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"Wheels of Life" by Anodea Judith

Oh ok, you mentioned Owen Cooks energy worker? how have you never heard of him? i thought it might have been one of his videos lol.

I think the notion of "next dream" is false. There is only the iteration of continued dreaming indefinitely with the observable distinctions being changes in 'State' of Consciousness. So its more about asking will actions in one state create consequences in different following 'State' Its hard to say for certain. Theres karma. So the likelyhood is possible. But Ive experienced radical state changes where as my prior state was completely left in the dust. Nothing carried over or applied to the New State. It was an entire new reality. However it was short experienced so there was no way to really tell if anything I did in my prior state made any difference but it didn't feel like it.

@SourceCodo Hey man, What is the exact title of the Owen video your talking about?

Really? I thought the toxins where just part of the process? So Go with tea every time? Ive always just grinded them up and tossed in a few ounces of orange juice let it soak for 5 min, and downed it? Thanks for the tip. It wont dilute the potency?

Yeah its unlikely the paper can only absorb so much, How many tabs do you have total? Id say go with your gut and try 1. Then how ever it goes, go on and up the dose if it goes well a week from now.

Cost only about $22 here in the United States. Idk about Germany. I don't have any experience with it yet either, I only recently learned about it from Leos video so I decided to go ahead and plan it out. Thats going to be my next process for development which I plan to begin October 1st. You wanna organize how that process is going to fit into your life schedule, so for me, during that time is when Ill have less going on. To begin my trial runs.

Wow Im surprised! I had never thought of seeing these 2 in a podcast. lol

The only ones I found that contain the least amount based upon some site that did comparisons, are "Body Fortress" and "Pure Protein" both happen to be walmart brands. so they are very inexpensive. I emailed Optimum Nutrition, about their (Gold Standard Whey) to obtain the lab results for heavy metal content and they returned my email saying "they do not have any lab results for the heavy metals they can release to me." I also emailed GNC with the same question about (Bulk 1340) they basically ignored my question and said "their product meets the standards." So good luck getting any company to tell you. I stopped buying both brands and the priced jumped so high anyway. You could chelate the heavy metals you will be consuming out, if you plan to continue taking protein powder. But thats the same thing as pouring out your cup to fill it right back up again. I assume the overall levels should drop the more you chelate though. Im still working on the right method to deal with this problem as well. I been using and searching more healthy alternatives of plant foods such as chickpeas, legumes, and beans. It can be hard to excuse the easy way of using powders especially if your in the gym consistently or your a hard gainer.

@Chanratt @Mojoson Welcome to the forum guys! I dont think its ever too late to begin going full throttle into Personal Development. You now have alot of experience under your belt to know most of your behaviors, so from here on out it comes down to behavior change that will help alter your emotions.

@Mojoson I recommend starting of with 1-2g of shrooms, depends on how strong the shrooms are. But it will get your mind associated with the psychedelic type of experience and it doesnt last very long. about 3 hours, with 4 and 5 being more of an afterglow. Then work you way up increasing the doses to 3.5. When you can handle that, Id say go for LSD. Because its a little more mentally taxing and last up to 9 hours. start with 1 tab then up to 2 or 3. Then you could be ready for DMT, making sure you measure your doses with a microgram scale. 15mg to start out. Space each trip out to give your brain time to recover and integrate. For the processes: Id say on a day off work and have the following day clear as well so you can rest and integrate the next day, start with the shrooms, then wait 2 weeks to bump up the dose for another session. Give your mind time to integrate all that for about 2-3 more weeks. Then go ahead and move to the LSD and repeat the process increasing dosage slowly. Then to the DMT. Its also perfectly fine to do the same dose each consecutive 2-3 weeks so your mind is more acclimatized to the psychedelic before increasing the dosage or moving to the next. No more than dosing once a week. Find your tolerance and a cycle that you feel comfortable with. Just make sure your following a consecutive dose amount, dont go from 2 tabs and jump up to 5 tabs 2 weeks later. make sure its linear. You can do as much space in between the trips as you want. But I wouldn't exceed 6 month gaps at the low dose range. Because you want to build traction with your comfort. Once you get to the higher doses you may want to space that out up to 3-6 months apart. It depends on your experience and comfort level.

Do you really not understand what it means or are you just looking for comments from the forum?

Yeah it most likely is. I would say dont watch porn for a week, 7 days at least. Then have sex with her. See if anything is different. I bet you it will be.

Okay, I got it, Awesome. Thanks again man. Ill have to get to it then. lol.

Hmm Okay thats very interesting because I do understand what you mean by this. I know psychedelic's work differently on different people, and any kind really, can lead to an awakening, and you especially have quite a unique response to them, but Im curious what you would recommend to best facilitate getting me closer to understanding our context here, mainly I have access to shrooms, LSD and N,N DMT, so out of those 3 which would you recommend? I feel like 5Me0 has been the only one to get me closest but its simply to hard to come across that one. Okay I get it 100% This has all been very helpful. Thank You Leo. Man the magnitude of Reality, how its able to do all this is fucking amazing. Its quite ingenious. I appreciate your time and response!!! This has clarified much for my comprehension. Given where you kinda sense where I am at, what advice would you say I should do moving forward? I feel like I have to answer that myself but if anything comes to mind It would be very helpful.

