Aakash

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  1. @Nahm YESSSSS could you lead me to which video would be the most helpful at this point in time for full clarity!
  2. exactly self inquiry speeds it up. My legit question! Is this question lol. Has Leo told me all the aspects of self inquiry in his videos or is there still more he hasn’t said that you are aware of that he Hasn’t got to relaying to the infinity series. At this point in time, I would say his slowness to be able to capable of telling me everything is slowing me down. Recently, his video on how reality works, seems to be the last helpful episode i could probably utilise, to understanding the end point. So I want to know if realistically he has said everything but I’m just not intuiting it However, I’m aware this may be an assumption/ ego.
  3. Insights are direct truths, as direct as truth can get in dualistic terms.
  4. @cetus56 have you actualised all the infinities ? Are there a limit to the number of infinities there are ?
  5. @bejapuskas yes but I am not using my mind at a human level of consciousness. I’ve already left that realm. Mind is a facet of god well infinite intelligence is, if you don’t sort out your metaphysics you will not become god consciously.
  6. @Nahm bro I understand where your getting at, I can only “meditate” at certain times of the day. From fear of being suspending in it for too long. But I’m saying whilst you are “meditating” HOW MUCH TIME DID YOU OBSERVE EVERYTHING before it became total. Metaphorically, since it’s in eternity.
  7. @Nahm yeah I am aware I am doing it, but I’m consciously doing it to figure it out. The truth is you yourself have to understand the infinity set, I am saying did you take Leo’s word for it, or did you figure them out yourself by looking at everything. Since you are totally enlightened what degree of Leo help you to find the infinities, has Leo found all the infinities, have you found some infinities that Leo never found. I am sure that Buddha and Jesus found all the infinities, I’m sure they were given to them by gods grace, but to do it consciously is a different matter all together.
  8. @Mikael89 yeah man, I’m delusional you are right, there are still traces in me because I don’t want to leave my family and friends. However when the moments I do enter god consciousness when I am alone, I forget about them and focus on the work.
  9. @Mikael89 lololol what makes you think I’m parotting, I understand the English language just like anybody else. To me love is love, war is war, there are no recontextualised words apart from some. All my conclusions are made by myself with, the help of leo’s recontextualised volcabulary on self actualised.org. Thus allowing me to contemplate reality myself and have direct experience of the applied meaning at a recontextualised level.
  10. After infinite love hit consciousness, I couldn’t make distinctions anymore because I loved everything. Then I looked at my hands and my body and I couldn’t tell if they were real or illusions. It was just neither and both, i cant explain it. There’s no words to describe the consciousness of it. Could someone explain what’s happening ?
  11. IIII SEEE ENLGHTENMENT IS NOT TIME BOUND. meaning nothing AS nothing + something. Not nothing as nothing. They’re two different nothings. When we say nothing we’re talking about the absence of “something”, which is everything, but it’s a paradox because something is nothing. Like it’s the exact thing as saying form is formless and formless is form. YES I GET IT NOW. Total enlightenment is Possible in anyone’s lifetime because enlightenment itself! Is prior to all words, all symbols, and duality as well as all states of consciousness. It’s only one consciousness. That is the absolute truth. Do enlightened beings surrender themselves, without trying to figure out how god is doing all of it and that’s why they become totally enlightened per say. I’ve seperated the boundaries between having an ego and not now. The reason I ask is because when you come back to something from nothing. Under Leo’s teachings you use infinities. BUT HOW DO OTHER NON DUAL ENLIGHTENED BEINGS DO THIS WITHOUT KNOWLEDGE OF LEOS INFINITIES does it just get embedded into your non dual awareness, the more time you spend in it. TO BE honest after this omniscient state I’m starting to cognisise what it would be like, you would be totally enlightened Like your body would be moving on it’s own, your thoughts actions everything. Eventually the distinction between real and not real will vanish. Or physical and non physical, you would be in the middle. You would be completely timlesss, like the power of now is just a pointer. There is no now really to be honest, given how many infinities I used. I was in a pretty good state of omniscience. I’ve been slowly building it up in these two years without even knowing. You would be conscious of all the finite things and infinite things. Like the accumulation of all enlightenments possible. Infinite understanding is of the mechanism, but there’s infinite knowledge so you can get lost in the river work, infact it was probably easy to become enlightened back in the older days because you imagined less. Basically it’s what I said the uniting of all facets. I think before enlightened beings said it was a grace of god. But I’m not sure, the way Leo’s teachings are I could do this myself consciously up until the point I would hit one consciousness and I guess that’s the grace. Its literally how did god make this. But at some point while your omniscient you actually realise you are changing your own level of consciousness and it’s not happening for you.
