Aakash

@cetus56 Lol why do people assume i'm taking drugs when i come up with what i've said. I stopped taking drugs 2 years ago.

ahaha amazing isn't it

The point to take away really is, if your looking for a life purpose, you can do anything you want, no need to worry about the future of society, unless you want to and even then itll be fine.

@Anton_Pierre NO no that was my last insight and greatest, i'm personally not going any further, i'm going to sink my awareness into nothing and reach god like that. I have no need to find the highest truth. I want nothingness, i'm happy with that lol. plus all the enlightened people here, seem very happy, so there can't be anything wrong with it lol.

@Anton_Pierre wait i meant the post got banned, i'm not actually banned myself, i don't know how many warning points you can have before your banned.

@Joseph Maynor AWWW that was so nice, my hearts already melting! THANK YOU

WE WANT A SOCIETY WHERE PEOPLE CAN KILL AT THEIR OWN FREE WILL IT WILL BE A BEAUTIFUL SOCIETY, AN AMAZING PLACE TO LIVE TRULY HEAVEN MANIFESTED FILLED WITH INFINITY AND YOU WILL ALL HELP TO BUILD IT ,EVERYONE SINGLE ONE OF YOU Whether your enlightened or NOT, it matters not. ITS WHAT YOU HAD PLANNED FROM THE BEGINNING

@Nahm YES i am ready, all fears have left my body. fears of parents, fear of mostly everything. right now i feel high, i feel like somone has doped me up with horse tranquiliser

I want to write this where it’s still fresh in my mind, My awakening was taylored to “how reality works” it was my first time having a full on experience and my first time seeing nothing for the first time. Meaning I was aware or awareness. But it was nothing in its entirety I couldn’t express it. So I wondered where does the unconditional love and other facets display itself. Nothing was simply nothing, it didn’t have any features. So my thoughts of it now is that there are different facets to reaching this nothingness but one is consciously (aware of awareness or ego) the other is to die completely to nothing and become pure awareness. Where there’s no distinctions, you simply are nothing and every other is nothing aswell. I’m not sure what facet a person arrives to nothing at, but simply put it’s the only facet they know. Lets consider that you choose to take the step further and die to become pure awareness. I haven’t done it so obviously I don’t know what it’s like. But the assumption is you automatically become all facets by being that nothing. However that nothing is only nothing. From what I experienced it doesn’t have unconditional love nor infinite intelligence. It was simply just pure imagination. So I looked at it from the of pure imagination (aware of awareness) but that nothing was still nothing if I had held onto that nothing. I would eventually cease to exist. But while aware of awareness I was conscious of that nothing and the facet. So if one was to become conscious of all the facets, that awareness would become god itself while still aware of awareness, the deeper you go the further it will dissolve and fit together. the problem I faced while I was aware of awareness, I had no other facet to stick nothingness into. So it was linear... but I could still reach total enlightenment by sticking with that nothing. Equally though I don’t see why it’s not possible to reach total enlightenment while being aware of awareness. This would be god aware of himself as god. Total enlightenment by pure awareness is being without awareness. It’s prior to awareness. But the qualities of that nothingness shine through through magic it happens. Now consider the person that is aware of awareness becoming nothing through understanding the facets. He wouldn’t be conscious of himself as god after he found all the facets, he would be god, as soon as he become whole. But there is a fundamental difference between the two total enlightenments one is nothing with the facets naturally at random seeping through and other is nothing with all facets consciously. (I’m saying consciously, for lack of a better word, what I’m trying to emphasis is they become god) both have become nothing. But one is aware and one is not. Basically I’ve lost the words to show my hypothesis but one is an integrated god and the other is a natural god.

@Mikael89 Yeah i considered this but with consciousness, Its certainly possible, that a multiverse is possible. The electron itself does pop in and out of existence. But not in the way you expect it, when you look at it its there, when you don't its not there because its not in your direct observation its not real. This quantum mechanics itself actually debunking its own field. why you may ask? well because anything you write about the subject itself, all the rationale behind it, is itself not true, in the highest sense. But it is true from a relative sense. So thats why the field still remains popular to be the thing to find out what reality is made out of. However, it never will because science itself needs someone to look into a telescope, to look at the whole sky at once and not the only part their seeing. so ill ask you can you look at everything in the world all together at once with a telescope? The problem here is, that creation theory itself suggests the created and the creator, so QM could infinitely zoom into their small section with their own telescope and seeing 10 if not 100 components of what an electron is made of. Still they will never find true. The point here ,is you can't look at the whole with only a piece , you have only two options, give up everything you know about the whole, or piece everything of the whole together.

