Aakash

I think I’m conscious of what consciousness is. But how can “i” be conscious of it. Its like this present moment has turned into consciousness. It’s like the fabric of reality, I can see it. Does anyone have any pointer. It’s like duality has collapsed into non duality.

@zeroISinfinity yes bro you might be right; as soon as I read your message, it went. Because It seems it was deep love for reality. So what’s the proper way of getting it loool. Loool it’s back, its just I have so much love for god and the universe looool! Its so amazing man. I just love the design of it so much. I love everything. Still you might be right, this may not be permanent, it’s fluctuating. But I know for sure it’s infinite love! Now I have experience

I swear this is gonna change my life lol im looking at Instagram I don’t see any distinctions! I’m just looking at the pictures loving them equally. Like it’s like what am I actually looking at. Lool there’s nothing I can compare somethiny I don’t like, to something I do. To feel like I favour it more and it stands out loool that’s actually so stupid

Lololololol anytime a bad thought is thought I just love the shit out of it and it’s okay! Loool killl ayerrrthing with love, who cares, everything you don’t like! Kill it with love! There is only love!

It was soooooooo worth it to fucking wait two years. So so so so worth it

@Nahm ahahaha I feel like I’m havint another awakening already ???? this is nuts! I am consious I am pouring love into the universe. ?? Where are you generating thenlove from that’s what I want to know. Its not your biological heart, is it because you’ve stabilised in the facet of infinite love ?

@Nahm LOOOOOOL! No way you mods are unbelievable. Is it complete or not ?

@Nahm it’ actually fucking stopped! LOOOL @Leo Gura @Serotoninluv Fuck metaphysics !! Ive found my calling in life, it’s reiki and love ?. This is actually the coolest thing you can do with your life, if your not chasing gods final form. @Nahm I’m leaving Leo’s school of teaching to become your student ? teach me the ways of the force!!

@Nahm lololol nahm I know your meditating love to me, fucking stop it, it’s getting too much ?

@Serotoninluv wowoeowowwowowk yhats so coool!, I just got what you meant. That’s goals for me ?. What the hell stage is Leo Lololololol wtf im now conscious of what teal is!

@Nahm I can feel the carebear love all the way from here on my bed ? lololol you literally just showed me the infinite form of love higher than mine. Thanks ! It opened up and I put it into being too ?

@Serotoninluv ahhh the court always so humble beings. ? being reiki’d into infinity it makes sense now where the forums care bare and laboratory proffessior with phd In metaphysics is coming from. Sincere love to you all edit: lololololol what does that even look like ?, I can only imagine.