  12. Yes yes I realised that in omniscience, there was the separation of consciousness from human conscious, then the rebuilding of god. It’s like every answer is contained in one bottle of juice, you just have to look at it long enough in higher consciousness realms. Like I realised Buddha could have looked at a piece of fruit and found all the infinities, you can literally look around you and say look there’s infinite intelligence once you are in god consciousness i cant explain it, but now I think about it.. I thought there are infinite number of infinities but there isn’t. Its also obviously to me after consciously going omniscience that my ego is trying to survive for my parents and family like always. Its psychological issues, of because they were so kind to let me trek up here, so I felt if my self left them, then it would be unfair lol. I’m merely curious about it then would like to drop all the way down Thats legit what made me realise it was real, the times I do go completely non dual for momments to get insight.
  13. @Conrad yeah lol that omniscience, maybe if you have already realised this, then it’s actually quick to go from non dual to omniscient. Still there’s no way to test it
  14. @Jkris dear jkris leo is infact saying new things in each of his videos that have never been explained before except for the mainstream spiritual teachings from previous spiritual masters most of your points relate to non dual enlightenment. Only the ones that have ground state god is everything. But do not underestimate the life lessons that previous enlightened beings never learnt because the democratics and libertarians weren’t around. The Buddha never travelled to many places. Similar Jesus life was never documented. It is possible through understanding of self that Buddha did infact develop a omniscient consciousness, I can agre to that. In his era, it was easy to figure out infinite love, perfection, imagination, power, eternity, peace, self deception, it is possible that he was conscious of that just by looking around at everything and hence he says he’s torally enlightened. But his teachings were only about nothing, the tradition he passed on was nothing. If he taught people perfectly then the highest consciousness state would be omniscience and we wouldn’t have non dual enlightened beings stating that Leo’s teachings are nothing but nothing. Still we can’t be sure, it’s pretty much proven under Leo. So id pretty much rather take him to be much more enlightened at a higher degree than our predecessors. The possibilities are as such 1) the teaching have got diluted and non dual beings are at a diluted form of what Buddha pericived to be total enlightenment. Still wintersolider says he experiences what Buddha experienced as total enlightenment and he does not talk about any of the omniscient states. 2) current YouTube enlightened beings are not teaching well enough or are not totally enlightened even at their non dual state and so they’re passing on mediocre enlightenments 3) Leo and all the mods are just letting me make a fool out of myself, knowing that the Buddha and Jesus did reach total omniscient consciousness but just isn’t saying 4) I am wrong and omniscient consciousness is part of nothingness 5) the Buddhist teaches would not emphasis the word illusion so much and this would the fault of diluted teachings by a decrease in enlightened states being inherited by people 6) all enlightened beings are omniscient in their consciousnes and claim this to be nothing. And that I am wrong and just behind. I think these cover most possibilities.
  15. @Keyhole thanks I’ll keep that in mind. I won’t be using words as you suggested just going back to my old self really lol, the bubble is always in the background, not maintaining it is maintaining it. Leaving full leeway to just be materialistic.
  16. @Keyhole lol I’m still in the middle of a war with non dualist. ? too bad I won overall after this post. So I can quit it now anyway, tbh I don’t intend to go further lol. It’s the life of existential lonliness for me, also, not a big fan of non dual enlightenment after Leo’s teaching me omniscience, it’s abit dry and lifeless, Id rather suffer than be enlightened non dually lol. A life in the godless material paradigm.
  17. @SerpaeTetra ohh I’m sorry you feel like that, it wasn’t my intentions to confuse people. Umm to be honest, your right, I never expected to have 3 awakenings in two days. Still it is what it is. What we can basically learn from this is consciousness changes drastically minutely, when you are trying to change the state of consciousness. I can assure you, I don’t have time for that lol. Nobody does, who would fake post an awakening lol. That’s too difficult for someone to predict what is above their current level of consciousness.
