Javfly33

Nice! Sort of like Leo goes out Lol? I need it to try it Phenibut is great until it's not. Also very , very toxic drug. Did pickup (nighttime) on it last year. Worst night of my life Lol. Fucking traumatic @kamwalker I might give a try to MDMA though. Honestly I've become a little tired of trying to "solve" my lack of confidence/trauma in social situations with psychedelics. They have helped tremendously overall in my wisdom for life but I feel they haven't really be able to hit that. Except lately shrooms which are giving me promising results. What set and setting do you recommend for MDMA? Dose for this purposes?

Hahhahahaha. Don't be so dramatic bro. But yeah you right, its all quite a joke. Better to watch your back and have fun the most you can. Last trip I was consciously stopping my breath, and was going to stop my heart (option of mahasamadhi). Then I heard dogs barking and the horse below my house ratting. In that moment I realize that Life is worth living. Those guys were worried for me lol. So I decided to keep breathing and continue to the game... The game is there to play it buddy Good to see you too!

I just want him to say where he copped those psychedelic silk cool shorts @Leo Gura

Great work my man ????

Btw, in sure once I have integrated it it will be trascended. But right now this perspective is what is better for me. ??

I don't know if it's because sexism culture or religion but I feel I grew up with this perspective that women were this Saint-like emotional conscious caring creatures. Of course this is an exaggeration but it's what is "under the hood" energetically when I interact with girls I start to really like. It's quite tough to accept that even though reality might be Love at the end, we humans live like in a fucking jungle. The most bully, cocky, and selfish man is probably the guy that she finds really attractive. Doesn't matter how conscious you think she es. Doesn't matter if she is into spirituality, God, etc (Hot witch girlfriend basically). Doesn't matter how much you think you might connect with her. She won't want you unless you are strong. Not in the slightest. I find it 'funny' how the ego finds so challenging to accept the bitter truth of Sex/attraction/"Love". It's like some part of you (the innocent part) really dies...it's difficult to accept within the illusion the game is not about Love...even though the illusion might be Love.

The deep emotional connection won't happen if you can't attract her. With the last girl this "rude awakening" happened, was the girl I most connected with ever. Yet she didn't doubt a second to say me "good bye" once I said to her I was going to stop talking to her since I felt she was very distant with me lately. This girl knew about God, psychedelics, did new-age healing therapies, read Dr David Hawkins (she actually recommended me the book 'Trascending the level of consciousness). Was my age too, so it's not like age difference was a problem. Look, buddy, my innocence completely died after this girl. But it's not bad. It's actually a blessing in disguise. It was the opportunity to finally surrender the disney spiritual perspective of humans and embrace the survival chimp game. The love will be there when we die. Here in this lifetime love with humans is not possible. Only selfishness and interest. Realize it and accept it and enjoy the game ☺️ I'm telling you, the most you resist to this hard truth the more you are going to suffer when a hard break up happens to you.

I mean I guess there are some girls that can fall to that category. But just be in mind to not use that as an excuse to avoid accepting the masculine hard truth and avoiding embracing it. There can be exceptions to the norm, but don't use it as something that is "above" other girls. There is nothing wrong with girls wanting strong confident men. Its survival.

No. I have verified there is no such a thing. Leo itself says no matter how conscious or develop girls still are attractive to the same "thing". ALSO, I'm not saying you have to be stage orange/red to be the most attractive. Not at all. You can be stage green AND be a masculine hot guy. The problem is when people get into stage green but haven't Integrated and accepted the masculine energies lower stages... . Then you hit a wall when you realize your hot witch crush who does reiki wets her panties for a "douche" (which is not really a douche but your judgement of masculine energy makes that projection)

I only have tried the first 2. They are very different. 5-MeO-DMT is completely outside the ego world. 4-AcO-DMT can be profound and intense as hell, but still be within the ego realm. 5-MeO-DMT is a trip to completely outside the illusion.

I feel I can finally breath "on my own" without addictions or distractions...a strange peace of mind and self confidence it's within me after last trip...I feel I really went deeper as I could in this one... What happened? Basically God showed me how it's all a selfish game we are all playing! That might sound "cynic" to you but for me this realization was joyful. I realized any "hurt ' or 'abuse' that was done to me was Not Personal... Life is Not Personal! Fuck! I could love as a brother the bully that made me miserable for one year in highschool . I realized I was the one who projected the shame and humiliation when he said me *that. I recontextualized that moment and I no longer felt shame or humiliation. Just a "brother" trying to be "macho" and surviving in this world the best he can. Bullying is just survival Lol. Is not personal brother. ? The work is not over. But so far this molecule is really helping. It's really powerful. I love you God ?

No, it comes across as being confident/not caring about what is "normal" (which for me is very, very attractive) Overall guys will love that because humans are just lazy.

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Not at all. I actually "enjoy" the comedown. Not sure about the re-dosing.

There's plenty of info in the official topic, ime experience successful plugging experiences have happened with the HCL form of 5-meo, but Ive heard you can also plug freebase. There's actually a video that Leo uploaded in his blog about how to plug substances. By the way I feel the same as you in regards to LSD. I have to stop using it (or max I use it once a year) because it feels too rough on the comedown. 4-AcO-DMT is a good substitute and I am doing very serious work on it. Way more than with LSD.

Mmm leadership? Responsibility? I thought it was just about having sex each week and exchange sweet and dirty messages

+1 It's very delicate to try to date someone from work. Also apart from this I think its a bad idea in the first place because even if you guys end up together if then you break up you have to see each other faces each day Lol

Do NOT eat diary.

You right Leo but in this case I really liked her more than any hot bratz with big tits @Leo Gura You don't get how easy I fell when I realize I could talk with her about God, psychedelics and Truth and she would understand me...she also was sweet af I mean feminine traits on top of a hardcore spiritual inclination how could I not find her irresistible. But yeah you might have a point the whole reason I started talking to her its because she was hot in the first place... I had talk in this last year with some other girls about spiritual stuff but they were average at most so I didn't fell at all with any of them. I guess I´m a little devil lmao thanks for showing me

HAHAHAHA Exactly!! You got my point. I literally had a first hand experience with that recently ...

God damn man, You really are stepping your game up... Happy that your dog got better! Cheers!

1). Connection on a deep level. But right now I have to focus just on attracting. 2). I guess there´s no other option that to bite the bullet and drop the Disney-like fantasy. 3). Yes, of course. 4). Yeap. 5). Just being confident and having strenght. Imo its not something in particular, but just a energetic level above shame, guilt, and grief. I´ve spent much of my life in those energy levels in regards to socialization so its not surprise i havent had any success with girls now thinking it about. 6). Next year I will go back to a big city to hang out with guys that are into pick up. My plan is to socialize a lot, each week, and maintaining an energetic level of courage. I am doing dmt regularly (1 each month) to help with that. I am confident that with the help of some tools I can do it. But I am open to any help of course. Because I know its going to be tough. Thanks!

Good point I guess.

Did you sleep with any girl? Also what are those "skills" you have been suffering to develop?

I am constantly looking for stimulation, people, or women, to feel complete. Its like i cant bear the Nothingness of being Alone. And so i am constantly looking for the Love outside, because i Dont find this (present moment experience) complete. I feel something its lacking. The Love its lacking. I feel this is not enough so i look for a external object to unite myself to. I wonder why i cant be Happy and Loved just by myself If i am God how cant I produce this Love for Myself withouth the need of an external person to trigger It in me?