Preety_India

•••••••••••••••••••••••••••••••••••••••• ••••••••••••••••••••••••••••••••••••••••••••••••••••••••••••••• Hey Buttercup, I feel like I'm in the "sorting myself out" stage of my life. I'm curious where my direction leads me. I have learned enough that I can move on in a fixed direction. I have stuff figured out. It's like I'm on the last leg of my journey socially and emotionally. I don't think I got much more to learn. I munched on enough stuff. I have gathered all my thistles. It's time for me to kinda move on and start with new plans. I have reached a calmer state intellectually. The curiosity isn't killing me anymore. But I'm still in a bit of a limbo. Because all directions still are in the process of planning. I have figured out at least half of my journey so there's that that I'm happy about. The other half will gradually fix itself as time moves on. But I'm still putting a lot of effort into fixing a few bolts here and there. It's getting there, it's getting there.

I feel like I'm in the "sorting myself out" stage of my life. I'm curious where my direction leads me. I have learned enough that I can move on in a fixed direction. I have stuff figured out. It's like I'm on the last leg of my journey socially and emotionally. I don't think I got much more to learn. I munched on enough stuff. I have gathered all my thistles. It's time for me to kinda move on and start with new plans. I have reached a calmer state intellectually. The curiosity isn't killing me anymore. But I'm still in a bit of a limbo. Because all directions still are in the process of planning. I have figured out at least half of my journey so there's that that I'm happy about. The other half will gradually fix itself as time moves on. But I'm still putting a lot of effort into fixing a few bolts here and there. It's getting there, it's getting there.

They didn't really steal it. They just got there before you lol. Next time be quick ok There are always plenty of ways you can give to society, who does it really doesn't matter, whether it's you or someone else. It's not so much about credit (credit seeking is an ego thing beware), it's about service. Be glad that people still want to serve humanity

A couple of things Keep clear cut boundaries Be honest with what you want Attract the kind of people you want Stick with your plans and goals Sometimes you might want to compromise with people that you regularly talk to. It won't look "proper" to ignore what they want to talk about yet you get to say all you want and they have to listen. I mean they're not your robots. Communication is a two way street. Being clear, open and empathetic will attract similar vibes from the other side.

I really don't look at social media as a dopamine device. Frankly social media is where Iearned everything that I learned without walking into dark alleys. Social media is a huge boon for people to connect and quickly spread information. I have known the kind of things I have known over the last few years and I would have never known such things if I was simply interacting with people on the street, social media is such a huge box of knowledge. You're hugely underestimating social media.

•••••••••••••••••••••••••••••••••••••••• ••••••••••••••••••••••••••••••••••••••••••••••••••••••••••••••• I'm slowly creating the format for the future. I'm going to refer to myself either as Cupcake/Buttercup for the rest of my life. I'm tired of my own name. It has been overused and sometimes misused. I have largely kept everyone on block except a few people that I trust. I'm more of a recluse. I don't like this kind of interference in my journal.

•••••••••••••••••••••••••••••••••••••••• ••••••••••••••••••••••••••••••••••••••••••••••••••••••••••••••• I have to work on myself seriously. This new diagnosis has been excellent. I have got so much inner work cut out for me now. •⊱⊱⊱⊱✸⊰⊰⊰⊰••••••••••••••••••••••••••⊱⊱⊱⊱✸⊰⊰⊰⊰• .

•••••••••••••••••••••••••••••••••••••••• •••••••••••••••••••••••••••••••••••••••••••• I was able to hold a stable mental space today. I felt better. This technique worked at least for today. I remember calling myself buttercup in few of my entries. I have realised that extroversion won't work for me. I'm an introvert naturally I tried being an extrovert. It just doesn't work. https://www.actualized.org/forum/topic/76797-i-deserve/?do=findComment&comment=1065519

When you rely more and more on your heart to take decisions, you become more intuitive with time. That's how I became intuitive. I did it as a child. Now my intuition is pretty solid.

This is hilarious.

Media is set up by people. It's not who is running the media but who is using the media. People on media have opinions. Unfortunately, some of the opinions are toxic. But you cannot really do much about it since there is freedom of thought. You can't change people's thoughts. The change has to be from within and cannot be enforced.

Today mental space Work on that inner chaos and set yourself free.

With fame also come a lot of blunders and problems. Best is to not to be attached to fame. This need exists in you to fill a void. Fix that void and you won't have this urge.

That's not a non liberal position. Biden is signing it.

Oh wow that's awesome bunch of suggestions. Noting down every point. Thanks for taking the time for the elaborate response. Very informative.

Do you mean to say find more men and see if I find a match ?

I didn't get you. Are you in favor of the bill being passed or are you against the bill?

I don't get you. If the bill is not passed, and if children come to know about "being gay" through media and this can cause them gender and sexuality related confusion. How would such confusion be good for kids?

This bill is necessary. Why should kids have to know about gender and sex? We don't tell kids about male and female either. It's something they learn on their own. Obviously as they mature into teenage, they will be exposed to the knowledge of gender and sexuality. So the bill makes sense?

@Raze Matthew hussey is hot.

@Jacob Morres she was the cutest child like girl in them, at the beginning I thought he would choose her and I finally saw that he chose her, that doesn't take rocket science that she looks cute so he already had her in mind. But no thanks lol.

I have found a technique to further work on this mental space, a more organic one. Associate an emotion with this mental space Like Mental Space Freedom Mental Space Peace Mental Space Joy Mental Space Comfort Mental Space Relief Mental Space Responsibility Mental Space Openness Mental Space Attachment Mental Space Security Mental Space Love Mental Space Intimacy Mental Space Trust Mental Space Vulnerability Mental Space This technique helps to bring more intimacy to the mental space

I think whatever makes you secure and happy that is only ultimate freedom. In suffering there is no freedom or at least not worth having

Offending and shaming people in a personal way is not called freedom of speech Saying that they want to create a list of people to Shame them around the forum is not called freedom of expression, it's basically called shaming using the guise of truth. Bullies on the internet often use the term truth to target a person's sensitivities. Also there is something called as decency? I won't keep hammering my truth down someone's throat when I can clearly see its negatively impacting them, what am I gaining by sponsoring my truth if the other person's thoughts don't align with it. Isn't it condescending to keep imposing your truths that the other person doesn't agree with. How is that creating harmony to force someone to align with your truth when they have an opposite perspective? Even if i wanted to criticize someone I would do that perhaps once or twice and leave them alone after that. Constant criticism is unhelpful and almost looks like invalidating a person for upping your own ego but it causes psychological harm to the other person. There is line to how much you want to keep pushing the truth to the point it almost becomes unempathetic. The bottomline is there is no arbiter of truth especially when something that you say about someone is personal