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That's not an addiction, that is a Love Affair for life ? @Bazooka Jesus

What does it even mean to "awaken"? You guys just pick up leo vocabulary without inspecting. This is laughable ., No offense.

@Raza Zaveri No, this is wrong. You are basically limiting everything to your 5 Senses. 5 senses are fine for survival but won't get you to the beyond. You are right there is Only One Existence ??

Notice that you are exposing kids 13-14 years old to sexual stimuli. Are you really ok with that? Like, not everything is fine just to compete in the sexual market. Yeah, yeah, yeah, I´m sure now you will say that that is not sexual. That you paint them because you like how they look and so on. Sure, fine. I´m not denying that. But let's be honest, why males don't do it? Because in human culture having your nails painted is usually related with femininity, desire, attraction, 'beauty'. So basically you are 'sexualising' a body part that is not sexual, in a free way. And at the same time traumatising Childs. Think about that for a second. Maybe you are doing an irresponsible thing here just to amp up your attraction value by 10%. Is that worth it?

man I felt that pain when he said that

Well, culture has some norms in dressing depending if you are a male or a women, wether you like it or not. Not that I support it necessarily but it is what it is. But I get you maybe in the future we can dissolve this differences. @DefinitelyNotARobot @Princess Arabia I definetely do not think that women want to get me horny but painting their toenails. But I mean more than culturally men are not supposed to paint them and women are supposed (well, not supposed, but accepted) to paint them. So that should raise you some questions. Why? Because I didn't just develop my fetishes or preferences from nothing. So I do get in a certain way what you are saying, but in another hand, I am getting vibes that you are judging my way of thinking, when my way of thinking (seeing girls painted toenails as attractive) didn't definitely came from nothing. I picked it up from the collective sexual conceptual matrix. You just might don't find it attractive because you have picked up other things in a different matter from that matrix. But we both have picked up from the same 'tank' so to speak. I accept part of my responsibility, but I don't completely buy the whole "you are the bad one, you are the pervert, society is completely fine). Meh, nope, I don't buy it. I don't think I´m guilty or 'sinful' by this. Having said that, part of this topic was a joke obviously. I am the only one "Guilty' and 'Pervert' here? Right....sure, you guys are all saints, society is fine. I am the bad one. I Am 'bad', fucked up, etc... Right. Well, I am done with you guys manipulations. I am actually the saint one. For pointing out you guys (not just women, talking about society) your devilries ways of thinking and of acting. But you want to say I am the guilty and bad here. How dare you What colour? Can you explain more about this?

I know, part of me laughed when writing this but another part of me kinda really suffers it Hahaha lmao...I'm still working on it Well, I think the line between having a foot fetish or not is difficult. Like why don't we just paint our eyebrows for that matter, I don't know. And I'm not debating the hygiene of doing manicures and pedicures. I'm debating the thing about painting them of colours. For example red colour is usually related with passion/sex, etc... A lot of women paint it red. Also, sometimes I'm envious of girls because of this. I would like to have hot feet too but I'm not going to pain my toenails because then I would not be considered a "real man". @Princess Arabia

?? ?? Only Love is real

@Princess Arabia Let me know your thoughts on this.

You are nowhere because you are nothing. But it is not a bad thing, to become absolutely nothing is the most ecstatic and intense thing it can ever happen to you, because then everything that exists becomes YOU. Being Nothing = Endless Explosion of Love.

