Javfly33

Yeah, sure. But how can you explain that you are experiecing @LastThursday story of live and not mine? You could infere also that there is also YOU here (as consciousness) experiencing @Javfly33 story of live, but lets be honest, you actually do not know it. You have to take a bet. The same as I have to. Maybe you do not exist as a different POV. Maybe only the things that I see are the only thing that exist.

Yes my cousin and her partner. Her partnet had muscle cramps for some days, my cousin not much.

Yeap but what about if they point a gun to your head trying to rob you or something. At that point, how sure you are that there is only THIS, totally unknowable...etc? You sure at that point the belief in a separate self and physical death won´t appear? If it does appear how come, since you are so sure its just THIS. If there is no self, sure you shouldn´t have fear of death. That´s what I call embodying an awakening. I dont care if someone does 100 trips of dmt, if then their ego still thinks its real and take its shit seriously. Not trying to discredit your awakening btw, I do agree with much of your posts, but self-deception (which I fall into) is what I am afraid of this path. Much people talking about awakening but then I see their egos taking themselves very seriously. Hmmm something doesn´t match up. (Not talking about you btw, I have 0 idea about how your ego is, just doing a generalization)

I like to describe it as if you were inside a videogame for your whole life, withouth not having a clue what a videogame is. You just called everything you encountered yourself "a part of reality". You took the videogame totally for granted, and each "fact" that exists in the culture of the videogame, as something totally true. Then one time something happens and you realize you are in a videogame, the parts you call reality actually are all made of the same thing. (in the videogame, we could call it "bits"). And all relative knowledge inside this videogame can´t never "get" to the actual bits, because the knowdlege itself is made of bits! The biggest awakening is supposed to be realizing that you are the creator of the videogame, too. Haven´t verified this yet.

Heheh...I remember the second time I listened to Leo´s video "What is Reality". Because by the first time I have watched, I´ve never lost a self yet, but this second time was different. I was just coming down of a radical re-contextualization of life, and I put the video to try to ground myself (my ego) in some "logic". I remember the exact time, it was at the beginning when he says "Well, the answer is extremely threatening to your life", it´s when I actually felt real fear inside me, because I knew it was true. It is for the better though, although at first for the ego of course Truth are really bad news.

@Ya know Hahah... this post made me laugh hard. Basically is not that you are searching for god. Is more God is trying to not give so much attention to You. So You finally dissappear and accept that you are part of God. What you are missing out is that you don´t exist. Stop believing you exist and then only God will remain.

Get in touch with the heart. Your "inner" self. As long as you are in the mind, there´s nothing worthwile to do there. Once you go to the heart, everything will be accepted. Even your mind.

I am very skeptick of them too. Even thought i do yoga lol

I´m not sure I have understood your question. But if you are going for enlightment it should be your first priority. If you are doing 50 hours week or playing a lot of videogames or similar distractions, it just not going to happen. Gotta set your priorities straight. That doesn´t mean that you will abandon everything. More that you know what drives your heart and you follow along

Nothing. Sit in silence and surrender.

I'm not following you, I'm afraid. But anyway I'm already expecting several re-contextualizations in the future LOL. What I say now there are just words... anything can happen at this point ?

That´s good to know. In my experience that is my theory until now. There is only Being and Being is experiecing all kind of forms. So there are infinite POVs. However recently Leo and some small amount of others in the forum are making a new yet more radical claim. There is only your POV. Other´s POV don´t exist. See Leo messages and Inliytened1 too, they literally saying there no others, there is just You. Considering that this might be possible in one hand scares me but in another excited me because my biggest question about reality is why is God experiecing Javfly33 and not you or Leo gura or Inlitened1 for example?? Sure, I can always infere that there are others POV´s out there, but is just still a fucking belief. Of course Im not saying I am going to belief this guys like a dogma, I just want to open a possibility in my mind that I can become consciouss so all of my questions about reality are answered and until now my awakenings of no-self and awareness/being hasn´t answered this fundamental question about my POV.

@electroBeam When you say that Inlitened1 is not a person are you saying that his being is the same as mine (because hell, there is only one Being), therefore is not "another person", or are you literally saying there isn´t an Inlityened1 POV even??? I am restraining myself to convert this narrative into a kind of solipsism/intepretation of the mind, because holy shit you guys are hyping me the fuck out about if I really can answer why Consciousness is here, experiencing this POV and is not anywhere.

We don´t know. And that is the truth. But it shouldn´t matter anyway. You are the only being alive in the whole universe, so what does it even matter, you will create another universe in a click once this is over.

And that's the ego talking . No man, walk towards the light. Listen to your heart.

omg omg omg Fuck me there is only ONE!!! There is only one!!! HAHAHAH How I could miss this?? I need to try this 5-meo soon. Felt like I had a 1 second teaser

OH MY FUCKING GOD!!!! Please excuse me the offtopic but idk if it was the way you said that phrase, I swear something really weird happened here for some seconds when I read "... are not being imagined by God". I got something hahah. Wooow very wacky when you said "being imagined by God". Makes me feel like there is only One here imagining stuff.

If you want to do Kundalini, I can PM you photos of my book with exercises. It´s strictly a book with pranayamas, meditations and asanas. No BS philosohopy or theory. The exercises are explained in spanish, but they come with detailed pictures. I think they are pretty understandable.

I don´t know man, maybe you should take that theory with a little more skepticism. All this soul/past live is seems a little... just a theory.

I would suggest the Zen stick

There´s nothing to let go of. Just a thought telling you that there is something to let go of. First , the story was that the object (you believe you were attached to an object, you just were to a thought) Now the story is that you have to let of the attachment. (you believe that you now have to let go of an object, which in fact the only thing you have to let go of is of the thought that tells you this) Better stay in the Now and contemplate, from this place, if letting go is not, in fact, already the case.

Have you tried psychedelics to try go to the root of it?

@Red-White-Light Nope, is not about morality. Honestly I dont know what karma is, but morality is a culture construct. It only gets implanted in religion, not spirituality.

I´ve found going for a long running session (if it can be around nature, much better) instantly makes me avoid dopamine abuse stimulation for the next 4-5 hours. If you go out running before 4-5 hours before sleep, you basically do an almost effortless 12-13 hours dopamine detox I used to run A LOT when I wanted to quit porn lol. Apart from that i´ve found that putting yourself boundaries is the best approach. For example checking the forum x2 times a day, checking instagram x3 times a day, email 3 times a day...etc. That way I don´t check it like 50 times a day which usually hurts a lot my overall concentration and focus and usually gives me anxiety.

Yeah, having a mind or a subconsciouss mind feels like an "imposed thing" onto something that might be bigger and freer than that. For example, having the limitation of a "mind" and a "subsconscious mind" seems to be a belief that aligns with someone who deeply believes he is conditional and limited. But investigation is showing maybe I am not conditional or limited. So any thought or belief which resembles limitiation, I instantly doubt about it´s veracity I need to know who I am really omggg!!