Javfly33

I remember in one not very old video he says something like this: "...How could it be otherwise? Haven't you found weird that you are you and not other (person) .... ? " But I want to know the context in which this was being explained. Of course anybody could explain it to me too, but I am asking for the video because before saying that there were a context that probably would make understand that quote (paraphrased) more easy. I just can't wrap my head around why I am this person and not other person. Why I am living the experience through this person called @Javfly33 and not other? LOL.

@7thLetter By the way, If i tell you all of this is for a simple reason. I´ve been trying to quit porn for 2 years now. I used to think like you. Let me tell you (and this is my experience, I don´t want to determine you into something because maybe you can really just quit porn by abstaining it from it) that the solution has not been what i thought it was.

I TOTALLY get what you are saying bro, but let me tell you something. 'Spirituality' (although I wouldn't categorize what I told you as something spiritual but rather an interesting observation) is understood as something outside of reality. Mistake. Spirituality is just a path that lets you see things from other perspective. For example, if I might have a porn addiction, someone might recommend me something but because I see that 'real world problems' is one thing, and the 'spiritual' approach is another thing, I sense that the spritual approach CAN'T impact the material / real problem I have therefore I categorize that advice as "impractical". Do you see where I'm going? A lot of the spiritual advices (although, again, I wouldn't categorize the thing I told you as spritual) are indeed tremendously practical, precisely because spiritual perspective is not some other world or galaxy, is this right this one! But you keep drawing a line, therefore for you they can't be practical, because you think there is indeed a difference between reality material problems and spirituality, therefore whatever I tell you from this approach will not impact / solve anything in the practical sense because you really think spiritual advice is another galaxy outside the "material world"

I recently i discovered the spiritual talker 'Sergi Torres', I don´t know how awakened he is but it surprised me how profounds his talks are. He still needs to get better at trying to talk more simple to audiences, sometimes it´s explanations end up in a "strange loop" as Leo used to say LOL But to be honest yeah I think he way more profound that Mooji´s talk for example (which I still love by the way but sometimes he can get some times too tiring on the "nothingness" and you can´t get from him other teaching that that one) Here´s a talk I was watching tonight: SERGI TORRES - TEATRE GOYA - "La libertad de pensamiento" Anyone has listened to him? Do you think this kind of videos are actuallly practical or are actually just losing your time? 99% i think its just wasting time but I have to say sometimes with this guy somethings resonate with me in a more profound level and actually will make me start self-inquiry seriously about some topic

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You are aware that the type of tool that you are looking for is the same that the tool you are looking to abstain from, right?

With 'approach' you mean picking up girls? Well I can only say even if it's sounds cliché that you should work on yourself. Not just "approach X girls and you're good to go" It's important to be a person of "action" but both sides should be work for success.

Lol i´ll take your job you can go work at the market selling panties and socks with the gypsies to enjoy your "social job" :facepalm:

Something that would be obvious to question I only recently have become intrigued by. Even if this is not a subjective experience because really there's no subject who is having an experience right now but just there's only experience... How come there's a consistent physical object with consistent image? (Which in my belief system I've called "person") Who is this "person" that seems to take all of the space of experience? And why it's there?

@Nahm Thanks. Very useful I´m so much that my thougths

Thanks yeah that´s exactly what i meant and where i´m think im stuck i hope i trascend this stuness soon thanks for your message

I would give myself the privilege of putting 'software craftsmanshiper' if you write crean clode. A little humour won't hurt nobody and that'll look amazing. Edit: I totally agree with @Dwarniel

@TrynaBeTurquoise What starchy veggie can give more calories than bread ?

Being radically conscious of 'solipsism' actually made me realize solipsism is impossible. After you transcend solipsism you will amazed what you discover.

Lol I'm also reading that book and actually starting pick up... (Did it like 5 years ago but I stopped at the seventh girl or so xD) I don't see where is your problem. Clearly you still don't accept / love yourself enough. Have sex with her or not, anyway is not going to change much and you should focus in growing.

If you are not a physical body, so how could you have been born out of your mom´s body? I imagine Leo means your true being. Human being bodies do actually come out from mom´s as far as i´m aware of.

At which point of the journey, solipsism gets 'debunked'? I've become conscious that I've never existed. It's all consciousness. After this realization, the explanation of who is alive right now and the fear that I had with solipsism completely faded away! Does this means I've done a big breakthrough? Or I haven't gone deep yet and I will encounter this stage again? It seems I can only be solipsistic when I am not conscious enough Wondering where this work will take me from here

Since I started doing spiritual work, one fear in form of thought started to arise and become strong during the last year. Not strong that it started to fuck with my reality. I haven't gone that deep yet. More in the conceptual sense. Strong in the way that I started to be very skeptic about what spirituality preached. That we are one. If we are one why I have a particular perspective and I can't get out of it. I'm sure I'm missing something.

Or it just feels this way when "you tip your toes in Truth but you didn´t stay there for the whole movie"? I´ve never had experienced psychosis but I yesterday I had by 10 seconds the most intense mind fuckery experience of my life, and what i imagine it would be to "lose your mind". However fast, very fast my awareness re-focused to my human conceptual identity. I think it was because there was an incredible intense fear in the mind being experienced, and the mind coulnd´t handle it. However it seems mistical experiences are like actual "trips", people stay there for a while and laugh, and become in awe. That wasn´t my experience. What to you think? I´m the whole thing guys

Lol I really loved your message.

@bejapuskas I agree although at least in my case the fear was not arising in form of thoughts. It just arised and it was gone. It wasn't like a train of thoughts that end causing a emotional breakdown in some people. Imagine if you are now typing on your PC and in the next second you are in a whole other setting, like I don't know, sailing a boat across the ocean. See you don't have even time to think and form thoughts via fear, it just it's so shocking the re-contextualization that the mind can't handle it.

I was recalling your video "live enlightenment". That's basically where I got that idea. And well other similar experiences like Sadghurus or Adyashanti who recall their awakenings which it seems much happiness. I imagine that is the ultimate step and before it were a lot of confusion and mindfuckery to the point of starting to think if you should stop doing this. So this stuff is ACTUALLY serious and real. Ok. Fuuuuuuck me.

How can you?

How?

@Serotoninluv beatiful thank you too. The last paragraph impacted my heart strongly.