Javfly33

To not feel so alone. So there is an ocean, imaginary, or not ?

Can you explain more on that? I have read it quite a few times and wonder what you really mean with it ?

This is the type of case where psychedelics could be a game-changer. The problem is first the person must have a little bit of "wanting" to change first. At least 1 little spark. Tricky.

I mean being honest, LSD have impacted way way way more intensely my productivity and Focus on my Life, than ever 5-meo did. With 5-Meo-Dmt, yeah of course when you are tripping you are completely out of the material Game, But when you come back you know clearly that the "gap" its so big, that you cant do much But to go back into the illusion to play. With milder Psychedelics, ironically i think they can hurt more Focus and productivity because the "gap" is less and they might make you think you can "embody" the trips into everyday reality, which in part you can, and thats why most people that start to take Psychedelics at stage Orange find very "easy" to move to stage Green. What is almost guaranteed is that no, 5-meo-dmt wont help you to build a start up, at least not directly. But honestly if i would have to chose one Psychedelic to do to have the least impact on my clarity and Focus It would be 5-meo! Once its done, its like "Nothing ever happened". Well at least this is my experience.

@Roy You definetely put It planly, But i would say a little too harshly Bro ?

Nearly always Psychedelics affect productivity. I wouldnt recommend It.

I was just reading the story of a guy who had a trauma at 4 years old and got diagnosed of PTSD , he lived 4 decades with that illness until he finally healed it. (apparently it was after an MDMA assisted psychotherapy) This got me thinking: The brain is imaginary, but is still ruled by certain neurochemistry. Why God was so cruel to make the guy live 4 Decades with the same neurochemistry?? Leo probably would say "This is God´s favour to you so you don't go crazy. You need congruence for your sanity". But Leo, I don't need 40 fucking years for congruence. 4-5 years would do it. Hell maybe I can do 10. But at the 10 year of living like shit, God could totally start to "change" the brain if it wants. (slowly imagining becoming better) Which brings me to the next conclusion, which it is, that God / Reality is imagining limits on itself, sometimes ridiculous amounts of limits, like you know, imagining the same type of brain during 4 decades of your life (maintaining that trauma/PTSD) until one day you take MDMA and (apparently) finally heals it. Quite twisted, to be honest!

?thats very well put indeed ?

@Nahm I Guess you are right But seems to me you are always pushing an agenda of "everything is thought" and ime is not true. @Thought Art not sure What u mean with that?

what about you are sick? It's not only thoughts, its like your whole energy-body system has taken control and won't produce "normal neurochemistry" so you won´t feel good/Ok. Lately I've been stopping taking so much a leaf I become kinda physical dependent to it and it has wd symptoms (they are mild but still) now I have a more humble view on "natural happiness". Until in the morning I don't take a little bit of leaf again I don't feel fine. If your brain chemistry is messed up, you will feel bad even though there are no apparent bad thoughts. Or if they are the cause, they are impossible to control/Not believe them.

Mostly miserable but in comparison to latest years I am very "grateful" of where I am. I would say I am happy being miserable if that makes sense . I touch some moments of hope and joy some seconds through the day also. I think 2022 life will get so much better!

I havent tried Ketamine, thats true. I cant really compare. As a side note, even though i havent tried DCK, I've also tried What i think its called "mxpri ". Worst-dumbest trip of my life. Gave me the 4 hour most meaningless nostalgic strangest headspace ever, all i basically did is changing rooms and cry in every corner constantly in desesperation of the confusion and losing constantly memory of What I was doing 5 minutes before. Holy shit that was as close as being mentally poisoned and impaired as I can imagine.

I have clear what is going to be my Number 1 and only focus for this year and the following to come, it is it's clearing up my traumas totally, developing my groundedness, self-love-self power, and overall my masculine energy which is highly deficient. If I overcome this/conquer this project, I intuit the possibilities of what I can create in my life are amazing and give me goosebumps just feeling them. However , apart from those "moments", much of the rest of the day, its a grueling challenge. Each day after work, I save 2-3 hours to work on this life project. But some days just seem so difficult and draining, that sometimes I don't see the point in so much struggle. Because I start to think, "nothing gives happiness, its just an illusion, all this struggle won't make you fulfilled, maybe you won't ever "get there, etc" I feel this thoughts and beliefs set me back a lot and make me do a lot less that I could do to grow in my progress.

Well I Dont agree. I've tried so far 5-meo-dmt, Dmt (changa), Lsd , and shrooms, all those several times and most trips with the intention of awakening/spirituality. However, It was with a couple of not too fat lines of 2-fdck (flourodeschloroketamine) that I had by far the most intense non duality experience of my Life. Just because its "not the original one" doesnt mean It can be as powerful. Im sure there are differences and ketamine might better in some aspects, But make no mistake the one i Talk about can destroy your world completely. So careful ?

@Karmadhi Its different because if you are actually a 'loser' or a virgin, you want to own It as something you still are confident/love It about It, not secretly hide It because you need her validation. If you are trying to make her think something about you, you Dont hold the frame, she does It be because you are looking for her validation

What is shadow work? I thought It was a generalization of ego cleansing/trauma healing? Is a specific technique?

Woah well you pumped or something like that if you are able to keep up those high numbers for some time your progress will be ridiculously high. Truly remarkable if its true. Thanks for sharing

You havent understood it. Its not about her thinking or giving her the impression that you are the exact opposite. Its about owning your frame.

Dont make the mistsake of being "Absolutely honest" in dating. Or, do It But only if you know how to "own It" . ??

What is wrong with objectifying? Not always women are looking for a formal intimate relationship . Maybe she is in the mood of "Objectifying" too , if know What i mean...?

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I agree. Some Girls are Absolutely hooked on Instagram and Twitter. Da fuck? 99% of Girls just go out LoL. There's plenty of Girls that go out to clubs and have boyfriends. They just like to have fun dude

I think you are right and also your message is good news, sometimes going to socialize i wonder "am i disturbing the person? Maybe he/she is 'in that mood' and Dont want to Talk to anyone now'". But with women theres more chances then they Will be open to socialize, i just think they enjoy It more.

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I appreaciate also those kind of videos! Having said that, i Dont know if he dresses very bad or very good LoL. He has a homeless Alexander McQueen vibe. Not sure if that is good or bad for vegas ?