Javfly33

Damn at the same place as you. With the difference that my job is far away from the city so now it's difficult to find time and energy not only to study but also to go to the city to work on my social skills

@Chumbimba "Unfortunately, the HackerRank Virtual Career fair is not currently available in your region." But thanks Dude Yeah, I have read some blog posts about how to do an interview. Honestly so far the interviewers has said I didn´t passed because they were looking for more experienced people. But that makes me suspicious because they if they were why would they interview me in the first place¿

Yeap . That´s literally the trap I´m pointing out. What is aware of change sometimes is aware, but other times is totally lost in the dream. So, no, you can´t hold on to that as a ground, either. Sorry but that is just how it goes. Notice that is the ego which doesn´t like that. God doesn´t have a problem with forgetting itself.

I've seen A LOT of debate around here about that type of discussion. Ime, the ego doesn't like the idea that the Absolute is not different than the relative. Ego likes to always re-assure itself that there's this "Self" that is always in Peace and untouchable and Now, because ego is terrified of the idea that Reality is not a fixed thing (since Reality = Illusion = Imagination). Ego loves the idea of being an untouchable ground, like Self, Now, Awareness, Consciousness...etc. I am not saying this "things" (or better said, "thing") exist , but rather that this thing is not separate from the dream, the illusion, the hallucination.

@The0Self I don't see how liberating is that the Truth is that a separate self is being imagined right now. ?

@Leo Gura So actually Infinity is not the Truth, is just a state of consciousness? This confirms what Ive been suspecting for a long time now, that the Absolute Truth is not Love, Infinity, or Non-duality, but just Imagination/Perspective. If God imagines itself trapped in duality, then that's the Truth. If God wakes up and realizes itself in Infinity/Non duality, then that's the Truth. So definitely Truth = Imagination.

The problem is how Reality works. Reality is a dream by One being and if this being dreams that it is a separate self then suffering will be inevitable. If this One being dreams that the separate self never realizes what is true then it will never realize reality is Love so what does it care if reality is Love, since what is being imagned is delusion, not truth.

@OBEler As much as I tried to prepare myself for it, it seems the heart race is kinda inevitable the first trips.

?? Seems like you got it. I'm so happy for "you" ?

So after consuming 5000 hours of pick up theory I finally started to talk to strangers on the street Lol. So far I've been going out each day and for five minutes I tell myself I am going to approach girls. However since I find very difficult to try to get her number I just tell myself I just should say Hi and then once I have some momentum I'll be able to do a proper cold approach. So the last 4 days since I started each day for five minutes I approached 3 o 4 girls and tell them I liked their style, but once I say that I want to escape of the situation and say bye. I thought eventually I would get momentum to do a proper cold approach but the exponential curve seems very high Maybe I need to practice more of this light approaches. But the bad thing is that each time I do one of this I feel like crap because I think "oh there it goes another opportunity wasted". So the options are 1) Just try to talk to eevry girl I would like to, but with 0 pressure of trying to do a pick up approach 2) try to do a proper approach because maybe I'm just wasting my time and trying to avoid emotional uncomfortability with number 1).

Nice, I'll check out that channel! I already read 6 pillars of self esteem. Brilliant brilliant book yes! Changed my life

Yeap, that's literally what I said . but what I want to point out is that The fact that the dream doesn't touch or can't hurt you, while you believe it can, it can be painful and horrific. Because "pain" and "horror" is something conscioussness imagines. So for me I'm getting tired of hearing "your true self is untouchable", "suffering is delusion because there's not a self that can suffer"..etc. Yes, there it's a self. An imaginary self. That is enough to suffer to feel "real" as it gets. People keep using the word as "imaginary" , "dream" or ",illusion" as if the word could ever help, when literally dreaming is all there is. (Except the Self)

Thanks. That's what I more or less thought/my strategy. 0 agenda, see each approach as self-growth/exploration. And thanks for the advice of finding a common grown/connection, I think it will be very useful.

I don't know exactly what you mean. But imo a kick in the balls even if it's Illusion it still hurts. Since Reality is imagination if God imagines a human being trapped by emotions you will be trapped by emotions. Even though it's all false. For example God can awaken and yet fall back to delusion and to the ego self and that low state of consciousness and what it entails it will be "real*

That's great. Yet most of all us live in such a low state of consciousness, so far from that where you can realize that, that you ask yourself, does it really matter? It seems kind of "fucked up" to live 99.9% of time in delusion, fear, believing the dream, the illusion, maya, and then 0.01% being awake and realizing everything is perfect and you are God and reality is Love. Like...why? Why I have to be in such a low state? Why the hell I keep going back to delusion and Maya? Even spending money and time in retreats I start to believe if it's worth it .if it wouldn't because I genuinely like altered states of consciousness and exploring reality, I don't think anymore if it's even "practical" to have an Awakening if then you go back to delusion life, have 8 hour work that is painful and boring to maintain...etc. Seems like Awakening is only worth it to do once you have totally mastered the rest. If not, you inevitably fall back to Maya

Definitely 1 month is little for microdosing. Having said that, proper trips are just more effective in every way, but not everybody might be ready for that so microdosing is a good start that might give you some results if you stay consistent.

Lol this is not stack overflow. As a matter of fact, try literally asking this question on stack overflow. Be very detailed and specific, otherwise it might get deleted. But if you follow the rules is the best site to post/ask this kind of stuff

Hi . My caffeine intake has greatly been reduced and I have low tolerance so when I do a coffee at about 6-7pm, I have a very hard time sleeping Do you guys know of any nootropic I could take , maybe at 4pm, so I energy from 6 to 8pm and I can sleep fine by 23:00pm for example?

What is a breakthrough exactly? Total and absolute non-duality?

Some reasons : 1- It hits me so strong I have a hard time to prepare myself to let go. With plugging the Real Reality washing over me is more gradual, so it feels is much gentler this way even though the destination is the same. 2- with smoking there's this moment in the maximum peak where I almost black out of so strong it is. Even though it wasn't as strong to breakthrough. Well I don't even know what is "breakthrough" anyway. But since difficult to integrate it when it's so intense. 3- And also, I remember I had quite a headache after smoking it that lasted a good 3 - 4 hours. This was pure 5-meo-dmt, not Bufo Alvarius. Didn't happen with plugging.

Yes, I agree. After trying successfully plugging (although not being able to reach breakthrough territory but I have hope I will be able to) I'm not looking forward to smoke it ever again (only smoke it one but it was enough lol)

Not much. But notice that the experience of 5-meo is not different than THIS. The only thing that changes is that the ego comes back. But you are Still inside infinity/mind of God Lol So far I've had 3 trials with this chem and yeah, it's not one of those you remember much of the experience like the tradicional pyschs. But the afterglow the following week is when you see how this chem works. Nothing changes much yet ego structures are so clean seen the following week as well as just living life more mindfully, present...etc Can't put it into words but for me it seems 5-meo is quite a beast. Subtle but" it kills you softly" lol (referring to the ego)

Well, in the mornings I go to work and the work is not very resource demanding. Nor cognitive or physical. At the afternoons thought I work on my career and business and it's actually when I need the energy.

?¿ Is it possible at high states of consciousness?

Yes, the question is more about time and space. You say it's easily resolvable as a question of indentity? Well, I could always believe that my girlfriends POV is just infinity living another dream so sure, I am her. But as you said my question is more about time/space. When I am talking to my girlfriend, how in the hell I could be "at the other side" experiencing his POV too, if at that time I am at mine. The trick could be realizing that there's no time. But at my current state of consciousness can't grasp that. I hope I will be able in the future.