Preety_India

He is just perfect for me. But I want to be able to love him. I want to make him feel loved. I need to improve my behavior. I need to learn from my past relationship mistakes I just want to be a good girlfriend I. Don't want to piss him off. I don't want him to ever feel bad about me. This is serious and if I want a man to really bond with me then I need to be nice to him and stop with my idiot behavior. I always have this fear that my bpd will always drive my man away. I'm so damn attracted. Everything feels surreal.

I want to be the best woman for him. He drives me crazy. I can live with him forever.

So yea.... my main goal is to mentally and emotionally attract a man and keep him I want to be his ideal woman.. I want to satisfy him. I want to experience this deep deep intimacy with a man.

isn't this just sexual attraction A relationship is all about sex?????? I don't think so. I want to attract a man emotionally, morally and mentally. That's the main focus. Sex is obvious and I don't particularly lack in that department. Lots of men are attracted to me sexually. That's why I'm not looking for sexual attraction. But mental and emotional attraction. I want to be able to attract and keep a man mentally and emotionally. Most men want sex with me (I mean the men who are interested in me, but I'm looking for more) Sex alone is not satisfying to me. I might be sexually attracted to a man. But at the end of the day, if I can't mentally and emotionally attract him, then what's the point really.

@Hardkill isn't this just sexual attraction A relationship is all about sex?????? I don't think so. I want to attract a man emotionally, morally and mentally. That's the main focus. Sex is obvious and I don't particularly lack in that department. Lots of men are attracted to me sexually. That's why I'm not looking for sexual attraction. But mental and emotional attraction. I want to be able to attract and keep a man mentally and emotionally. Most men want sex with me (I mean the men who are interested in me, but I'm looking for more) Sex alone is not satisfying to me.

Anyway. I need to dress up nice.. Do makeup Those are just the general stuff I want to connect with a man both sexually and mentally. I want to be a better woman for him.

I'm generally attracted to the following zodiac signs Aries Taurus Pisces (glitch in the matrix, couldn't you find someone better, I'm a Pisces after all) Taurus is a big attraction for me. Cancer (sometimes) Scorpio (this one knows me too much for me to not be able to spy on them ya know) Virgo (perfect because they are so gentle with me) Capricorn (okayish, I never really met a capricorn) Sagittarius (no way, cross it and take them off the list, bad match) Aquarius (they might make me insecure) Leo (Leo is super boring to me)

I have realized that a man is very important to me.

Okay I need to work on being a good woman if I really need to be able to keep a man. With my bpd issues, it might be impossible but not everything is lost. I can still work hard on this. It's worth doing it This is a good one for it. https://www.actualized.org/forum/topic/79985-how-to-attract-a-manmen/

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@Hardkill but there's a key difference. It's seduction versus attraction. Seduction is trying to seduce. Attract is trying to be a good fit. Do you see the difference? I want to do things that attract a man/men. I'm not trying to be a stripper.

What integrity? Isn't he transphobic?

Do it from your heart but also have your heart in the right place.

The irony. It defeats the whole purpose of spirituality when you are looking for something better.

The progress of this dork

I have decided that I am not going to be talking to anyone. It only leads to more trouble. Yes I always needed clear communication.

I made a few friends last week. It made me feel better. I have been talking to my mom about certain things. Issues etc Things seem in control after many many days.

No personal questions please if you can.

Nice. What signs will a guy give if he is interested in me?

Sending some love to all the mods. Modding a place is very tough. Tougher than any job.

Is China entering a war with Sweden and Finland?

But pedophile thoughts are bad thoughts.

A health book

I don't hate Indians, let's be clear about that at the get go. But I'm sick of Indian communities wherever I go. There are legitimate reasons for this. They are extra extra smart and meanwhile there's nothing wrong with being smart, but this attitude of always topping others, hyper competitiveness and this oversmart mentality and behavior causes them to become hard nosed and judgmental and reject anything that doesn't fit their success doctrine in life. It feels very reductive, hurtful. Most Indians would actually agree with the Right Wing US mentality if you asked them. I don't see any empathetic understanding in Indians. If you asked a regular Indian guy what does he think of a single mother looking to date then his immediate response would be that she is baggage and that it's all her fault that she chose the wrong person or didn't have better judgement. Now I'm not saying that all Indians are this way but this is just an example of their judgemental nature of the overall social psyche of Indian communities.

Seriously what kind of a girl will Stab. Even on my worst days I probably felt like slapping a guy across his face or tearing off his shirt but stabbing no way. I might have pushed a guy off me at the most. Or cursed at him