Is normal to feel somewhat relaxed or 'chill' (a small decrease in energy) after fapping, but I don't think is normal to feel a brutal crash in energy, 'exhausted', body aches...etc. (At least if you were fucking for 2 hours you might have an excuse to feel exhausted). Here's my theory on why this happens to some people: Is not the act itself of fapping or ejaculating, but rather the energetic crash from the type of content that you are watching. Precisely, is type of thoughts or fantasy situation you are imagining while watching that content (the content itself, as hardcore as you might think it is, is not fundamentally 'bad') that makes the period after arousal, an exhaustion crash in your whole body. So If you 'suffer' from this 'post fapping' syndrome, I would inspect what you actually are feeling while arousal and what type of psychological dynamic is going through your mind. See, this is not about judging or not judging the kind of porn or fantasy you have. You can go on fantasies of killing nazis to arouse yourself. I don't care. But Reality does have consequences for you depending on what you like to think or get aroused with. Of course there will be minority that have some real health issues or abnormalities and fapping just makes them very tired. But I suspect that is not the majority. The majority of people are fine but are traumatising themselves with their fantasies and then paying a high price in terms of a damaged energetic body afterwards (particularly fantasies that revolve around shame, guilt, ...etc). It is not a causality that religion, guilt and shame have gone hand in hand for centuries. Those things are still implanted in the collective ego consciousness, and we are paying the price still. Things are getting better, but there's a whole a lot to do. In summary, if after fapping you are not feeling fine you are doing something fundamentally wrong.

Good shit! Is truly shocking to realize how the mind has constructed all the questions. Actual nothingness (not ideas of no-self, but actual non-localization) is extremely addictive, absolutely ?

Good one ?

Is not about kidding myself. Is about setting the bar to a level that is enough high so the word "being Awake" means actually something real. I do not consider anyone to be awake if he falls into ego. Since Reality is always Now, if Now you are not awake, that's it, you lost. You might as well say that you awakened 10 years ago, but the previous 9years you have been a crack addict with a miserable life in very poor and compressed states of consciousness.

You can.

I agree lol, and some people want to save it

@Leo Gura You literally created the video some time ago "Everything is state of consciousness". That should answer your question. When you say "I can still get addictions if I'm not careful and get bored" that's your state falling from being Awake to sleep. Being Awake = A state of consciousness. Pd: One might say memories and understanding influences your state of consciousness, so is not like just because once falls off the state all past mystical experiences are useless, but if you are constantly falling they obviously are not all the ingredients neccesary to be Awake. That you are the body is the belief lmao You don't need to belief you are not your body. Just stop assuming that a feeling or a sensation is equal to truth. Just because you have a feeling or a belief or an idea that you are a body and you have this feeling 99% of your waking time, does not mean that is actually what is you. See an schzophrenic can be hallucinating shit for most of his life and feel is true as it gets, but doesn't necessarily mean he is seeing how things are. You understand ????

Just some minutes ago I was doing a bit of Yoga and it came the moment of doing an asana where you put all your body towards the floor (balasana) and (here comes the important part), you rest your hands towards the floor (the palms facing the floor) making a "triangle" form with your hands. Once I settled into that posture I started having the sense of 'merging' and being 'directly in contact' with the soil that is below my house, and therefore being 'united' with every other being. Until.... I realized those were just thoughts/imaginations. No, the union is much crazy than that lol I started being completely united / communicating with infinite love (Infinity of Gods) through that special positions of the hands. That mudra (the hand position of mimicking a 'triangle' form) is like a portal...like it become a gun of 'Love' where my singularity started 'opening up' and being in contact with the rest of Infinite Singularities. Maybe I am not alone in the universe. I hope infinity of Gods is real @Leo Gura

Let me correct you @Ramu

If you touch something beyond mind and body, then fear of death won't be there anymore. That which is not a thing, can not die. Notice that before THINKING you didn't know such a thing as a death

God is inside the human form as is inside the table chair in front of you.

There's not an ego..only God. God can be asleep or awake. When God is asleep, it loses itself to thoughts and compulsion. God just doesn't want to magically suffer because it likes it.

@josemar yeap ??

Telling yourself this kind of stories to feel good about it is fine, but is not clarity about what really is going on.

Who said that withdrawal does not exist? Although after +5 years doing opiates on and off, I can say withdrawal is psychological and created by the ego (doing spiritual energetic practices reveal how the mind 'creates' constantly the illusion, and stopping memory can reveal how powerful we are, but that is another story). I´m not talking about withdrawal or physical dependence, I´m talking about accepting the reality that one chooses to do the drug every day. Trust me, my father used heroin for 30 years. I can guarantee you drug users are the best bullshitters in the world, but specially they bullshit themselves very brilliantly. In the perfect way to not see certain things to accept their responsibility.