  18. @Nahm Yes you are right, I have realised once you are enlightened. Then where is there to go ?, your basically consciously creating your own reality. I still haven’t wrapped my head around it but once your god, then actualising god is the game. But first you need to be conscious of how you are god and get an insight into that just like with non dual enlightenment. I wonder how much of the god did you create and how much of it did Leo create for you ? I know it implies duality, but we’re on the same understanding. So I’m sure you will understand what I’m saying
  19. @Serotoninluv lolololololol I see it makes sense now. @SerpaeTetra lolololololol now I just believe in the total solipsism of god consciously. So it’s simple if i post the high quality response is going to benefit someone, somewhere aswell as my self. Still its more passion than anger. Not sure what i have to be angry about in this line of work. It’s great. Even fighting wars is fun for me. Also where would a psych get me lol, we’re talking about consciousness here not matters of the brain or mind. They don’t deal in that, mystics do.
  20. @Serotoninluv yes your right that’s true, for sure. I understand your warning . I guess I can already intuit that, omniscient is higher simply because Non dual enlightenment is like being brain dead. Whilst in omniscient you are everything but you are aware it’s also nothing. But now I understand it’s about consciously embedding it into your consciousness. But I feel like what I said is quite accurate. I want you to answer the question though.
  21. @Serotoninluv yes it’s a good reminder. However, it doesn’t answer my question. They are literally two different states. It doesn’t matter whether my human is contextualising the experience. In both enlightened states what the human does, does not matter to consciousness beyond human ego. However the level of understanding god is completely different. This is what I’m truing to work out using my human brain. To compare the two states, non dual enlightenment is like a 2 year old baby. And omniscient consciousness is like being a 50 year old man.
  22. @Guru Fat Bastard yes this is my experience with my recent awakening into non dual enlightenment. This is basically it. Is this where your current consciousness lies. If you know this much you must be enlightened. And by that I mean constantly aware of consciousness.
  23. @Leo Gura May you provide some advice on what the hell is what ? Then I drank some juice and I fell out of non dual enlightenment back to human dualistic form because I thought shit this drink taste hella nice. What the hell Leo man !
  24. Yup this is a non dual state, this is classical enlightenment. I’m conscious of nothing or mu. Omniscient consciousness was so much different. it was more rich with god than this. But then as I am typing this. I am also this, so I’m not the one typing. Consciousness is nothingness. IM SO CONFUSED LOL this feels total and feels like it is likely to contain omniscient consciousness than omniscient consciousness is likely to be this. It’s like omniscient would happen inside of nothingness. I feel like I understand every non dual being now lol. Infinite peace, infinite bliss, infinite consciousness , freedom from suffering lol. It all makes sense. Still lol the funny thing is we have to take into consideration that my base level of consciousness was reduced by like 1000- 10000 fold from omnipresent enlightenment. So it’s understandable that I’m only seeing non dual enlightenment now. Especially because I was conscious of god at a higher degree of enlightenment before. It’s easier to maintain. OKAY yes I’ve put this into perspective. This is like using no mind but even you can let your thoughts pass, you could let anything pass and you wouldn’t attach to it because you knew you werr consciousness. But this non dual enlightenment has nothing to do with how god works or even using language to work it out. Like the answer would simply be ohh that’s consciousness. But omniscient present is like, you are conscious of gods design. Like the whole of reality. Theyre very two different states. I’m not sure how they correlate.
  25. I can fucking love again! I know how to generate it from the source of my own being! whraopglhdptpdtisiysit i fucking love the whole universe because I fucking love myself as god! My infinite love was bland meek before because I only saw illusions and did apply sameness until my awakening! Now I know it’s real without a doubt! Infinite love from source baby! Not from the heart, not from attachment to people! Not from object or thing! Just fucking love from my own being especially triggered when I think how much I love reality and love life thank you nahm! No need for reiki classes after becoming omniscient I can send it anywhere and generate it anytime! Its from inside you love out and you love in. Its from outside you find limited love! Remember this people, love is real and an illusion. lolololol i waited two fucking years for this very moment! I knew all other love was limited! I know I would one day know what it is! Its been 1 and a half hours and it hasn’t stopped! I’m literally looking at a lamp and saying I fucking love you to it