SelfHelpGuy

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  1. How funny is this, after all the other spiritual practice I do and all the other psychedelics I’ve done, it has to be when I take some serious tokes on some weed and BOOM, my god. It began with the insight “I’ll bare it by being it” ( this was whilst I was battling with the scary notion of the possible experience of terrible things and then that insight arrived “I’ll bare it by being it”. This suddenly sent me into a radical embrace of everything within my experience and I realised it absolutely possible for me to bare anything. I am it. So I bare it, by being it. Woah, profound, fucking insane. at this point I’m on the floor hanging onto my bed as if it’s the comfy way tbh g I’ve ever felt, despite the awkward angel I was at (which would otherwise be annoying) I didn’t care, it was myself. I could just bare it by being it, and there’s nothing I need to do. I also remember the beginning being absolutely similar to being at the peak of a lonely mountain (but it’s your bedroom). And feeling like “woah, I’m really the only one here right now”. At first I was like, what there’s absolutely no body around! Shit, it felt very isolating for a minute. Then slowing I started saying, “Oh thank god there’s no people!” Over and over. Wont keep you any longer you lil yous/mes. What an insane dip of my toe into the God water. I would still only call this a hair of the Ox at this point, but by God it’s beautiful. My God, it’s love
  2. @Matthew85 So well said my brother! It feels so much better to see things that way ☺️
  3. Start the video at 3:00 is where I get into it, apologies for the incohesiveness - I wanted to give a fresh account so it’s a little raw and rough round the edges.
  4. @Matthew85 ah nice one, just saw your edited post now. Yeah all this time I was trying to figure out how to loose myself but it’s actually almost like including myself - along with everything else.
  5. @Matthew85 Thanks Matthew
  6. Watch “Waking Life” Dont watch a trailer, skip straight to the film. You’ll know when you watch it, if you’re a member of this forum this movie will severely resonate with you. Enjoy
  7. @zurew 100%
  8. @Ulax love
  9. @mojsterr @happyhappy Legends
  10. @GreenWoods @Gili Trawangan Thank you guys, I appreciate the responses. That helps a little.
  11. Guys @Inliytened1 & @justfortoday Im struggling with the idea of living all possible lives. By definition that means I’ll have to live some awful lives. And then that puts me into a state of constantly worries about this current life… will this be one of those awful lives, when will it happen, what will happen, how? Is there no reassuring angle to this or does one just have to accept this as the truth and give in? Please help
  12. @Leo Gura Honestly, 1. Joe Rogan. I think that’s truly a way these profound ideas can start making there way into the mainstream. Obviously, “don’t scare away the locals” by going nth degree deep but you could go still very deep with joes open mind. 2. Russell Brand What a interesting soul. He’s recently turned extremely spiritual and would provide a nourishing and open conversation. 3. Jordan Peterson I’m sure you guys would have much to talk about. You have a similar direct style and perhaps this could culminate into a great chemistry. This would be a good conversation. 4. Martin Ball It would fantastic to see an updated reunion with Martin. One of the very pioneers of 5MEO use, he has one of the closest world views to yourself. Understands himself as God (to a degree) and would be such a fruitful conversation since both parties have directly expirence what is being spoken of.
  13. Felt the urge to create this image when trying to understand on a deep level what Reality actually is. This image below came to mind. IMPORTANT: The black border represents Non-existence, Nothing - meaning that all that truly exists is that consciousness bubble in the middle. Is this along the right lines?
  14. @Gregory1 ... u didn't see anything
  15. @Tristan12 Good point to bring up. Yeah I understand that, I was more using the black border to represent the things that don't actually exist: Like the external world (outside of this field of view), the worries we have, the ideas etc. A better more accurate depiction would simply be just the bubble on it's own, but we can look at our own experience to see that! This image is only a "representation".
  16. @Jakuchu well non existence doesn't exist - so it's "nothing" to worry about
  17. this is honestly mental. I love joe rogan, he's such a breath of conscious air in a sea of non-spiritualness. Yeah, he's no ghandi but c'mon - he's clearly very intelligent, self developed, authentic and wise. You should be happy that someone of this caliber is actually the most popular podcast. I can imagine much more damaging alternatives. I don't agree with any misinformation, but a comedian's podcast should never be your place for news. Just like you don't take what your friends say at the pub as something seriously informative. @Leo Gura I firmly believe Leo going on his podcast would be worthwhile (similar to the Kurt conversation). Obviously, the articulation will need to be careful, but if ANYONE - joe is going to be open to Leo's ideas and maybe even fascinated. But damn, we have to also understand that stepping foot on such a huge stage is a brave feat and I don't blame Leo for being hesitant (in my case I would be scared shitless to speak on such a large show) - nevertheless, joe is in his 50s - if no one comes on there and provides a sound articulation of God-realization, it's very likely millions will never even stumble upon such revolutionary ideas again. Let alone actualize them.
  18. A human is the artwork of God. Why does one create art, simply out of love for being.
  19. Hey, so there’s a clash with my integrity when it comes to daygame. When the inevitable question comes up “So what are you up to?” I lie and say something like “oh I’m meeting friends or going to the shop” But no, in truth - what I’m really doing today is talking to girls that pass by on the street. I come out 3 times a week and do 10 approachs each time. Now, I’m debating on testing out an “honest day game” where I’ll simply say something like “to tell you truth, today I’m talking to beautiful women, it’s a fear I’d like to overcome” But the funny thing is, if I went to bar or club - I wouldn’t say the same thing if I was asked why I’m out. I’d just say “oh just going for a night out, meeting people” So I’m torn here- it seems that there is this “untruth” involved with pickup/dating in general. But my highest value is “authenticity” and “integrity” (like that of Socrates) Is there a way to integrally Daygame? Or at least a “most integral way”? Thank you guys,
  20. Ah I see, interesting observations. I get a sense of truth and clarity from his most recent podcast I believe, which I linked a clip to in the original post.
  21. I love his presence, its very authentic and loving. I think an updated interview / podcast with him and @Leo Gura would be very beautiful.
  22. Wellll duhhhh, it's because it's all You! It's a Tube of yourself, you're watching yourself. It's a "You" --- "Tube" - Ahah it just hit me. What a beautiful breadcrumb to the truth that's been under my nose this entire life!