Freakrik

I take 0,25 gram of cannabis. Meditating on that is intense. Small doses i feel Very Very Good when meditating. But high doses. That is intense

I would Love to explore consciousness. But i am afriad of 1. Entering realms with suffering. I Don't want to suffer (i talked to a man who said he went to Hell. Most painfull thing on this earth + 1 level) afriad to get an heartattack. I have looked up my hearts. No problems. But it stilla Feels like i am gonna have an heartattack. I am semi tripping on Taking high förses of weed. It can get trippy. Not to intense. But still

So my next lifes Will be based on a dice roll?

@Leo Gura Leo said in his video That when you die It's like nothing could ever disdrub you ever again, But then in the god video you Will be reborn. As Mby a brid or something. Well what is true. I Don't want to be in that State forever. I don't want to live 100000 mediocre lifes. I want to live Many happy lifes. Like a movie. How can i choose the life i want when i die?

Wait. Are you telling me that i could have total power over this world? Tbh.... i Don't want to have god like powers. Yeay it would be cool to have gravtions powers... But i like begin human. So this is not me wanting to have god like powers. But in theory How lucid do i need to become. How Long? And How much power would i have at the end?

Is there any way out of such a realm? Btw is there Any way to chose the next life realm?

I think he meant like in a dream if you know you are dreaming you can start to change the dream reality. Can we do tje same thing with the life dream?

@leo But Leo you said there can not be a limit to reality. But if No one can get stuck in a Hell realm with suffering that are 100000000000000000000000000000000x times of the most painfull thing on earth forvever. Well that is a limit. How do you explain That. Btw if god is having those dreams. Does it mean i Will experience being luke skywalker, darth vader, superman, deadpool etc because that would be super cool

If there is a 0.1% Btw @Leo Gura i talked to a Christian who told me he had Done i think it was lsd in the past. He said he had enter a Hell realm. The most painfull thing on this earth. Add a level tp that. Maxed out all the time. He had screamed god to destroy him (he was atheist at the time) that Sounds horrible

I fear Pain. My friend just tried pepperspray. He told me he does not Wish that Pain on his worst enemie. @Preetom i kinda understand you. But if i want to spend 1000 years in Hell. Is it something i can't abort if i can't stand it?

@Leo Gura When i die and reborn. And there is 0,1 chance i get stuck in Hell forever. If i hit that 0,1% chance. Does it mean i get stuck in there?

no "your life is Hell" my life is 0,1% as bad as a real Hell. Leo said god wants to experience everything. Can't let go of Hell, @Leo Gura you said god is reincarnating himself all the time. So if Hell is 0,1 chance. After 1000 lifes, Rip me

One of the them told me he had Done psycadelics and told me he had seen Hell. "Think about the most painfull thing on earth. Add on a level to that. Think about that being maxed out all the time" at the time he was an atheist. He had screamed "god destroy me!" Leo had said god are always reincarnating himself. If there is 0.1% chance i end up in Hell. Well after i haves lived 1000 lives i prop end up there. I fear the Pain and the suffering. And i Don't want to here "there is No you" "your life is Hell" this is about me not being stuck in a lava pool forever unable to die. Just feel the pain

I have before in my life felt happy without having a reason for it. (for example weed) and it felt inauthentic. There was no reason for me to feel that way. Something was off about that happiness, And that made me hate it. is this inauthentic happiness?

Lol i want to create a website about Influence and selling. Traveling and gaming. Try to become my best at game. Living in a Cabin in the woods. Taking the girls i connect with to my cabin (Sounds creppy ?) having fun memories with my friends. There is not really a specific outcome there. I just let the chips fall where They may. I want to earn money so i can travel and game. But i want to live simple. Like Leo said.