Ok that makes sense. More contemplation and psychedelic trips pending lol. So I at least I am aware of the fact that it is ego that is doing this strangloopy aspect on trying to understand itself. Thats why I cant do it, This normal "State" I am in, is not sufficient enough to be able to figure it out or else it will just circle, right? I know there needs to be a state change into an Awakened State. I do have a 5Me0 induced Godhead reference experience that can give me a general idea, and I do see how if I had a much higher degree of that and more time there to really understand what it was that I was experiencing then this would make more sense. So I see what you mean. I think I understand you correctly, so basically THE entire "experiential field" is the whole Mind, the True YOU. Within and "as" that field there is a sense of self to include, perspective, and what is thought to be having perceptions, which all mistakenly Identifies with or as the human life, this can be called the Ego? side note-I have watched your video "What Is Perception? - The Metaphysics Of Perception" So i may not have needed to include that term since i understand how there are no perceptions but I still wanted to mention it to give more reference to what im trying to refer to which I hold as the Ego.

Fuckin Wisdom Nugget right here!! I gotta save this one.

Understanding the "You" has been very tricky for me to understand because all I keep doing is referencing my ego. Is there a way to understand this differently? "You" as in God also doesnt much answer this? Would it simply be "me" as in what is referenced as my existence as a perspective" which has its own personal interpretation that is the "You" or is that also Ego? That identity aspect has been mindfuckery for me to understand. lol.

Straight answer is You determined when one stops and another starts, its your mind. Its pretty simple really. If you think in words, It would be at the end of what ever sentence is going on with in your inner monologue. Could be what ever idea that is conveyed, If you wanna condense all the words down. If you think more in pictures then count the individual images that appear in your mind. Those are rather distinct differences so that shouldnt be too hard. You could break the thoughts down into types. There can be for example "action thoughts" like "Im going to make dinner" or "im going to the gym" which can appear as a quick images of the actions your about to engage with. There can be "memories" so flashes of thoughts you experienced in the past, which can generally play as a review of the experience. usually has a beginning and an end before a new thought appears. For example "remembering changing your flat tire" You might recall the beginning being getting out the donut, unscrewing the lugnuts, pulling the tire off ect...but then maybe you hear someone outside lay on their horn which makes you imagine that going on outside. so you would stop the thought there and start the new one with the new stimulus of the horn. You mainly try to break them down into individual ideas, Could be "observations we make. "sound of birds, feeling of cool air on skin," Where your mind drifts to you can determine the transitions as individual thoughts to be counted, If you practice mindfulness this becomes obvious. Or if your aware enough to notice the "pauses" between thoughts count that instead. If you wanted to count the counting of the thought as well, then you would simply double the number on your counter, dont make it complicated. Its subject in how you want to go about it, its just a technique he is trying to share, which he finds helps with his mindfulness.

I assume its to track the total amount of "clicks" to keep track of the amount of mental traffic going on?

So you make a click with each thought you have, counting them?

Idk I think this one is answerable because it really is a new ship since every part is replaced, because we can technically gather the new parts that will be used, assemble an entire ship with those new parts "next to" the other ship making 2 whole ships. now begin the disassembly/reassembly using the new parts onto the old ship and all you really would have done was move the location of the new ship. and deconstruct and dispose of the old one.

Your best best is to take an experimental approach. Try different ones and document your results. This book has some very unique stuff i never even seen before. its called "The Breathing Book, by Donna Farhi. Kriya Yoga obviously has the best ones for spirituality. But that book has more practical information and various techniques. Theres so many its hard to give you a straight answer.

Yeah you totally can do this. That's actually what my lifestyle looks like. There is my job, weightlifting, martial arts, self improvement, social skill development, daily meditation. You just have to time block everything. Make it like a class schedule. Designate 2 main tasks a day. For example on Mondays, My 2 topics would be (study and class) I work in the morning till afternoon, then when I get home I meditate then I can study a topic until Martial Arts class in the evening. Tuesdays (Gym and study) I work the same hrs, then I go right to the gym, after I get home I meditate and study a different topic till bed. It repeats for Wed, and Thursday, Friday: work, Gym, meditation, Social skill dev. in the evening. My study sessions can be anything developmental like researching and learning new exercises for the gym, looking up nutrition information, implementing new techniques, recipes, Reading books and watching Leo videos+note taking. Mainly some kind of personal development. When you organize yourself and give time frames, it makes doing all that alot easier. You obviously cant do everything in one day. You can either have strict times you start and end things or have your tasks to be completed in a certain order and time the duration you want to spend on the activity. Like my Saturdays I dont mind what time I do certain tasks as long as I spend the proper amount of time doing them since I work M-F but im off on S.S. This is an example, I like to make it flexible and dynamic as well, so i can move stuff around as I see fit. But generally once you have an idea of a routine you can do alot in one day. Reducing social media, and watching tv or video games also makes a world of difference on your total time available. Saturday Wake/Morning Routine Qi Gong: 15min Meditation: 45min 11:00am-1:00pm=Martial Arts Gym-60min Read: 30min Personal Development:1hr Then on Weekdays im a little more strict on times. Mon/Wed 6:00am-06:20am= Wake/Morning Routine 07:30am-4pm=Work Meditation=45min 6:00=Study Topic/ Personal Dev. 45min-1hr 7:00-9:00-Martial Arts 10:00pm-11pm-Bed Tuesday/Thursday 6:00am-06:20am= Wake/Morning Routine 07:30am-4pm=Work Gym=60min Meditation=45min 7:30=Study Topic/ Personal Dev. 1hr 8:30 =Reading/Forum=45min-1hr 10:00pm-11pm-Bed There is always extra time in between or after tasks in my days where I am prepping for the next morning or using the forum or just chatting with friends. So its not totally balls to the wall everyday running by the clock, so I don't get bored or burned out. Make it interesting and challenging in your topics and don't feel too pressured to meet everything, just find a nice pattern that works for you and alternate things. It takes alot of trial an error because you need to know your body and be able to manage your own energy alongside your time to be able to complete things. Hope this helps.

@DefinitelyNotARobot Awesome Thank You!!