Javfly33

Yeah, for sure. I guess that even if you go full circle to realize that there's nothing to heal or introspect, that path has to be walked and psychedelics definitely are faster than anything else. So my point is not against psychedelics, but against understanding them as the final step for enlightenment.

The funny part comes when you do that trip where it is revealed that "introspection" was B.S., because there is no ego that can't be healed or introspected (it construct itself and re-arranges its own patterns in each second that Awareness it's not activated-Awake enough, that's why only a daily constant high state of Awareness its the only solution for an Awakened life far from the ego). So yeah, very 'fun' part when you realize the previous 10 LSD excruciatingly tired and emotionally draining trips (but fun, too, I will give you that) were a waste of time. (Again, not really a waste of time in the sense of exploration and having fun, but mostly on the therapeutic-growing side of it)

lol

For some hours...right?

Trekking-Running in mountain trails. Not only you do fun exercise you also breath fresh air and be in contact with nature which makes it even more fun and better. Now I have to try climbing.

man the world is fucked. Not even dark chocolate now is good for ya

What's your opinion on the idea that vanilla - normal sex causes separation and ego consciousness? If I'm honest, the usual sex human do it's based on separation and differences. For a guy or a woman to get horny some kind of comparison and value proyection must happen on their brain, which means this are low energy states of vibrancy. In my opinion, you can't live an awakened life if you are not having sex that is anchored in non duality and Love. I get that normal sex can be fun, but know ones pay it's price for this separation and comparison ideas. If it might get you horny and give you pleasure, but fundamentally produces unconsciousness and suffering in reality.

Because in Western world if you re-parrot the words of "Self, liberation, enlightment" etc and you can give bright speeches about it then it is considered you are "spiritual". The whole purpose of spirituality is to gain control of your mental, physical and energy system so you tune yourself to high state of awareness beyond compulsive survival ones that the majority of man kind is still stuck on. If you are depressed alcoholic, you weren't spiritual, you *talked or *thought spirituality.

Well you want to move to the hardest country that's funny.

Where do you live? UK? Vitamin D is the one you can get from the sun

Very on point ideas and analysis in this topic. Yeah, society again is expecting an outside tool to fix something that is created from within. I really find offensive the whole idea of expecting doing 2 or 3 trips to cure something that has been going on on your life for maybe a decade or two. People preach about it but I find sneaky that it actually works. As Leo said, you can brainwash yourself to believe your own fantasies about them.

? @Devin Amen

Lately I am becoming less and less people "pleaser" with some family members I used to have attachment to. I have stopped talking with my mother on the phone. Now only texting and much less than usual. With other family member (my aunt) I said to her I wasn't going back for christmas. This was "big" for me because they are pretty conservatism and traditional so it difficult for me to say them that. Today I got a message from my aunt telling me they were going to miss me in tonight's dinner and that she would call me at night. I just ignored the message and don't even checked my phone through the night. What do I say all of this? Well, I'm very tired of people like my mother or my aunt (since my father died she kinda become a little more paternalistic with me) treating me like im 16. I want say NO to them. I want to set my boundaries. I don´t want to talk to my mother on the phone because It doesn't make feel good and I don't give a fuck if she has emotional attachment. She will have to learn to let it go. Fuck going to my aunts daughter baptism because I hate religion and I don't want to go to that stupid things. God I have such a tremendous anger for some family members, (basically most of my father's side family- my aunt and grandma) and my mother. I want to give to them a big fuck you constantly. I probably have repressed trauma of being people pleaser and that's why this anger is coming up. Maybe some people that have gone through the same can speak on the matter. I'm basically deconstructing the whole morality of being " good guy" and Im just this discovering true unconditional love: Putting myself first always and accepting each choice and not judging me ever. It´s weird because it's unknown territory. But something feels right in all of this. I still find myself judging myself sometimes in that I am being "bad" or being "selfish" though.

paying for their feet pics...that´s that count as having sex with them?

First, now it's my mother. My father is dead, he OD'd one year ago. It's not rebelling. You probably haven't had low-energy consciousness parents that you had to build a wall to not be hurt by them. Don't confuse rebelling with being wiser and putting yourself first even if that means not fixing culture's norms of family 'obligations'. Chances are, You probably haven't drove your parent to go pick-up heroin before going to school.

Yes, in a sort of a flashback I had. But it lasted seconds.

After trying Ketamine some times I always was skeptical that helps depression.... I don't think its the best chem for that. I still the think the most useful substances for non treatable depression is moderate-big dose of LSD or Psylicibin

You are just sheep of the system. I have trascended the word "maturity". Maturity is for boring sad adults. Maturity just means you settle down with life and bought the guilt game the religion matrix set up for you. Sorry, you think you are smart, but you are just a sheep. Sadghuru is 65. Ask him about maturity. He will laugh in your face of how boring and lame you became.

Don't overthink it. Just do 8 hour fast to make sure your stomach is 100% empty. That's it. @Alex_R That´s not true. Coffee or any stimulant impairs sensitivity pranic and energy system for profound and subtle experiences of consciousness. The more clear the mind is, the better.

I'm beginning to actually have fun flirting, I didn't think this was actually possible. I grew up with basic stage orange pick-up teaching that flirting its a technique with steps you have to do like a cold technique, but imo this is such a lame way to flirt. I get that it can get results but people don't know what flirting is until you get enough comfortable within yourself that you actually enjoy flirting with the girl. At that point it really doesn't matter the outcome, since you are having fun, that's the whole point. Ironically at this point (the point of not caring at all, or flirting just happening spontaneously within you) gets a tremendous positive feedback from women. It's a complex topic, but in a weird way it's like the other person reads up your relaxation and playfulness and that becomes in itself what attracts the other person. The negative point is that you can't really control it, there will be some days that really fun and bright interactions happen, and others that absolutely nothing happens.

Saw it coming. This is actually good for him.

I wouldn't say he seems like he has aged. He looks like more pale but that could be the webcam/video lighting. He definitely looks more serious, colder, less warm Guru aurea.

nothing as far as im concerned

damn ok thanks for making me feel bad now lmao

Hahahaha then if we can make it to day 6 I would call that a victory