woah finally understand what spiritual bypassing is, this is a serious problem and actually pointless, your just absorbing more concepts for no reason. its not getting you anywhere or changing anything

@Mikael89 yeah so i'm saying like give me an understanding of what it is, i've studied what quantum mechanics would be. so ill understand

@Mikael89 I've never heard this one, but i'm not sure i understand what you mean sounds imaginative for sure,

Wow this is an amazing insight! Top notch thank you for sharing

WTF , the world is not real! THAT'S INSANE its literally not real! I'm creating NAHM, LEO, AAKASH, AJAY, ZEROISINFINITY LOOOL! THATS crazy i'm imagining this WHOLE thing what world am i trying to save or change LOOOOOOL! i'm so dumb, this is the first time ill admit, i am very dumb ahaha i love it there's only me and nobody else HAAHAHA

@abrakamowse the tao spoken is not the tao. anything you've ever learnt is not it, it can not be put into words, because it is itself it. So concepts work for good dualistic understanding , but if you want truth, you have no choice but to stop all concepts and do the practices you see the importance of the concepts that leo teaches is to quite the intellectual mind for me, i've contemplated so much, how deep reality is that i don't feel the need to add any more concepts to my understanding of how reality works dualistically. My last question was, trying to simulate what nothing wants. and now i've come up with my answer. ULTIMATELY it is false, the truth can not be spoken in words. still i can give others the passion to start doing spiritually more seriously and actually enjoy doing it. However, i had reached a point yesterday, where i was conscious that simply everything i knew was not the ACTUAL TRUTH and thats when my mind went quite. when you have no need to ask anymore question because you know, no amount of answers you get is the answer to what you seek, then your mind is quite this is why they say the seeker is himself the issue because he seeks, what he seeks is never it its only in an act of surrender one finds the truth. But this is traditionally, i was simply just aware of how reality works and thats how i got where i was, i was consciously aware it was happening to me. but this is like my 9th awakening so it took a long time to get here. my conceptualisation is not conceptualisation, because i live it in my reality. SOme thing i hypothesis and extrapolate. But i when i contemplate, i'm in a constant mode of self inquiry, like i do it like most of the day, so its changing my identification constanty. Its not a mental concept to me. SO if i say i'm god, i don't believe i'm god , i am god . and this is how i was able to get there by understanding how reality works and following what leo has to say about what the absolute truth is. But ofcourse, even leo himself is bullshitting. His words are his experience. But what he experienced can not be put into words. Simply he can only attempt.

@Mikael89 I honestly think the best way to do it, is to take 100% responsibility for your life. If you can't , you cannot see how you yourself are creating it and then see it in others aswell. the second part is to understand that anything you ever know is only a concept, and is not the truth- so you have to throw all concepts out of the window the third part is realising that all concepts have equal value, I.E there equally as bullshit as anything else you can think of. For example these two sentences are equally as bullshit and do not have the slightest bit of difference in their relativity - i am 10 - donald trump is a narcissistic fuck These two thoughts you create in your reality have no distinctions between them

@Ramu You have no idea, this has me written all over it. Sorry when i'm in a chain of thought, the last thing i care about is grammar. My thinking is too complex to worry about such thing when i never had a solid foundation in what i was talking about.

@abrakamowse Yes this is why i don't meditate, i hate waiting around ... its so difficult meditating and trying to get results. A) because you don't know what your looking for b) because you have an active mind meditation done correctly is meditation + intent and that intent is to remove the shackles of you from other. in other words, anything that you can think of that is you during meditation , let it pass, it is not you. and eventually youll reach a point where. You are being, because nothing around you is real anymore including your body

Yes, to be honest. There is no need to do anything, i can't possibly see what would motivate someone who knows truth to murder someone, unless they had an ego shadow still

@DrewNows Banter, thats the problem :') ahahah YOUR doing all of this!

LOL so true, definitely deluded again! but i released some heavy emotions that were pent up in my body! so there were many positives! what does it sound like to read what i wrote, does it sound like i'm crazy! i hate being called crazy LOL

i just woke up, i feel like an idiot for posting so much yesterday, especially my awakening review lol.

@Psyche_92 Thank you for your advice

@whoareyou neither, i was talking to somone and telling them how their reality is created by them and then i realised so is mine then, and then it happened