Bobby

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  1. YOU are the greatest master of all time
  2. Zen devilry plays a part even devils need a Master Song by Uncle Acid & the Deadbeats ”Death’s Door” I don't know what I hold in my hand Could it be that I'm evil? Plunder on theres no law in this land, The horror guides me through Masterer and subjector of pain I'm the Godder of worms Devil's Lieger controls the insane You'll see it when I'm through I'll hang you higher than before I'll leave you dying at death's door Overruller and slaver of blood She's impaled in the fire Fear of God drags her name through the mud And now her life's cut short Dominator and firmer of sins I'm the lord of the wastelands Bloody hammers and burning hot pins Her story shall be told I'm the juster and steerer of good As they lace my hand with gold I'll stand guard as she's nailed to the wood No truer man than me I'm the king and tormentor of all As I travel the cities Broken peasants and mayors shall call My blood lust never ends a fully enlightened being will do whatever is required to wake people around him or her up, keep that in mind. A guru is only a reflection of its student the only question: who is truly enlightened?
  3. David Carse, Martin Ball
  4. Yea you can literally sign up for courses online that’ll teach you how to develop various siddhis.
  5. Is 5 meo dmt really a magic pill to an abiding enlightenment, or just extreme mystical experiences?
  6. This blogger named Amara Strand is probably the most deeply enlightened person I know of. here are a few of her articles radical radical open mindedness required https://amarastrand.com/the-source-of-love/ https://modernawakenings.com/inedia-and-awakening/ https://amarastrand.com/i-am-the-teaching/
  7. @Aakash this idea of a “total” or “100%” enlightenment is most likely fualty. It probably continues forever even if the human brain reaches it’s hypothetical highest potential, evolution will produce brains with even greater capabilities
  8. This. At no point does someone go from being “not enlightened” to “enlightened.” It’s a gradual change people who haven’t awakened whatsoever generally don’t have any understanding of the infinite tiny shifts on the path
  9. @Moreira no. psychedelics change you permanently. I’ve only done mushrooms and I know that
  10. Just wondering who’s done Kriya Yoga for a year like Leo had suggested and what the results have been. i started about 3 weeks ago and have noticed that I have much less monkey mind and I wake up at 4 am naturally every day, among other things. my stack is: kriya bow *1 mahamudra *1 kriya pranayama *36 yoni mudra *3 5 mins of concentration sometimes twice, sometimes once a day
  11. Im a college student. I am working a job selling bug spray door to door this summer. The median earning for a first time salesman at this company is $9,000 a summer. I want to make $20,000.That means I have to make 165 sales in 3 months. Any good books or tips on door to door sales? Nootropics that would help?
  12. See this whole business of calling life a game is pretty silly I think. there is no “game.” It’s just life. And in life, we attempt to make decisions so that we may live happily, yes? well choosing to pursue awakening is one of those things that’ll guarantee you the most long term happiness. So you do it. It’s very simple. There is no “game.” That’s a dumb analogy.
  13. what: 2 dried grams of psilocybe cubensis where: my girlfriend’s apartment in silent darkness Welp, took my first trip! And what an experience it was. I learned a lot. Happened just a few hours ago, and I’m dying to share while it’s still fresh in my mind. Consider this a hot off the grill trip report. ;). I might make an updated version after I’ve integrated some more 1.) come up. Took the mushrooms whole with orange juice at around 11:30 pm. My girlfriend was about to leave to come home from a concert and her roomate was watching over me. Started feeling the effects at around the 20 minute mark. The first thing I noticed was that her room looked very pink- a nice salmon color. I listened to the John Hopkins psilocybin playlist and tried to relax as the come up was making me a bit anxious. about an hour in and my girlfriend makes it home, just in time for the peak to begin. I hop in bed with her and proceed to trip as she falls asleep beside me 2.) the peak before I get into describing the profound mystical experience I had, I would be remiss to not talk a bit about the visuals. It looked like I was in the damn jungle. My girl has popcorn ceiling and every single one of the dots morphed into an ant, all crawling around holding little leaves the way they do. It was absolutely incredible. The closed eye visuals were ridiculous: One image that sticks out is my own body, a lifeless corpse, spread out on the jungle floor, teeming with maggots and tiny mushrooms. Being digested by the earth and feeding new life. Now for the awakening experience. I went into a deep trance, to the point of not being able to tell whether I was awake or dreaming and having no sense of time or space. Any time the ego voice would attempt to assert itself waves of energy would mobilize to disintegrate it. I became directly conscious that I was God and that I was creating every experience through pure being, like Leo and others have described, but my mind interpreted it in a distinctly feminine way. I was, literally, the mother of creation and my womb was an emptiness which contained everything. I felt an immense love for my creation, an immense desire to comfort all those who hurt. And overwhelming love filled my being as I held all of existence within my womb. Truly incredible ego shattering experience. And evidence I think that you don’t need a high dose to have a profound trip.
  14. @Paul92 enlightenment isn’t about not having a sense of self.
  15. There is no such thing as falsehood delusion or ignorance, nor people. theres just experience you silly goose
  16. Howdy. Any of y’all who read my last post know im preparing for my first trip ever! One thing I want to ask before I trip though, is are people who’ve already had awakenings affected more by psychedelics? My plan is to take 2 grams of mushrooms, that probably wouldn’t be an earth shattering experience for the average person but for me I think it might be. So I had the thought that I should go even lower, maybe 1.5 grams people who took moderate doses of psyches after already having nondual experiences, do you think they affected you more than is typical of that dose?
  17. Is what you mean that it will not be more intense in terms of auxiliary effects like visuals or confusion, but that it’s more likely to result in ego death?
  18. @Serotoninluv gotcha. based on this 2 grams sounds perfect. Yes I want the full blown awakening :). But also not something that could be too much to handle