EvilAngel

Absolutely brilliant, my friend, your post gave me an "a-ha" moment, especially the bit about saying "cat" Thanks.

@winterknight what is loneliness? and also, can there be suffering in the present moment?

I mean, I REALLY don't know. How about you? Do you know ANYTHING?

Hello winterknight. 2 weeks ago I had an enlightenment experience. I was watching Leo's video "spiritual enlightenment - the most shocking truth" and I was looking at "my" hands and realised there was no "me" there...the hands weren't "me" and whatever was looking through my eyes was not "me". I just started laughing at this realisation. It was quite profound. I spent about 10 days in a peaceful state...I had become nothing and everything, and the whole world had changed. One night I was out, and I was looking into everyone's eyes, and I only saw mySelf. Not the old me, but God. I felt like I had completely surrendered, and spent hours lying on my couch just watching my effortless breathing. When I went to sleep at night I would go straight into deep sleep and was rested after only a few hours. Any suffering was inconsequential as there was no "me" to experience suffering. I could spend days alone and not experience loneliness. However things have changed in the last few days. I am starting to feel lonely again. I am suffering. My depression is coming back. I am sleeping for 12 hours straight, and not even feeling properly refreshed when I wake. Can you explain to me what has happened? And can you suggest a next step for me?

in his "what is God? - Leo becomes Absolute Infinity" episode?

@DrMobius 6? really?

@Strikr What exactly is that?

@Ampresus If you can laugh about it, then that's perfect! Needs no explanation, it was funny right? Don't try and overcomplicate anything - life is funny and beautiful as it is!

All ego sees is more ego. This thread is a non-duality war, and no doubt it will be closed soon.

From what I can tell, this thread is just ego attacking ego. I've only watched the first video in Emanyalpsid's original post, but the guy actually asks Leo to 'prove' that Enlightenment is a real thing, as if a subjective experience can be proven objectively. That is ridiculous.

@caelanb You have emotion locked up in your body which is causing your face to be tense. If you can get in touch with your emotions, you should be able to release this.

I think so.

Go to bed and be aware of your breathing. That should help.

@ground Do you exist in a location? Where are you? In relation to what?

The Absolute.

@ground That person will soon cease to be. If you do the work, all will be revealed.

When you search for 'another', you're really searching for yourSELF. So, while it can be useful to play out the duality of human relationships, to find union, ULTIMATELY there is only YOU.

I would recommend watching Leo's "Body Awareness" video. It did wonders for me.

Just sit down and meditate RIGHT NOW. Focus on your breath, become fully present and SURRENDER. It's not that difficult.

@Revolutionary Think Yeah, he's brilliant. I love his stuff about childhood trauma and breaking from parental influence.

Yeah I watched it. I wasn't being mean, I just thought therapy might help you. But well done on taking action and trying something out, Peace and love man

Antidepressants might help. Don't knock 'em till you've tried 'em.

@ground or maybe a mad ego trip

I was starting to think I existed again. (referring to Time's thread)

I had a very similar experience when I was a teenager. I believe my own experience was 'meant' as a message from my higher self to kickstart my spiritual journey. To show me that consciousness can exist outside the physical body.