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I use the Microwave A LOT. I also eat almost daily 2 packs of pre-cooked rice. Its very easy way of eating rice. I just put the container in the Microwave (its made of plastic) + 3minutes fully potency, and ta-da. I also usually get Brocolli on plastic, same procedure = Put It in the Microwave, full potency and the heat creates vapor inside the plastic bag which makes the broccoli Cooked. Ta-da. So easy and "apparently" healthy diet. But Im concerned about the implications of the food being Cooked under the heat of the Microwave on a plastic container.

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Have you tried Psychedelics? Especially Lsd is very good for raising energy stucked emotions and feeling them

I have started tapering down my caffeine intake because of two reasons: 1- I started to really hate waking up and feel absolutely terrible until I managed to do coffee and stop the WD 2- I realized that when I take coffee I am not exactly more productive, just more jittery and fast-paced. My work actually demands me to be patient more than "fast". However, I am having a hard time regarding knowing when will I ever be free of this damn chemical. I basically was taking about 2-3 coffees a day and over the weeks I've managed to limit it to 1 COFFEE at morning, + 3 soup spoons of pure Green Tea at the afternoon (which honestly, feels fucking placebo because after 20 minutes of drinking it I again feel tired (the coffee WD comes back). Last week I was doing 7gr of coffee. Today I did 6gr. I plan to remove 1gr each week. That's how ridiculously slowly I have to go to not feel hard WD symptoms. Like I said, Today I did 6gr. Wow, felt really much calmer and peaceful. Doing work today was another whole experience. I was calm to take it slowly and actual get something done instead of trying to "run" through the tasks doing them half-ass . However, here it is. Now its 4PM, it's been 1 hour after I´ve drink that ridiculous amount of Green Tea with honey, and I´m SOOO SLEEPY. I could sleep for hours now. Also my body aches , I crave the coffee. Why the heck this takes so much time. iTs ridiculous. I thought this was a "harmless" drug.

So far my biggest and total awakening has been when i realize my bedroom was literally the universe and the mind of God. I completely shattered the illusion of physicality. At first there was some seconds of terror, But then i exploded in emotional release of the Love that meant. Of the brutal eternal Unity for ever. The fact that i am the only thing real. I become Conscious one of my old Friends from childhood was literally me. When watching Leo Gura video still in that state of Consciousness i started channeling into his 'POV' (which is ALSO HERE) and speaking its words through him to me. That was scary. I was creating Now the YouTube video i was also watching at the same moment. Infinity. However now that i am not in that state of Consciousness i have some "doubts" and "questions". Are these doubts just EGO or IS It possible that i can become an even clearer awakening? So far the following day I've been having normal thoughts of ego But sometimes i get overwhelmed with Conscious Love that everything happens Here, and i just can only repeat "no God, its TOO BEATIFUL, It cant be this"

If with permanent you mean doing a trip and then expecting to have mindfulness effects for the rest of your Life, yeah of course not.

Or why you should never follow the fallacy of authority. I´m not sure if that has already been posted. But give it a try to that show, it's running on Hulu and Disney streaming web ( I hope this is not spam) it's shocking at what extremes of devilry the Ceo of the now dissolved (because of lawsuit) "Purdue Pharma" did to America. I'm only at the episode number 2 and I am already shocked. And of course all of the colaborators (like sales reps) that went ahead and prioritized money over morality or common sense. Crazy stuff. I didn't know America suffered the opioid crisis in this kind of magnitude.

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Thanks @Preety_India Even though most people in this topic are only saying negative things LoL. You right its not neccesary to go to clubs and do 3000 fucking approaches to Land a girlfriend lol

My Avatar is part of God/Infinity Since there is no separation between the Avatar and Infinity, then yes i am God

I burned 300€ in 2-3 hours tonight...along with my first week of february previous relapse, It goes 1100€ burned in this dumb addiction... Im not sure if i am playing the cards of Life correctly. On one hand i see some progress in my Life, But in others like this relapses It seems like these progress are kinda of "meh". On one perspective the relapses are the proof that the root/shadow of my psyche its not healed. And Im not really doing shit. Im just going on a wheel. Thinking Im "progressing". On other perspective the relapses are just the "ashes" of the identity and even though i make progress those ashes Will be there for some time until I completely finish the self actualization progres. On one hand i think i should maybe do a Psychedelic trip because i Dont see Nothing really changes in my Life, on other hand a trip now would probably What always It has been: an avoidance mechanism of not accepting how Life its right now and What i have to do to change It (in a sober way). Advice?

????☄️ True, could be legit Sorry cant unquote Pd: But yes you are right. Theres only one dreamer ?

Indeed, "we" Will be here for eternity ☄️

@Someone here Seems like the Guy woke the fucked Up ???Congrats young padawan. Now go live Life ???

So are you conscious that you are me and you Will be here imagining things for eternity? ?

More like a subtle opioid "fatigue" Lol yeah

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Because human beings are full of shit

Yes, his approached to sex and Girls overall its deeply biased from an scarcity, need-to-prove-myself perspective (Im not saying that Leo has this, But rather the reachings have this "taste" to It). Having said that, its also true lots of men are stuck in this perspective and this teaching *might be exactly What they need, Im not sure. I Will need to verify It for myself since Im kinda in the same boat. 100% agree.

Yes, it happened to me with the 8th girl of so that I approached, we connected really good and I got "feelings" for her . LoL. My advice is, you don´t have to do any decision. Keep going out and being open to new experiences. If it comes a moment that you are really happy with this girl, then you can consider a relationship and stop the fucking around with pick up. So you don´t have to make any decision now basically. Let "life guide you" to what is best, so to speak

@Antor8188 Nice analogy!

Most peopleuse psychedelics and no harm to the psyche is done but I guess there are no guarantees. Research the internet to find the possible cons and risks when using psychedelics.

I don´t like this. I´ve been searching for truth for years and it has only given me fear, suffering, confusion, frustration.

Nah LSD can produce big energetic shifts and awareness raise body as any other psychedelic... I dunno where the belief that lsd is logical or something similar like that

@Inliytened1 Well there is, not visually , but as lines of code....