Javfly33

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  1. Not necessarily, but suffering usually leads to searching ways of being wiser and more intelligent to suffer less, or not suffer at all.
  2. Oh cmon you can't seriously be believing that. Most men are just fine with women. The ones that have issues are guys with intense trauma blocks and energy-karma, this doesn't have anything to do with society, if any in this society is more easy than ever to get laid. I'm from the 90s, in my class and university nobody have issues to have a girlfriend, except 3 or 4 that as I say heredity some shady karma that they must worked upon. The whole redpill ideology is burn by karma, not modern woke society.
  3. I´ve only done Ketamine in a personal space, I'm sure this way its more safe, 'clean' and probably much more intense, so it's not a bad idea if you want to properly have a deep 'trip' on it on a safe controlled environment. It can help, as any psychedelic, to release some blocks and realize some things. It's not a magic pill though, all these people expecting Ketamine as a magic pill for depression are deluded.
  4. I've tried to talk to some people about this (in real life and also in other forums) and nobody seems to get what im talking about. Its frustrating. A year ago I was tripping on acid and at the comedown I took my phone and started scrolling Youtube and Sadghuru video popped up. The video was called 'Infinity Meditation' or something like that. It consisted on following a white dot through the screen. What followed was one of the most intensely pleasure experiences of my life, if it wasn't the best one. I was able to focus so fucking deep into this dot that It felt like time was being "frozen" when I focused enough. Like time itself would stop moving, the sounds of the cars, dogs and bikes on the street would 'freeze', and then when I would unfocus on the dot, time would be 're-activated.' This wasn't hallucination of psychedelics, (also I was already at the comedown), but rather that my perception was in an state of consciousness so focused and intense that I suspect I was 'merging' with time using the focus of awareness. Truly mindfucky shit, but so fun. I know this is 'just' a non-dual state like many I´ve experienced other times in the past, with psychs and with meditation practices. But this was another level of des-integrating with reality and intensity of unity that it felt pure pleasure through all my body (actually calling it pleasure its kinda of false, its more like your body becoming bliss - reality itself, its so difficult to explain) Least to say I haven't able to fully replicate the experience totally sober. (Not that I tried that much). It's frustrating to have experienced this and being clueless how to produce this state again. It seems impossible. I guess I have to be thankful for having known that 'feeling'. And pray that after death that its what we experience for ever.
  5. I've used LSD for over +15 times by this point. I can't deny that thanks to it I´ve built some serious spiritual foundation that it has started to pay dividends finally. At the other hand, I feel my relationship with psychedelics have changed and I don't see them as the magic pill I used to saw them. I can proudly say that If I go back to psychedelics, I´m doing them purely by recreation and to explore, rather than personal or spiritual development, since I feel I have gotten to their ceiling point by now.
  6. I think that's what I experience. Basically try to breath through your nose doing a 'jjjjjj' sound. You will feel in a more pronounced way how the breath is going through your throat. When you do that, there is a 100% awareness on the breath, leaving the awareness on the body in the back-side, ultimately losing awareness of the body and 'becoming' literally the breath.
  7. I truly think this yoga pose needs a topic on its own (I was actually going to put 'Siddhasana official thread' but not sure if that goes against the rules @Thought Art let me know ) . Anyways, I've been dabbling this last months with some asanas of hatha Yoga and being the lazy ass fuck I am the most I've practiced is Siddhasana, now you might think what its so special about just sitting with your back straight and your legs crossed (although its more nuanced than that). Well, it is special because its not only about the physical aspect of it, there are also certain energies, (and tensions) that you will start to become receptive to and learn to 'move' them once you start to really practice it for some time. Here's so far a couple of very important things I´ve learned with this practice: 1. If I hold the pose with enough observation, I will start to notice that there are some excessive tension, energy and 'ungroundness' on my upper body, primarily on my head. I am starting to learn how to 'trap' this energies and tensions, and 'collapse them' into the lower body, to the legs, creating an almost instant feeling of feeling relaxed, safe, in control, super 'chill' in all my body. In other words, collapsing the energies from your psyche, on to the ground where they disappear. (this is why is important to sit in such a way that the legs are almost touching the floor) 2. If I would be doing a meditation breathing or simple kriya while holding Siddhasana, ujjayi breathing happens automatically. Why? I don't know. I never take the intention of doing ujjayi breathing before hand. But the fact is that when it happens there is another kind of relaxation and peacefulness through the body that happens. It hasn't happened a lot of times, but just today, I lost complete sense of the body. The breathing only remained. I suspect this uyyaji breathing, its similar to the 'breathing pathway' I experienced on some 4-AcO-DMT trips (well actually, I think its literally the same thing, I just didn't expect that it was possible to recreate it just with Yoga). This 'pathway' becomes the only one focus in your awareness and indeed all sense of body fades. To be continued... Feel free to share any resources, tips or personal experiences with this asana!
