Javfly33

I´m still employed by my company, and I get paid a salary each month like any other employee. Yet, it's been 6 months now, that I haven't been assigned a project to work on. My is a tech consultancy, and I work in the software development area. In this +6 months of no work, All I´ve done its earn a tech cert (that took me about 2 months), doing 1 hour of English class a week, and now I´m supposed to be learning to a new cert but im losing motivation. Because last time I asked them about if I should take the exam, they said "no hurries, when you are ready". This is my first tech job (first 11 months I did work on a project from the start that I started in the job), so I don't know how weird or normal this is, but I think this is pretty rare. The company is big, it has offices in several countries around the world. Over 7500 employees. Am I going to get fired? Or should I just chill? How rare this is to happen? Or they just don't care since they make so much money?¿

fatigue is created by thoughts.

for sure, Is totally what I have been doing ?

The company? I love it lol, I couldn't imagined a better job in this industry... even when I was working on a project it was pretty chill I'm not passionate about it, but it's a comfortable way to pay bills. I do not want to start looking for jobs with better career and paying opportunities because in the future I want to make a living of something very different from what I´m doing now.

Interesting, I never tried it but I read about that. Maybe it's more of internet gossip than fact

@Someone here You have this questions because you see God as something separate from you. This is not the fact. The fact is you are totally God, and you are creating unconsciously things. Suffering is something God creates. God can stop creating suffering. About the hunger and all of that stuff... it's just dream stuff. It doesn't have to be such a difficult thing. I eat 1 or 2 times a day, those 3 eating times a day its bs.... Also if you just despise dreaming at night take CBD, I´ve heard it inhibits dreaming (if you don't just want to smoke some ganja lol)

Yes, humans do not need a life purpose. I strongly disagree with the whole thing about finding your purpose. Find something to do that matters to you. But it doesn't have to be something super special or meticulously designed for you.

@universe from home. No meetings. I used to have them when I worked on a project last year. The only communication I have is with the head of Human Resources though Google Chat lol

This is the one of the highest teachings you will find. I'm not going to try to convince people, I'll just ask one question, and you think for yourself the answer. If you could be blissed out by yourself, totally intense, just way beyond any thoughts of ideas, would you waste your time and energy in arguing and losing yourself with thoughts? Because at the end of the day, that's all there is to shadow work, or healing, or etc. Thought, identity, memory, self with minus s. So I find really ironic, that you guys say you are so Awake, yet you cant get this simple thing. The moment you guys tell me "you need to work out your shadows", at that precise moment I know that absolutely you are lost in the ego Illusion and you understand yourself still as a hurt imaginary character (that is built by thoughts). This is the reality. You don't know how to pump up your energies, you are lost in thought as always, you don't how to activate Intensity and Blissfulness to break through any kind of stuckness and identification in mind. But I won't convince you, just see for yourself. Be honest with yourself, stop lying so damn much, and opportunity can happen for you to go beyond the endless cycle.

@Yimpa The dream is here, whether you are making a mess out of yourself thinking or not. You can explore and live the dream fully and to best of your abilities only when you are actually HERE, not in the psychological endless drama.

Exactly. The issue is for most people Reality or Life it at such a weak state of consciousness or activation that it is not Conscious of the miracle it is, and the Power it is. Slept, hypnotised in the "story of 'your' life", the compulsiveness, repetition of trauma, etc...is inevitable. The thing is, you have a limited amount of energy and time. If you are putting energy and spending time in endless telenovels of the 'thought I' trying to better itself, to then one day say "I´m healed!" to then the next one say "Oh wait, there´s also this other thing...". Do not ever trust the mind. It will produce an endless amount of TV SHOWS for you to get lost in. TV Shows that you are not even starring in. In the other hand, what I´m saying is, know how to Be Yourself at all times, Activate how you want at all times. What people are missing is, only when you are In a certain place free of suffering and independence from mental story, you can actually be the best possible offering to the world around you. When the belief of thinking you exist in thoughts or mind phenomena is not there, then your body and mind can actually start to be a great tool. The best tool. There's a reason why latin American farmers chew coca leaves or Asian ones took Kratom for endless work sessions, instead of preaching. Is because if within you are feeling Right, with no thought complaining or demanding your attention like a spoiled little brat ?‍♀️? ... Then it is not a problem in the outside to do what is needed. To use the body and mind how you want to.

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Well, not completely, but I am at a point where I know it's a matter of time. @Sincerity You say it is arrogance, but you are saying that only because you do not have explored in your own experience what is possible. See, it's like this: If today I were to time travel to 700 years ago and I said to a human "Yesterday I went from Venice to Beijing in 10 hours!" He would have said "What an arrogant guy! Is he crazy? Even with the best Horses, doing such a trip would take at least 2 years to make such a distance". Now, what I'm talking about is the same. There are certain tools and subtle things to understand about your own body, to start handling this thing properly, just as how you want. Now, you haven't explored this, so you think I'm talking nonsense. You think popping some pills or smoking some things and experiencing great things for a couple of hours, to then only have a memory of it, it's all there is. Well, that's on you. You choose where you put the bar. I suggest, this life is short, put the bar as high as you can. If you don't make it, at least you try it. But it is as pity if you would be capable of X, and you just aimed for x-1000.

