Javfly33

@LfcCharlie4 Thanks man, you seem you have pretty solid understanding. Yes I´m in 99% intellectually a 1% direct awareness @Meta-Man Thanks that is useful to know. I think I am in 3 after having some glimpses. I probably need a lot more to embrace and surrender to the Truth

How much time does it take from the realization, to the dropping of the resistance? Or it is just a matter of awakening fully? And "you are done"? That´s why I think I still have to seek, that´s why I know i havent´awoken really. Sure, I´ve realized there´s no me. I am a thought. In fact "my mind" is also a thought lol, my mind is an appearence within "THIS". So basically the chair in front of me is as much as my mind as the brain I think it´s mine. However intellectually this might seem cool the mind keeps still pretty much the same habits (although a lot of things are changing too), and it´s clear to me that certain thoughts re-appear daily to maintain an identity which I consider myself @Javfly33 Although I know @Javfly33 is empty, there is still an identity. Part of that identity is resisting THIS of course. I can´t believe you guys are saying you are in a non-resistance mode 24/7.

Thanks!! That's very good motivation! (A good motivation... to me to keep seeking even more intensely...) Lol

When the One realizes it has always been One. Then understanding is not need it. It´s a realization. Realization is direct. Because "IT realizes ITself". There´s no "intermediary" such a mind interpreting things!

That seems like a bet. Just work on being conciouss in THIS LIFE buddy. Why waste time?

Why krishnamurti always seem like he was angry? Is like every time I watch him, is like I am being lectured and treated like i am stupid for asking him questions.

Hahaha. To whom you refer to when you say "others are having a blissful party up there in the heavens"?

@Leo Gura Recently I´ve wondered how the placebo effect relates with the fact of reality being imaginary. Like, everything can be a placebo, but only if reality imagines x object as such. For example, if I am correct as you have said, Chakras are imagined as a way to elevate an energy that induces an awakening. But instead of Chakras they could have been any other thing, really. So really is not the person´s belief that actually makes the placebo, but literally reality itself. Here´s what I am really curious about: (again, Let´s take the example of Chakras) If there´s nobody there to belief in the placebo, (let´s say that everybody that is doing yoga suddenly turns into an extreme rationalist skeptic) would the "placebo" still be real? Would reality still "imagine" the placebo and if the last openminded person comes and focus on Chakras, they would still be a way to elevate the energy and awaken? Because if that would work, then tomorrow I can start believing 100% that to awaken I must recite a weird mantra I invented for myself, and then i will awaken. But how then that is different from me imagining that i will have 1 million dollars in my front yard waiting for me tomorrow? (because we know this last thing wouldn´t work)

OMG! You are the goat!! @Nahm Don´t know what I would do withouth ya!! ??????

Reality was never real. That´s why "minds" can actually handle the mindfuck of what awakening is, isn´t it?

Yeah, sure. But how can you explain that you are experiecing @LastThursday story of live and not mine? You could infere also that there is also YOU here (as consciousness) experiencing @Javfly33 story of live, but lets be honest, you actually do not know it. You have to take a bet. The same as I have to. Maybe you do not exist as a different POV. Maybe only the things that I see are the only thing that exist.

Yes my cousin and her partner. Her partnet had muscle cramps for some days, my cousin not much.

Yeap but what about if they point a gun to your head trying to rob you or something. At that point, how sure you are that there is only THIS, totally unknowable...etc? You sure at that point the belief in a separate self and physical death won´t appear? If it does appear how come, since you are so sure its just THIS. If there is no self, sure you shouldn´t have fear of death. That´s what I call embodying an awakening. I dont care if someone does 100 trips of dmt, if then their ego still thinks its real and take its shit seriously. Not trying to discredit your awakening btw, I do agree with much of your posts, but self-deception (which I fall into) is what I am afraid of this path. Much people talking about awakening but then I see their egos taking themselves very seriously. Hmmm something doesn´t match up. (Not talking about you btw, I have 0 idea about how your ego is, just doing a generalization)

I like to describe it as if you were inside a videogame for your whole life, withouth not having a clue what a videogame is. You just called everything you encountered yourself "a part of reality". You took the videogame totally for granted, and each "fact" that exists in the culture of the videogame, as something totally true. Then one time something happens and you realize you are in a videogame, the parts you call reality actually are all made of the same thing. (in the videogame, we could call it "bits"). And all relative knowledge inside this videogame can´t never "get" to the actual bits, because the knowdlege itself is made of bits! The biggest awakening is supposed to be realizing that you are the creator of the videogame, too. Haven´t verified this yet.

Heheh...I remember the second time I listened to Leo´s video "What is Reality". Because by the first time I have watched, I´ve never lost a self yet, but this second time was different. I was just coming down of a radical re-contextualization of life, and I put the video to try to ground myself (my ego) in some "logic". I remember the exact time, it was at the beginning when he says "Well, the answer is extremely threatening to your life", it´s when I actually felt real fear inside me, because I knew it was true. It is for the better though, although at first for the ego of course Truth are really bad news.

@Ya know Hahah... this post made me laugh hard. Basically is not that you are searching for god. Is more God is trying to not give so much attention to You. So You finally dissappear and accept that you are part of God. What you are missing out is that you don´t exist. Stop believing you exist and then only God will remain.

Get in touch with the heart. Your "inner" self. As long as you are in the mind, there´s nothing worthwile to do there. Once you go to the heart, everything will be accepted. Even your mind.

I am very skeptick of them too. Even thought i do yoga lol

I´m not sure I have understood your question. But if you are going for enlightment it should be your first priority. If you are doing 50 hours week or playing a lot of videogames or similar distractions, it just not going to happen. Gotta set your priorities straight. That doesn´t mean that you will abandon everything. More that you know what drives your heart and you follow along

Nothing. Sit in silence and surrender.

I'm not following you, I'm afraid. But anyway I'm already expecting several re-contextualizations in the future LOL. What I say now there are just words... anything can happen at this point ?

That´s good to know. In my experience that is my theory until now. There is only Being and Being is experiecing all kind of forms. So there are infinite POVs. However recently Leo and some small amount of others in the forum are making a new yet more radical claim. There is only your POV. Other´s POV don´t exist. See Leo messages and Inliytened1 too, they literally saying there no others, there is just You. Considering that this might be possible in one hand scares me but in another excited me because my biggest question about reality is why is God experiecing Javfly33 and not you or Leo gura or Inlitened1 for example?? Sure, I can always infere that there are others POV´s out there, but is just still a fucking belief. Of course Im not saying I am going to belief this guys like a dogma, I just want to open a possibility in my mind that I can become consciouss so all of my questions about reality are answered and until now my awakenings of no-self and awareness/being hasn´t answered this fundamental question about my POV.

@electroBeam When you say that Inlitened1 is not a person are you saying that his being is the same as mine (because hell, there is only one Being), therefore is not "another person", or are you literally saying there isn´t an Inlityened1 POV even??? I am restraining myself to convert this narrative into a kind of solipsism/intepretation of the mind, because holy shit you guys are hyping me the fuck out about if I really can answer why Consciousness is here, experiencing this POV and is not anywhere.

We don´t know. And that is the truth. But it shouldn´t matter anyway. You are the only being alive in the whole universe, so what does it even matter, you will create another universe in a click once this is over.

And that's the ego talking . No man, walk towards the light. Listen to your heart.