hasnt passed from that moment. There is no "state" of CONSCIOUSNESS that has been lost. I do a little trick with my fingers and im THERE. Feeling that Purity, Unity, Love. Bam! This IS being actually God. Not just on a psychedelic high, not just while on an elusive spiritual experience. NOW! Lets go warriors! Go reclaim your inner luminosity 💥