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I get what you guys are saying. But in my experience, telling yourself all of that is a kind of "solace" and conformism of the ego, to not feel bad, because you don't actually how to master your system (body-energies-emotion, etc...). I get the usefulness of the narrative of "It's God will! Don't worry! I might be suffering some moments but it's because as God I choose to limit myself"! All of that phrases and ideas work in the same way religious ideas work. It maybe might make you feel less bad of the fact that the mind is all over the place and you can not seem to master it. It gives you solace. And it's fine. But when you are done with that, when you realize Life or Reality is absolutely what you make of it, it's absolutely freedom, God is not watching "for your benefit", Life is not Gift nor a curse, just a Phenomena. Now, when you come to this place, you naturally will want to make the best of this phenomena. At the of it this life it's so incredibly free that if you truly want to waste it, life also "allows" that. So...your choice! But I believe all humans if having a choice, will always prefer to have the best possible time, not a miserable one. Now...If you think you don't have a choice, saying "God chooses to limit itself" or "the relative is also fun" will make you feel less bad about your suffering. But I'm telling you...there is a choice...but you have to be brave about it, surrender to Light, to Goodness...to open your heart to the possibility that there is Absolute Power in you...right now, and you can activate it. ???? much power and light to all of you ???

@Benton What is the normal sadhana/attitude to be receptive to dhanalynga? I have tried with the Snake Naga and the Linga Devi but never tried dhanalynga, what's special about it

Yeah you are right. Not always, No when you truly dissolve the 'I'. But I agree that I am talking about a certain degree of dissolution that goes beyond most people's imagination of what is possible. ?? This needs to be said in this forum.

if there is a 'feeling' or an 'experience' there is already a certain suffering. We only interested in Total Destruction. ??

@Water by the River Nice ?? I feel this is forgotten very easily. Some people here seem to be very deep about realisations, enlightment, reality, etc... but they still accept part of suffering as normal. This is what tells you, they haven't really broken through. When truly self is extinguished, there is no trace whatsoever of suffering. There's no high state of consciousness to be understood, and there is nothing to be conscious of. All of that implies limits, dualities, 'things' of being conscious of. This is suffering in disguise, still there is an ego. Even though it might seem like there is not.

If you integrate this messages your quality of life will be so much better: - Do not worry about external world/circumstances, just make sure you come here to visit me regularly. You can always refuge yourself of the external world in this untouchable place - Do not worry much about the human flesh/body, it will inevitably die anyways. - Do not worry in the slightest about any circumstances, objects or situations that seem to be the 'problem' in life or the thing to 'solve'. Absolutely no thing in reality is bad or the problem, but thought makes it so - Everything can become a possibility, only you make it a problem with beliefs about it You have an endless world of possibilities because objects-situations are not positive or negative, they are an empty potential to use for you (I guess like a knife can be used to help you make a great dish or to kill someone lol). Glorius Entities 1 - Universities 0

Maybe they have fear/concern that ingesting the substances might make them 'lose' their "state of consciousness". I guess as much people like to idealise this people, as 'Awakened' as people might say they are, they still live within certain limitations (even though they might be imagined). For example it is true that Sadhguru asks always to sit in a certain posture when he is going to give talks or interviews. This way of sitting facilitates certain alignment/energy. So he is still using certain tools to facilitate feeling/being in a certain way. In the same way, when ingesting a powerful chemical, some of this gurus already might be guessing that if they take it they might not be able to maintain their state of consciousness (assuming these Gurus are actually residing in a high state of consciousness, and are just not bullshitting us, which I think a lot of them do Btw) If they intuit that taking this chemicals will produce some kind of inbalance, they will want to avoid taking it. (Notice that in most schools of Yoga is not advised to take coffee 4 before any kind of practice, since coffee already produces certain alteration and 'blockage' in the sensitivity/energy system). Overall I would say most of them are just scared of psychedelics, kind of like most of society

Whatever works for you my man ? @Yimpa Care if I do a little correction ?

Because of narcissism of his ego. I appreciate Leo and he his work is AMAZING but he must come to a point where he realizes this knot he has. It´s his Karma. Others have other type of Karma. Each ego has certain karma assigned to him that if surrender it / let go of it, it becomes a powerful spiritual possibility. Leo don't ban me for saying this LoL. @Breakingthewall I also found quite surprising that Sadhguru has said that not even once has taken drugs or alcohol. I guess it's because they Never found a reason too. At the end of the day we start doing psychedelics because we were trying to find/experience something beyond what we know (seeking). If certain people have already activated/seeing this, then this motivation might not be there.

Stop conceptualising and thinking. That's not it. A limitation, and idea, a conclusion, that's never it.

I said the way it welcomed me reminded me of DMT Aliens. I didn't said the entity was Alien ?