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In other words after a lot of work this becomes your natural defence mechanism to cope bad feelings and situations that nobody can handle.This is your power, if everything fall into place you are becoming superhuman for a while through the wisdom and your mental power.

You are aware of your senses and you focus on the real senses the outer not the inner fantasy that creates illusory feelings and false senses.You focus on reality and oppress the inner shit.By this way you live in a forced nirvana but there must be something forcing you to refocus in reality something like a really bad feeling.

You have to stop feeding the existence of the ego.Pleasure feeds the ego and keeps it alive.If you don't discipline your stomach and your genitals you cannot control-observe your mind with enough power to destroy the ego.There are more obstacles but these are the most important rules in my opinion to become way more spiritual.Leo's enlightenment videos are needed and 3 type of meditation:self inquiry, mindfulness and the original method after a while you have to force the mind to meditate the mindfulness way in your everyday life.Thats when you have the insane gains!!!

Satan is the ego.You have to destroy it through meditation diet and no masturbation.Enlightenment means you win the satan.

Well watching porn in lsd gives me some understanding about the sexual behaviour and the human being in general.But you get way more gains closing your eyes in your bed and getting out of your body experiences.

Suicide is a very egoistic action!!!It's the opposite of enlightenment.

They can see your spiritual development through your behaviour.For example, good questions, calmness, love, self control and tons of things yogis can understand and we can't.

It would be nice leaving the town but don't believe that you will turn enlightened, your mind will always follow you even if you go to a cave.Remember that you can achieve the state you wish within the town.I don't know what type of town it is.Check a place with silence and nature it doesn't have to be a monastery.If you want to go on monastery that's great.Just keep in mind that maybe it's not like you have imagined it and after some years or months you may want to return to the town.The psyche changes.

I recently tried lsd.It was not like I imagined.It changes the way you perceive your self, I had weird feelings about myself.I describe the experience as something different, something you have never felt again in your life, it was a feeling.There was distortion like elasticity...movement in the sense of vision.The colors where brighter and some changes in the size of objects I was able to handle the trip alone no problem.You are conscious that you are on the drug or that you are alone, locked in your house, knowing what you are doing.Start by little.For example take half of the blotter if you want to start with lsd.Check how much time takes to kick in and when it starts to peak.The second time if you aren't satisfied with the half dose take a little bit more and wait until the time it starts showing the effects.If it's weak take more within one and a half hour.Keep in mind that day by day use your tolerance to the substance increases and you need more and more to have the same intensity trip as before.Lsd is not something crazy in normal doses don't worry you are not going mad unless you start with 2 strong blotters xaxa, but that's not a rule everybody is different.Try to check if it's original lsd, not other substance(nbome or other stuff).In higher doses it will be you that will discover how it feels.Nobody can fully describe it it's an experience of altered perception.good luck

It looks like that to everybody.I am not an exception i believe i have free will and i exist but i know back in my mind its an illusion from my previous enlightenment experience.And its pretty difficult to grasp this and you don't have to...everythink look like you have free will and continue with it.Just keep it in the back of your mind to understand it fully when you will be ready.

Allright i have not found similar threads in the forum and i had some weird feelings and insights in front of mirrors.I have had 2 trips with lsd until now.In my first trip i was standing in front of a full body mirror and i was looking me in the eyes.I was trying to see inside my soul through my eyes as i am doing the same thing sober.It was fucking scary i saw a lot of darkness.I really don't know what exactly scared me.Maybe it was the form of my face from the hallucinations but i am not sure.In my second trip i was in front of the mirror and again i tried to see through my eyes inside my soul, it wasn't that scary the second time, i saw something really interesting focusing in my eyes.I felt an entity that is always there without judging, completely silenced and neutral that just is there and exists inside my eyes and is present .I guess maybe its my higher self.The truth is that i have weird feelings in front of the mirror that i do not like.What is your experience with mirrors?I think its not for everybody, after the first trip i had a trauma looking me deep in the eyes sober.Now i am okay after the second trip(7 days later)

There is no free will.But we cannot grasp this shit.Everything looks like we can control everything.Look right left up down.Move your fingers, it looks like you are doing it, It looks like your will exist.Just keep it in the back of your mind you need tons of work to see this truth its paradoxical its impossible for our mind to fully understand it.You have to take your life seriously and feel that you can do everything and you are the one that can change it.After this if you are lucky you may grasp that you don't exist and everything has been pre-programmed.

All right I think there are a lot of people facing the same problem.After an intense enlightenment experience when you truly see the real truth you may return egoistic after a year for example.And I mean the mindset that says that you achieved something that other people can't which is partially true but it's wrong thinking like this.And the other illusion that now you know.I saw extraordinary things during enlightenment experience but I can't experience them any more I just know them as the theory.So I want a video making me understand the illusion of real knowledge I think I have.The superiority feeling that a lot of us may struggle after this extraordinary understanding of the self.

Man it's Leos list.All of them are great you just have to find the one that suits you the most just pick the one that excites you.As for yoga, go in action, you have to try it in a certified yoga school.

Well I can't call it bad trip.This feeling isn't good but it comes and goes in the hole Peak of the trip.I can't call my trips blissful or joyful.My lsd experiences are neutral with some new interesting changes in perception and some bad feelings.It feels like I can't stand this shitty emotion like my soul suffers and want to go out but it goes away after 5-10 seconds.

Hello warriors.First off I want to give my thanks and support to Leo as this is my first post.I had a pretty intense enlightenment experience 2 years ago that changed my life.But my neurosis keep going and I decided to grow a cannabis tree that destroyed me a little bit.I was smoking to much, it was really high in thc it was a skunk strain.I forgot everything about enlightenment I was full of paranoia greed fear and sadness.I almost had a psychotic experience.Now my question is about LSD.I was always following Leo's advices and psychedelics are no exception.I had two trips with lsd and I had a pretty weird feeling during the trip, it was coming in waves and it had impact in my facial expressions.My eyes would be wide open like a psychopaths my jaw also was moving weirdly and if someone was there to stare at me for sure he would have been freaked out.Is it normal having these waves of strong emotions?I am scared about schizophrenia, but I want to mention that lsd doesn't give me schizophrenic characteristics after the use like cannabis did.does anybody alse have these facial expressions during LSD?I wasn't able to find information in internet.(I do not take psychiatric drugs or cannabis)

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OK thanks.I was alone in both trips I am just scared of insanity because that was the way my face looked.I was able to handle two blotters and I had some new questions and insights.You need strong trips to understand, you have to loose the touch with your body.I ate one and a half and no visuals with closed eyes or serious insights.I was taking antipsychotics until 3 months ago and they made me wanting to suicide during the use and when I stopped them for a month, it wasn't without reason I have serious health issues.I was taking them because I was smoking to much cannabis and almost had a psychotic episode so the doctor gave them to me to stop using cannabis easier and organize my thought again.I had never felt the same urge to kill myself before the medication so I am giving the responsibility to the antipsychotic(zyprexa,the higher suicide rate for antipsychotic).Now I am off 3 months and I don't have these feelings.The only time I had schizophrenic behaviour was with cannabis but it was not real schizophrenia just some mutual symptoms during the use.I have these scary expressions because of the scary and unpleasant feeling that last about 10 sec.I was controlling the trip(i believe) and I have the same feeling with smaller doses but with the higher dose I had the insights and more intense the unpleasant feeling.I will stick with 2 blotters no higher.Does anybody also have strange feelings, coming in waves every 5-10 minutes?After the use my mind is all right no problems with memory paranoia or organization , the problems coming from cannabis use.