  8. I think that's a good idea, I have to find a good friend English speaker to hang out more regularly. I see, like a solo-podcast, seems like a good idea, will try. That made me laugh lol Ok guys I guess there's hope then thanks for the motivation
  9. Why we take as blind faith that women need between 1600 and 2400 calories and males need between 2000 and 3000? I work from home and some days I don't even walk 100 meters. How the heck my body is going to need +2000 calories? It's ridiculous! Eating that amount of food for me (or even more) some days that I don't move a finger its an insult for people that actually are starving in third-world countries. It's just not the difference between the nutrients of the food grown on rich soil vs food grown on poor or high-pesticide soil. The way you eat will nourish you more or less. The way you mix certain foods will impact if their nutrients/vitamins will be absorbed or not. And so on. With so much nuanced with nutrition and how complex the human body is, I think it's safe to say that the motto of 'x calories a day' its just one more part of the very limited robotic materialistic scientific view of western culture that has obviously influenced nutrition. If fasting has told me something, is that 95% of time we don't have hunger because of the body actually needing nutrients at that moment (when we experience 'hunger') but rather 1) Psychological conditioning, 2) Chasing dopamine through food and eating. If eating junk food tells us something Is that humans will literally only eat because of the dopamine/pleasure, and not because needing that junk food.
  10. It's just nonsense all that calorie quantity stuff. There have been times in life that I´ve eaten easily double of what I normally eat and still have the same weight and muscle. Why you now have blindly faith on all that science Leo? I expected more skepticism from you in this regard. Of course. And a lot of people just waste energy. If you reduce half the calories of someone who has anxiety and its running around chugging coffee like a madman all day, I guarantee you he/she will be way less neurotic and be more grounded. The body its just overfed with food due to eating from compulsion, not from conscious election. And note im taking about reducing calories, not nutrients or nourishment. If you consciously eat a banana from a rich soil that has 250calories your body might get from that than a plate of pasta of 1000calories of low vibration food. You guys are just completely missing the energetic aspect of food and nuances of absorbing food.
  11. The whole issue is that you assume you have to feel 'full' after eating. Do fasts and you realize hunger is completely in your mind. Chances are your body is starved of nutrients, vitamins and minerals, not of calories.
  12. What you experience when you say that you feel good is you separating youself/letting go/being free of the karma and energetic trauma that 'social anxiety' is. What you experience when you say you feel bad is you attaching again to that karma-producing again that energetic conditioning. Ime there is no fast way around it to 'solve' 'this'. There has to be an active attention and awareness on not attaching yourself to that karma and energetic entanglement again. What worked for me was psylocibin. But of course that was the top on the cherry, some things that 'wake you up' just happen by coincidence in your life. My advice is psylocibin. Once it does the 'click' on revealing that karma, you might have a way clear space on what you can do to really design your life as you want to. Which will involve more 'normal' tools because you can't really be tripping each week. But the 'revealing' so to speak must happen before that.
  13. Yes, I did it. And it didn't take me that much effort. Toughest part is getting the first job and building confidence on yourself that you can do the job. In regards to your remote question, well as a lot of tech jobs yeah it will have its fair share of remote opening jobs. But I think on-premises jobs will also be there. If you search enough you will one.
  14. I don't think it will be that advanced to help me with my 'life purpose'. So far I haven't seen any 'trace' of intelligence with AI, it's just loaded with tb of data and trained very well to form correct gramatic and meaning phrases. But its still sort of 'dumb' AI. It still will be life-changing for mechanical/tech...etc jobs though, I'm just saying, it won't do anything creative or really intelligent anytime soon.
  15. Dope ?? Yeah, kind of. Like dissolving into the present moment so intensely that the feeling of the body becomes an expression of that 'unity', therefore creating an intense feeling of euphoria. We are fucking Yoguis man hahaha Yes, I'm starting to see the downsides. That's one of the reasons I feel my use of psychedelics are kind of done.
  16. Woah! Thanks a lot dude very interesting information, it's a pleasure to receive this kind of quality comments ?? I will research more visual meditations, I indeed might have a personal inclination to this kind of focus and I might benefit from it if I research it more What is kasina? I'm going to be fasting next week for a couple of days portably. Yeah it's really disheartening man, I guess we will keep on putting the hours...
  17. Last weekend I went out in a meetup group in my city and after the activity ended I started chatting with one girl. Afterwards we all went to a bar. I sit close to this girl, and for pure luck also another cute girl sits on my right AND another one also sits just in front of me. After quite a while chatting at the bar when we were going to leave I realized I didn't know what to do, because I literally liked/I was having good vibes with the 3 girls. I thought it would be rude to ask a girl for his phone number while the other 2 were also in the same active conversation so I ended up not asking their number to any of the girls lmao. It was fun but it was kind of sad to go home alone... I need advice for future situations like this since I probably going to hang out more times I like the vibe of this group
  18. I don't know how corrupt/scammy the USA organic market is, but in Europe the organic logo can only be used on products that have been certified as organic by the authorised European agencies. I know obviously India its outside EU but in the products ive bought, there is the same logo but instead it says "Non-EU agriculture", so it really seems it just works the same way (that Europe needs to give the "Ok" to be able to accept it for market).
  19. Yes, not only is the food they give to the animal, organic certifications (at least in Europe, but I suspect in USA it also works the same) usually include also that the animal are treated way better. Right, make sense.
  20. Become a breatharian. Mmm you eating an animal that has eaten probably worse than you. How is that safe?¿