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That´s a hell of a good first message.

@Nahm Here's a piece of infinite humour; The true origin of this post is because I went out walking a couple of hours ago, I was just sipping water from my bottle when suddenly 2 girls riding a bicycle on my right appeared. In a matter of milliseconds my sight went STRAIGHT to his boobs. Head went along with the sight, too. They were so authentic too they laughed instantly. Some minutes later I wrote this post. And then some minutes later more I realized maybe "I" am not in this body because that's has also been a thought. I'm ready to start laughing, too.

Tolerance is developed pretty quickly. Microdoses are awesome when you have "one of those days* to have some energy and a fast elastic mind. But I don't feel it's going to do a lot for you doing 10ug over and over each day. Probably at the third day you won't feel a thing.

Before Coronavirus I was determined to start doing pick up in a serious manner so I can get in the world of dating, relationships, sex. However so much confinement got me thinking. I think I am too lazy for pick up and honestly right now I am just interested in how the fuck sex feels like!! I think there's a specific energy related with sex in the universe, and I am receiving messages of my body lately that I need to release/experiment this energy, I feel it's something I need to do. But I don't have any idea if sex with a prostitute will feel robotic and very mechanic. I don't know, will I have the "complete experience" as if I had sex normally? My biggest concern is if I will be able to experiment and release this energy, or it will be a waste of money and it will feel like watching porn (0 intimacy and very mechanic)?

The funny thing is, I´m not talking about the overdose either

He´s right thought.

@DIDego Not sure what you mean by that. @Anna1 What would be feel better? Telling her that my past sexual life has been jerking off to a screen and my imagination? I don´t see how that would me feel "better". Although of course by now any kind of shame or guilt regarding to sexual stuff I pretty much healed and trascended. So it´s not that I´m going to judge me anyways. @Wisebaxter Nice, good to know your perspective. Wow that´s real talk!

Isn´t that what we all do? Lol

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Well he changed his opinion I follow his channel and he actually used LSD recently and it seems it was very healing for him

This is a very powerful concentration technique: 1. Sit with your legs crossed. 2. Extend your arms in front of you and make with your fingers the figure of a gun 3. Now during the whole exercise, you maintain this posture while YOU FOCUS your sight totally in the space between the sides of the fingers that are making that "gun" form like appearance. 4. The exercise is: inhale 5 seconds, exhale 5 seconds, and then hold withouth exhalation for 15 seconds. 4. Repeat that for a minimum of 3 minutes to maximum of 21 minutes. THIS TECHNIQUE IS AMAZING.

Yeap but for that one I would have to be with a girl that I have an emotional/spiritual connection right. Who knows when it's gonna happen meanwhile I want to have sex like mad lmao

@Elton Of course lol @assx95 I think too but I don't know when that's gonna happen because I just get motivated to move my ass only for very hot girls and those ones I would have to work a lot to be able to have sex with them and I just want to see how fucking feels like tbh

Nice! I too became consciouss for the first time in a psychedelic of the of the fear I have inside the body. From there I was able to start adressing it and healing Love it when I see such a good "use" of psychedelics

OMG love it. Haha. For the OP, I suggest you that you have TOTAL honesty with yourself. There's a big probability that your porn addiction is "just* a representation of something that needs to be healed/work through in your life. Don't give too much attention to porn, relapse..etc...this is not heroin addiction. You consume porn when your don't have anything better to do in life. Start fixing your life Porn is really just "a pointer". Is not the "thing to fix". Is more a thing that will go away when your life is correctly aligned. Also, there are some specific types of porn addiction which are directly related to shame/frustration, I think doesn't need to be said that if this the one you have it's Obviously clear what you need to heal.

Infinite, nothing, reality...all words.

Why you have to choose? Is as simple as becoming more conscious and the mind will start behaving differently. Is not that you start spirituality and you have to restrain yourself from having fun or making money. Is just that maybe you stop being so much interested in that stuff. In the same way, If after a long meditation retreat, you still want to go "after girls", then what´s the problem? Maybe it´s what the body exactly needs at that moment. Really I can´t understand you guys when you talk like you have to choose between spirituality vs material stuff. Idk for me it seems much simpler than that.

Ego´s problems. Not yours.

Ignorance Selfishness More ignorance

I want to verify an insight I had just 20 minutes ago. I was listening to this video this morning and I was walking down the street. Leo recommended on being consciouss of your hand. The thing is, 2 attractive girls passed right through me and I started getting distracted. So I become consciouss that my mind was projecting and having ideas about what those 2 forms were: Women, attractive, biological beings, ...etc. But I had turn back home so they dissapeared from my sight, and suddenly now I am looking at the floor. This is when the insight hit me. I am still looking at the girls! Because the girls was just a FORM that had just changed to a floor! Then a cat appeared. The cat is just form! The form just changed from being "women" to "floor" to a "cat". IS THIS FOR REAL?

Yes, but what I am doing? Why the hell I am doing by "Being"? Is there any purpose in "Being" me?

Can this nothingness ever be known what really is?

I get what you are saying, but as the other user which replied me, you are currently thinking what would you do from a brain/mind that is currently balanced and values interesting, special, profound things, apart from happiness or pleasure. That's also my "kind of mind". Although I am not sure if I not so much to enter "terryfing and painful places" just for pure curiosity, so you probably have a mind less 'hedonistic' and more explotatory than mine. But this doesn't mean that I'm automatically projecting, thought. I'm very confident my scenario would be correct in both of us. If you would be in a state where your mind is constantly happy, relaxed, and content, there wouldn't be any motivation to seek anything, because for what when the present moment is already full? I'm not asking you to choose whether to pick between being on the drug or being in a notmal state, I'm saying you are already in the state of mind of the drug, always. In this scenario the mind literally wouldn't have any questions of 'coulds', 'whatIfs', 'Iwonderhow'..etc The kind of attitude and questions that represent trascendent contemplation and exploration. Unless what you are saying is that your drive is coming from something deeper than the mind. (Like that it would be coming from "the heart") I'm open to that but I have to be honest, I have known a couple of addicts to certain hard drug who I would consider quite passionate for reality, art,( not the stereotypical junky that doesn't care about anything but have fun) ...etc yet when doing his drug of choice just be totally content doing simple activities and not seek any kind of profound things for YEARS. Seeing that had grown me quite skeptick.

Work on your confidence and self-love.

I find it somewhat amusing what you guys keep saying about "You must seek Truth for truth´s sake! If not is not going to work out!" If anybody could get a vial of any pleasurable drug 24/7 that´d would put you happy and content in the present moment, there wouldn´t any "Truth seekers". NONE. Now I do recognize there are people that definetely show more passion or curiosity for what reality really is. Hell even me I remember when I was little kid I was asking deep metaphisical questions that´d make my parents laugh or feel weird. Like "what happens when I am dead"...etc. But everybody here who is seeking enlightment is seeking Happiness/Joy/Love/Fullfilment. Let´s not kid ourselves. The "passion" for Truth even if it´s there, it´s secondary. You guys are self-deluding yourself thinking you are saints that only care about truth. You care about Truth because the Illusion doesn´t work for you. Not because you are deeply in love with truth. In fact truth is death for ego. So you are going after it only when you have realized until exhaustion that Illusion could never work.