Javfly33

That was an absolutely amazing read! I actually read the first paragraphs sitting in the street and I had a no-self flashback! Cheers man. We are One!

Interesting. I LL have to contemplate that.

Love ya!

Just take some 5-meo bro and recognize yourself as the CREATOR all of THIS that you are. You been trapped in the advaita no-self narrative for too long ?

This is death, son.

Ime that's not a good attitude to get Enlightened. Saying that you are already Enlightened. An advaita attitude that has got more with selling books/retreats less than with actual truth

Yeah I have almost no doubt Frank Yang is not Enlightened

Roa matters too. It's.not the same 20mg plugged than 20mg smoked! @Craigxt22 Anyways as Space said whatever roa you use start slow. Since so many factors can play in

But it's true that in some bodies the Self is more awake than others. So saying that a person is Enlightened, even if it's.not true in the technical sense since there's no person, I think it's still useful wouldn't you agree?

If God is the present moment, and the present moment is my most intimate experience...that means I am literally God. You are imaginary. See there's no way I will be able to digest this. Have you?

Did 16mg. Something happened. I'm inside the mind of God lol I might need to catch a breath to do that again . Holy shit.

But 4-AcO-dmt with same technique works wonders. I might try doing more dose, I have experienced some increased alertness both times but honestly I don't know if it was just placebo.

Nothing. I tried it today adding vinegar + water + coconut milk and nada.

I have tried plugging small doses and it provides a quite amazing result. 0 visuals, 0 nausea, 0 body load, yet dramatic increase awareness where a single meditation sit can end up in a an Awakening LOL. Perfect when you don't want to go through a full trip but want to raise your Consciousness for a couple of hours without not much hassle

The Truth

What you are saying doesn't make any sense.

Thanks for the report, that was amazing reading it. I only have played with this one in smaller doses (from 10mg to 15mg) and I found is pretty mild and forgiving, but it surely seem like is very strong at full on trip doses.

But I have done exactly the same as you and I don't have ED. That's why I'm saying, contemplate If this could be less worse/real than what it appears to be. See that you might have a "flat line" now doesn't mean that you won't be able to have sex with her. But hey maybe I'm wrong. We all are different. Just my 2 cents of advice. Do not take the narrative of nofap community too serious (not going to enter whether is true or false, but rather the fact I did take it as 100% true and as I said it backfired me. It made things worse). By you now telling yourself "until 90 days pass I won't be able to function normally sexually" you take the risk of a self-fullfilling profecg

Nice, thanks a lot..I have to check them out definitely then. About the ED/flat line, are you sure is not something psychological? I mean of course ED is psychological but I mean actually you are doing to yourself a sort of "nocebo" effect (the opposite of placebo) and therefore actually "creating" or making worse this problem. I say that because I've been in the noporn/nofap community, and I found out a lot of the narrative made a very very strong nocebo effect on me. For example I used to have a lot of social anxiety the day after I relapsed. However now there isn't any variations in my social anxiety whether I watch porn the previous day or not (or even the same day). If any I might have a little bit more energy if I don't do, so that can make me a little bit more high-energy confident, but nothing too signficant. This is obviously different to what you are talking about but it's a good example of how a narrative (Which I'm not saying is true or false or not based on scientific evidence, but it is a narrative after all that can make ) can literally create problems where they aren't.

Be stuck watching porn for ever and Not being able to lose my virginity to a hot girl Be stuck in a meaningless job. Basically being stuck.

So the theory is, the first "person" from where Consciousness executes a Mahasamadhi or an absolute and total merge with Infinite Love, will be the responsible of annihilating the whole Universe and Reality? So basically we humans depend on not anybody being able to execute this. Because once somebody executes this everything will be gone..all humans "life's", included. @WaveInTheOcean @Leo Gura

Happened to me once in London, asked for my number straight up, but that was just a very rare rare thing. Don't expect to happen at all and it hasn't happened to me again ever of course lol

With the Covid situation it's pretty difficult to decide if one should approach girls or not. But even if the ratio of success is lower you still grow yourself just approaching. By the way could you recommend some material of David R Hawkins in regards to addiction that worked for you? Kind of bored too of losing time and energy watching porn.

10mg I think plugging is best as long as it works. Honestly my favorite ROA for Psychedelics

Ok. Anyways tomorrow I will try adding the vinegar. Will update.