My consciousness has gone back to base level, if I had to scale the decrease, it feels almost like 1000x - 10000 times less conscious. However, I realised I saw the raise in consciousness itself there. Before my eyes I was becoming more conscious. My outline of the situation is this: it was consciousness expanding to different sectors of gods mind, that ultimately lead to the raise in consciousness. As the raise in consciousness would indicate, consciousness became non dual/ dual or god consciousness of some form. My focus is on gods consciousnes, it’s not on reaching a state of conscious. The reason being is because I can’t focus on a particular state of consciousness. See the geniusness of it is: you can lock yourself into any state of consciousness you want. Low human state, high human state, non dual state, omniscient state. However, not if there’s someone in the world YOU think is at a higher consciousness level to yours. Hence the mapping of consciousness. If your like yeah this is exactly what the buddah experienced, then you will think that’s the total state. However, it must be done unconsciously OF GODS TOTALITY. Once you see the totality, there’s no stabilising in any state, because its only you in the universe. Like you yourself are conscious of yourself having created this whole universe to find out what you are. Like you see yourself sitting in the middle of eternity lol; not see but are conscious of yourself lol. So there’s no need for states of consciousness here, it’s degrees of enlightenment. This is where I got it wrong because I said non dual people are contracted states, they aren’t because they’re in infinite love + infinite oneness + non duality + highly focused stability + infinite consciousness . They lack infinite intelligence, they lack an appreciation for infinite perfection and reject infinite self acceptance. They’re not aware of self - deception. They aren’t aware that everything is god. They aren’t aware that everything is infinite love, more like their enlightened state is infused with infinite love because of non dual practices, they’re hearts have opened etc. But my understanding is infinite love is more radical than that. They are not aware of how the mind plays a vital role in awakening. The biggest issue is that they think god is nothing and so everything is an illusion. Which is 100% true, but god is also everything -which they are missing. Infact they’re missing a lot of things. Radicality is severely underestimated. You have to do multiple practices, if you want full awakening. Hunting for truth is not survival, escaping pain and suffering is survival. Im not sure I can watch anymore non duality videos anymore. We’ll see, I’ll give it a try to see wag1 with it. I’m not sure it’s possible to follow a teacher blindly to omniscient consciousness. I feel like you yourself have to intuit things, with the gurus help. With non dual teachings there’s a path, am I name, am I body, am I mind, am I brain, am I etc.. etc.. but with this there is no conclusive path. It’s like your asking yourself why did the Mongolians attack China. The questions are completely different. There is no certain amount of questions that can garuntee you passage way to omniscient. If I’m being honest I’ve probably asked myself somewhere around a million to two million questions about reality, which I’ve answered most besides about 10-20. Which is actually only the ENTRY fee to becoming omniscient. If I had to ask Leo how many questions he’s asks himself lol. I don’t even want to know, it would put me to shame lol. I can tell my metaknowledge is about 1-2% of his. MAYBE 3% if I’m pushing it. Hence I had a very very very very weak omniscient consciousness awakening. It was clear as daylight whilst I was in it. How much being could infinitely increase with more consciousness and metaknowledge. I’ve noticed that I’m starting to suffer, I’ve really enjoyed the spiritual path and my whole journey in general to be honest. It’s something I would do all over again. But I want to stabilise in a conscious state for comfortability. The problem with Leo’s teachings is that they’re too high quality. He’s too highly aware of deception and this is transferred to the student. Not every student but only a student who’s record has broken. The counter intuitiveness of his teachings is this, look how funny it is. You will not reach a permanent state of enlightenment under my teachings or be taught a mediocre version of love. “No, no, no, it’s more radical than that” you will instead find that suffering is a finite thing and does not belong in infinity. What belongs in infinity is infinite perfection, meaning your suffering is absolutely perfect. Lololol me in response - what I really wanted to do was stabilise in self-deception in the long run. Leo after response - there’s no room for that here buddy, we’re looking to self-actualise god properly. Me - ? what does that really mean me after finding out - ? you’ve taken this too far, it’s too radical. This work is definitely not for everyone and to be honest, seratoninluv is the only person I think who has a chance of reaching what you experienced currently. I think you should just be honest about it and tell people that if they follow your teachings, they won’t end up in non duality. I get that it’s important to the self-actualisation as a whole and the role it plays. But if I never loved truth so much and I arrived at this point, where I would eventually not be able to permanently self deceive myself. Then I would say I wished I follow actual non dual teachers and not someone putting drugs up gods infinite butthole to become god. I mean at the end of the day the self deception mechanism will go on, so it is what it is. Omniscient consciousness was this for me... I’m trying to remember it, but it’s a pretty vague memory now. My consciousness left my human consciousness all together. There was only god. It was me sitting in eternity consciously being how I created the world to find out exactly what I am. Like I was literally watching myself as god become god. But it was only a fragment of how I did it and a fragment of what god actually is or enlightenment . It wasn’t the full thing. I would actually spend my entirely life doing this, if I had the balls to isolate myself and cut myself off from everyone. This is insanely stupid. Once your omniscient you will have no doubt that this is the purpose of life lol. You would literally say to yourself, “what else could I possibly do with my life” this is the absolute truth. This is what I was literally born by god to do. Like it’s clear as day light lol. It’s actually ridiculously stupid how backwards non duality makes things seem. Like omniscient consciousness explains so much. That’s how streams of information were just downloaded into my consciousness. To me personally, non duality is highly low conscious teaching. Like exceptionally low lol. The actual funniest thing about it is it started like this: “the universe exist in cycles” LEGIT. This is what birthed non duality. This assumption right here. To be honest I can write more, But if it’s too long people won’t read.

