Sempiternity

Well, Infinity is a never-ending deeper levels of Self, so Leo sharing his deeper and deeper levels of understanding of himself is understandable, and for me someone sharing their Awakening experiences, when most people are too scared to even try Awakening, is quite welcome.

Facebook groups based on this specific subject. Each group can have tens of thousands to hundreds of thousands of people greatly invested in that specific subject. Join them all, make a presence, then subtly share what you offer to your group.

This a very black and white way of thinking about human sexuality, where it's waaaay more complex than that. That's why they call it a 'spectrum' of sexuality. For instance, I find men very attractive, but not sexually. I'll see an attractive man and say "damn he's hot!", but I have zero desire to have sex with him. Another example is one of my best friends. He likes to make out with men (I do not), but he has zero interest in having sex with them. Sexuality is not just what you want to put your dick into. Sexuality is complex, and people can be so different to each other in terms of what they're in to, so putting people into a box of either straight or gay is somewhat of an ignorant viewpoint in my opinion.

Not necessarily. To alot of Women, this would make you more attractive, as it means you are High Value, and can get any Women you want, so she might feel you're a 'catch', and will want to earn your attention, or 'win' you over the other girls you're flirting with.

Beyond that, I would suggest moving. Wherever you live, you can pack up and start over somewhere with a higher spiral dynamic stage. I liver surrounded by the most beautiful loving people, that are full of joy, constantly celebrate life with each other, and support each other. You can find that too. Don't settle for a bad environment. Move where you jive more with those around you.

.... wait, what?? If you bring up sex with minors randomly in a sentence about your deepest desire, then you my friend want to have sex with minors. Get therapy please before you hurt yourself or others.

I looked all over the Actualzed.org page and did not see anything anywhere on where one can download the videos as MP3s. Can anyone guide me on where they're located?

I've done about 10 Ayahuasca ceremonies. Some with Navaho Native Americans, some with Shamans from Mexico. I regretted it every single time. Saying I'd never do it again, but would come back, thinking it would be different if I tried it again. Only thing I got out of it, was thousands of dollars lighter ($200 a night, and they suggest 3 to 4 nights). The biggest downside is distractions. I can't go deep in a room filled with 30 people making noise, puking, crying, talking, and their very presence. And most Shamans hesitate to give you enough to really go deep, cause they do not want to deal with it if it goes south. Leo is right, trip alone or with a trip sitter, devoid of any distractions. Doing these group things is for ego, not for breaking through/Awakening.

I don't need to attend a Mormon convention to know I wouldn't get anything out of it.

I've had both. Some easy transition into the light/oneness, and one bufo experience that was the worst experience of my life. Again, the key is to surrender. And to not give up, if you do have a bad experience. Keep going. As Leo says, it can take hundreds of trips to experience Awakening.

It's all about surrendering or not/ If you are able to let go and surrender when you are "dying", then it will be the most profound, blissful experience. If you hold on and fight it, it can be a nightmare. So key is, when you feel like you are losing yourself, dying, you have to say 'fuck it, this the end, I may not be coming back, and I'm okay with that''.

True, but possibly if one was tortured to the point of their mind gave up, where the pain and agony was just too much to bear, and at that point dying was more favorable to the pain, then maybe there'd be no resisting and they'd be ready to Awaken.

It's a cult of gullible people, who have been brainwashed by a corporation that has made billions of dollars off their ignorance, based on a failed science fiction writer con man, who openly admitted he could make more money starting a religion, based on one of his scfi-fi stories. There's nothing of value here, but sadness that this exists.

I once wrote a short story based on the concept of what would happen if one tortured other people as a way to waken them. Ego doesn't want to surrender to death on its own, so what if someone tortured you to the point of just wanting to die, and at that point they'd be ready to surrender. Would someone thank you for an Awakening, the most blissful, most loving, most profound, most significant thing one can experience, even if you tortured them to get there? Do the ends justify the means? That was the point of the story.

Take full responsibility. Absolutely no blame. Let go of being right. Acknowledge what you did, where you were out of integrity with this person, and where you were not your word. Acknowledge the impact you think it's had on them, you, and the relationship. Ask them what the impact it was on them. Then ask them if there is anything they need to say, to be complete on this matter. Listen. Don't talk, just listen. Show them you understand what they are communicating to you. Acknowledge you understand. Recite back to them what they said, to show you understand how they feel. Give your word to them. Reestablish integrity. Make a mental note on this incident, what you gave your word to, so that you can avoid anything like it in the future, and can maintain your integrity with this person, and they can trust you.

Everything that is being experienced is consciousness. Consciousness is God. Everything within consciousness is the same thing. It's all one, all 'people' and all 'things', are being imagined within consciousness. Doesn't matter what is occurring within consciousness, as it's all being imagined, now, by consciousness, which is God's imagination. Tell other people about God, go camping in the woods, talk to a unicorn, it's all equal, as it's all consciousness, all God's imagination. Equally unreal/real, equally something /nothing, equally meaningful/meaningless.

What is Nirvana? A great grunge band from the 90s

**I'll start this by saying I am a licensed and insured professional. Do not even try to attempt this yourself** I've been a professional Fire Performer for about 20 years. At events I started to do a form of fire performance, called 'Fire fleshing', where I would light parts of people's bodies on fire. I never charged for this, did it just for fun. This brings a great amount of joy to literally everyone who sees this form of art. People have spent their whole life avoiding being lit on fire, and here they can now be lit on fire, safely, and they just light up (pun intended) with excitement. A photographer friend wanted to start doing photoshoots of this. After about a year of doing fire photoshoots together, we decided to start charging for them. We charge anywhere from $500 to $10,000, depending on if it's a solo shoot or a corporate event. We are planning on doing ComicCon events, where we can pull in around $50,000 for a weekend. We continue to expand our business ideas, and have nothing but fun doing it. We can be fully creatively expressed, and make some good money doing so, and meet some awesome people along the way. I'm posting this here as an example that anyone can start a business doing literally anything. If I can start a successful business lighting people on fire, you can start your own business doing what you are most passionate about. Hope this is inspirational for you to start your dream business. https://www.instagram.com/flamefriends/?hl=en * Each model has signed a release form to use these images for any purpose.

Just learned today we got accepted into the most prestigious art show in our state. Second year in a row. They get thousands of submissions from all over the world each year, and are only able to accept about 10% of submissions, so quite the honor. Things are taking off!

Psychodelics < Psychedelics

Yes It's all Mind. It has no substance, only the appearance of it. Something and Nothing are the same thing. Call it whatever you want, it's just one thing, your imagination. All there is is Now. It's predictable, because you imagine it to be so. You imagine the future, as a thought Now, based on a Past you are also imagining Now.

There is no you. You are imaginary. You (the imaginary character) are within consciousness, which is God's imagination. The confusion is the definition of 'You". There is only One, and You (God) are it.

Everything within consciousness if God's imagination. If it's not being imagined within consciousness, it does not exist, as it's not being imagined. Look right now at what is and is not within consciousness.

That's the point. You are trying to get to that point of feeling like you're going to die. Then you surrender to death. That is what an Awakening is.