Aakash

i commend the thought, but it sounds abit wishy washy given the current time period were in; but at the same time, i won't lie that its the perfect era to bring it in. in spiral dynamics green is the stage you kinda pass through however, its only easily passed once you understand the limitations, and right now people are adding dualistic terms against everything. so its perfect timing but also too early to embed into mainstream culture in my opinion, if your just looking at transforming the lives of lets say 300 people each year then i would say its viable, not sure about the free coaching. but on a mass scale we've still got a while to go. NOne the less, i do still like the idea

the map is not the territory; so anything ideologically created in the map i.e you should follow enlightenment to be happy is false ideology, but great insight!

paranormal/ psychic abilities is the next step no matter how i view it lol.

if ones of us dies , another one pops up- it's a never ending cycle. there is no death or even life lol, but the quest continues to know the self deeper and deeper. its like i once said, the bodisattvas come up with a foundation on lay for others- to reach the heavens. we are literally building a ladder to the inifnite which is probably why we have so many heirarchichal structures. we don't even know what were looking for - were just looking for the emotions of success and what not. but on a deeper level its like were self-actualising the infinite itself. a never ending search.. so everything is technically good. lol! so whats the point of stopping if your not going to set a foundations or help others reach heaven. so yes curiosity killed the cat, because there was either self-hate or hate from others in opposition to the idea of change. no matter what way i look at it- someone has to develop pshycic abilities and that will change the whole structure of humanity lol, so try to develop psychic powers if your going to do nothing but search for the infinite

its the stance i take with my vision to open up a school one day. the only thing we can do for eachother is give halocratic thinking and personal development together, nothing to do with actualisation and enlightenment at this current period of time. unfortunately any generation above the age of 14 is not viable for this type of academy because they are always stuck in their way and lack the sufficent knowledge to distinguish from ego vs non ego due to their own reality. so at best you can only learn to teach children below this age bracket to generate holcratic thinking to improve their chances of searching via curiosity. the same way in which we all do. this is the key feature here.. developing curiosity.. all other skills are to just complete this search. leo makes people take 5-MEO to develop curiosity. me as an individual i was just curious purely because nobody could find the answer and i just thought - right whats the hardest thing i can choose to do , just give that a try. in the end its a collective search for what to do next ... and the only way i think is through a young generation who can take resposibility from a young age.

its more like you haven't even seen the 10,000 humans, you think thats what you've seen. but its just yourself reoccuring over and over again with subtle differences i.e skin colour

i was watching your videos , your explaination of things is deep , straight cut and quite frankly cuts through quite abit of the mental load

what is your definition of ignorance?

@winterknight thank you

i'm not even sure what i assume these days, too much spiritual ego .

isn't the point , that there is meant to be no next!

i went into no thoughts silentness, and kept as awareness, it was peaceful beautiful and then i fell out. the awareness was neither the thing that is aware of itself there wasn't anything but awareness it wasn't even a state or mystical state it was just being , being awareness then i came home and ate and i completely lost awareness, i became - "i am eating"

@winterknight My ego self is the one that decides to relax and feels pretty lost. but in reality, things are just as is. its silent, no thoughts no nothing is what is happening to the enlightened self. that is the universal self. the true self. it has no identification to it because it is itself as awarness there are no words.

@winterknight pure awareness - it is awareness aware of itself its just silence, that is what i am.

@Jack River thank you for your help, i understand what your saying you explained it really well.

@winterknight i cannot locate the i there is no sense that feels like me anymore, if i try i am making it up, it is the remaining struggles left that are afraid of death, afraid of the peace and silence that will follow, for it won't exsist. i will relax thank you, bath in the silence until i completely surrender. thank you for your help

3a.so where am i on the path? i'm pretty lost, i understand i haven't fully surrendered to the emptiness/ nothingness. 3b. have i atleast caught glimpsed the whole ox or glimpsed a full enlightenment is what i would like to ask, but my opinion is there's no telling from another individuals prespective what i have experienced in my direct experience, you can only guide to what sounds right and what doesn't, because then theres no next steps but to embody it consciously to a mastery level, if i had to put it into an anology, i'm trying to create an imaginary ledge to stand on, on the mountain of nothing, because i'm lost in absolutely nothing. even the word enlightenment is not real, because it's pointing to this absolute nothingness which is not what my conceptual ideas of enlightenment were. but its very relieving and peaceful to know that its all an illusion, (well i say illusion, but its not even that, it's just nothing) 6. thank you 7. thank you

a video i watched just now can explain much better- i don't see awareness as an object, i don't have a thought about what it is. or possibly wil ever know/ grasp what it is. what do you think?

@winterknight 1. thank you 2. thank you 3. i had a mystical experience where i came to a realisation that everything was an illusion, awareness included from the perspective of the unawakened person, the reason being- to awareness there is no meaning to which action is being implied, there is no action infact, it doesn't exist. so whenever i come up with a question about it trying to understand where i'm at , none of them actually entail what it is i am talking about. when you answered question 6: this is what i really wanted answering because i realised last night that anything in reality relating to enlightenment is only relative to the unawaken person, as pointers lets say. none of it actually guides you to the truth until you have the correct realisation at some given point in time. my last reaisation was as i said everything is an illusion, i can't break it down further at all, nor put it into words just how empty i really mean it is. this is what i was trying to state, 4/5. thank you 6. so is that only to get people to the point of realisation 7. what i mean is we are pure awareness, really conditional love is only possible because of being human; so does that mean that unconditional love is also has the same issue, that its only said that you are love because you have are able to love, and you can do that through being a human but is this because we are human that this awareness in this form can love? or you could say i'm asking do animals and consciosuness itself love?

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@Jack River no it cannot; i can not love moment and not love the next so love has to be action but we can be mindful atleast, to make it more considerate?

1. have you transcended all emotions 2. are essential all questions regarding enlightenment useless, and why? 3. I know the truth, why is it that when i try to come up with a question about it, they have no response i am looking for, when i asked you specifically. tried attempts to come up with questions: 14 attempts failed:11 4. you do not exist, you are practically dead, what made you want to come to actualise.org to help people Answer: you did not come, and you did not go, you have neither arrived nor left 5. do you fear Answer: no there is nobody here 6. there is neither awakening nor unawakening, so is why do individuals say there is such a thing as awakening on the level of the mind and heart to people 7. you do not live in reality; would you say you live in your own reality therefore. because your reality is way off from other peoples. 8. do we have a heart and love because we are human in design @winterknight

@Jack River no @Serotoninluv i will learn to open myself up some more to experience the different flavours, time to move onto the next holy grail,

yes how to, i feel my heart already opening up through laughter lol