@Nahm yes nahm, do you see why every degree of enlightenment or type of enlightenment is perfect. The simple truth is non dual enlightenment is perfect for you, to do your reiki classes is perfect for you. Especially because of your family. Had you have had the need to pursuit higher truths than the one you already have. Then you would have lost your family and caused disruption for sure. Hence anybody at any state of enlightenment is perfect, if they wish to go to higher degrees then it is up to them. THEY as the human being, being REAL. Must inuitively decide what is the best course of action for themselves is which means infinite love was perfect for you and your reiki classes. I would cry if I was you and thank god (the complete form of god) each of us is blessed with perfection, it just takes a while to see it. Its a different degree of infinite love than the one you already possess

@Dodo I tried that, it didn’t work the simple fact is this: if you don’t have a conscious state of god experience in your memory. You can forget about persuading anybody some people are open, some will never lol

@Synchronicity has messaged me in a private chat a couple of hours ago. Claiming he has reached a degree of enlightenment even higher than omniscient consciousness. He is conscious of something that can not be explained using the words absolute truth. Although he is also aware it falls into absolute truth, it’s just he needs to create a distinction to support his current degree of enlightenment. He has said he’s been in this forum before and tried to tell people but they just called him a zen devil because their current degree of enlightenment did not match what the collective degree of enlightenment was. @Synchronicity please share your experience with us so we can learn what higher degrees of enlightenment are above non duality, above omniscient consciousness. Simply put he’s the only person I intuitively picked out who is above Leo’s current degree of enlightenment. Its understandble why he was demonised in the past. But now we are conscious that there is more to the becoming god. Please tell us, how, what you experience in the best words you can.

@Conrad yup the true meaning of unconditional love. Is for your human self to love god itself to kill god. To reach the end, to become god.

@Conrad yup just like me, my family and friends think I’m crazy lololol! So I have to cut my journey here. I just want to show you that there’s more to god. Because what I saw in my omniscient consciousness was too beautiful to explain. I started getting horny imagining what it would be like to be fully conscious of god. It drove my body into a hyper-excited state. I’m telling you, it’s just beyond words from what I projected the full extent of what becoming god could be. Your world would literally die because you are conscious of it. It is neither real or an illusion. It’s something else all together.

@winterknight okay thanks, I think I am on the right path for sure! Thanks teach

@Inliytened1 yes sorry, I just had to create a distinction. This is hella interesting stuff

@SOUL loool yeah man! Because I see Leo as my Buddha ?. But still I’m in the race, I actually think I can surpass him lol aswell as I’m also Young so it was nice to be big headed. Everything is okay! Everything is perfect. Come see this aswell. Limiting belief or not. I apologise, I should have been more aware though. We all learn from each other, so we should all share what we know. Every word, every opinion, every thought is equally as important for becoming god. As well as it can be a hindrance. So I really do apologise.

@SOUL aww I feel so happy, are you trolling me because I’m your buddha. That’s it bro, get behind me. I gotcha all the way. We in this together.

@outlandish what is the koan? I’ve never heard of it.

@zeroISinfinity meditation is too inefficient. You must educate yourself or take psychadelics alongside your practices at the higher degrees of enlightenment. The whole reason why this misunderstanding of god has occurred was because Buddha proclaimed the totality of god through his meditation practices. There are limitation and benefits to every practice. None can take you the full way there. So do not rely on one practice as being the best. Currently in this time frame psychadelics are the best. But god could create a new type of fruit that when consumed could raise your state 1000 fold. The level of god is always determined by the level of understanding of everything and the search into nothing. They must both be harmonised.

@Inliytened1 YES BRO, that is exactly it. At this current time period in eternity. You are the highest enlightened being of all the enlightened beings in the past because enlightened states are passed on by Their predecessors. We would not know god is nothing without Buddha and maharashi and others. Simililarly the magnitude of what I’m saying to you is, we would not know god is everything because of LEO. Enlightenment is reaching new degrees never seen before if it wasn’t for Leo become aware of ONE SINGLE FACET, the most important one. SELF DECEPTION. None of our fallen brothers and sisters have known about it. Our bro Buddha did his best with meditation to find nothingness. Our bro Jesus died for the cause lol. But this is total solipsism we’re talking about. They did not grow up in the day and age of technology to understand science and the other facets of god. This is revolutionary stuff, cutting edge of enlightenment and it is the highest degrees ever seen in human history. You non dual enlightened beings are in the prime position to become omniscient. This is exactly the same as Buddha going to the arhats to show them nothing in its entirely. Because they would be the only ones to understand.