Preety_India

@egoeimai hehe

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I felt better after talking to to the psych

The problem is that the constitution cannot allow this Nothing can save Trump He is too deep in the trench now.

I love this quote.

Isn't this Timothee Chalmete

His kaliyug rants are extreme. otherwise shalom shalom.

So these are the conversations between me and the psychologist. She is female

Yesterday I saw a specialized doctor and these were the conversations between me and her. So far she has been helpful. She told me to choose a safe place if I feel like acting out on my suicidal plans. So I told her my safe place was my garden where I usually sit under a tree. This is how the conversation went. So far I feel this psychiatrist/psychologist is fine. I told her that I don't want to be put on any psych drugs or meds. Do you think this will help me? Do you find this psychologist to be a good one?

So I've been chatting with my psychiatrist on my message box/Skype chat. And I'll be posting our conversations so far.

Multi-Awareness and Emotional Assessment Daily Test. Timestamp included. Emotional assessment worksheet (Taken from a website) What's your name? Preety. What are your general goals? Health, work, study How is your day so far? Not good. How did you feel when you woke up today? Better than yesterday. Did you eat breakfast? Yes. Did you sleep well? Yes Are you feeling depressed or upset? Not really. But I'm still overall gloomy. How do you feel right now? And why do you feel that way? I feel bad because everyday feels like a struggle to get anything done. I don't feel the motivation. Are you calm right now? A bit. What is something you did today that you'd love to do every day? Tending garden. What do you know today that you didn't know yesterday? To be stronger and stop toxic people Are you feeling emotionally tensed or vulnerable/sensitive right now ? Why/why not ? Yes. Because I had a bad day yesterday. What is the one thing that you'd like to get done today? Cook good food. How is your progress with your daily goals so far? Not good. Did you get your work done? Do you feel motivated enough? No. Do you feel you're focused enough ? No. How do you plan to get your work done? By focusing hard. How are you dealing with traumatic thoughts /memories today? Trying to distract myself. How has your day been ? Can't tell right now because it's morning. The day has just begun. Are you coping well? No. Do you think you're in the right direction? A bit. But I want my direction more refined. What do you expect for tomorrow? To get my work done faster and be on track and healing of my trauma.

Daily Awareness Check in (to be repeated every hour) 1.What where you doing before the thread was opened? Anything important? I was tending and pruning the garden in the morning. 2. How did you get there? walking. 3. Do you really know if you were doing anything before opening this thread? Yea. 4. If applicable, what did you block out to focus on the check in? I decided to remind myself. I was distracted by the forum for some time. 5. Am I dreaming? No.. I'm wide awake and I slept well last night.

seeking_brilliance Breathe in slowly and deeply. Your bated breath and the golden light of love floods every cell, wrapping you in a warm and fuzzy blanket. 10. ? 9. ? 8. ? 7. ? 6. ? 5. ? 4. ? 3. ? 2. ? 1. ? CLICK HERE .... And now let it all go. Breathe and relax, gently returning to the familiar world. To complete this check in, think back to what you were doing right before this thread was opened. Each time you perform this daily awareness check in, please answer the questions below by leaving a comment: 1.What where you doing before the thread was opened? Anything important? 2. How did you get there? 3. Do you really know if you were doing anything before opening this thread? 4. If applicable, what did you block out to focus on the check in? 5. Am I dreaming?

Singed into the forum just now Timestamp December 16, 9.30am. *signed.

@DeepSpace thank you

@Flowerfaeiry do you imagine that a poor obese sick old person is magically going to turn healthy? Shouldn't the last resort be to tell them to be at home or wear a mask and social distance? Your health is your responsibility. Government cannot babysit each and every person. Government will send out basic protection guidelines applicable to all. That's all government will ever do.

@PurpleTree omg. Dr Valter Longo and Director of Longevity . Why is this thing making me laugh so hard lol!!

Do you apply this same logic to Big Pharma and their meds?

So I want to do this daily awareness exercise I will combine it with some daily emotional assessment exercises. All mixed up.

@AlexNillson88 thank you. I'm trying to feel better each day. @Mu_.. Yes. Thanks for the input. @Madhur thanks for the great tips. I'm looking into stress relief.

Not at all. Because it's important that not only you but everyone stays safe. So taking the vaccine is not just for the person but also for others. Millions of lives saved if everyone takes the vaccine. Imagine if some groups didn't take it and millions suffered because of it? How selfish would it be for these groups to have resisted taking the vaccine?

Fall in love.

I'm going to take the vaccine. Letting go the fear is important.

I don't think we can predict the future.

The best proof of reincarnation is this forum. I have seen reincarnations of people who were banned before. They took unusual forms but the writing remained the same.