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@RendHeaven never make a girl crave you. You crave her. She will like it.

I did not understand the meaning of this statement.

Keeping a record of my constant mental Breakdowns throughout this week as I battle suicidal thoughts.

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The mainstay of my spiritual work now is going to focus on certain aspects Channeling . Psychic Energy Channel Sign language and communication Shadow work . Communication and Connection . Dear Sacred Angel Letters . Cosmic Support Chain and Divine network.

The biological world is definitely dominated by the predator prey dynamic.

I've always had an inquisitive mind. I've thought about different things. One thing that always came up in my mind was the problem of humanity. So much suffering. So many problems and no solution.

@Someone here family is also a key factor. Family should be supportive. My family thinks that I'm doing drama when I'm actually suffering real symptoms like panic attacks. So it's not a supportive family. That time the battle becomes tougher.

Do I feel like I'm stuck in a quagmire or a pit? Answer - Absolutely. How do other victims feel? Answer - same way Can one victim help another victim? Answer - maybe. But most of the time victims are too weak and disabled to help other victims. The world is a slave factory of victims Symbol of the divine network

@Someone here I've tried all medications including those you listed My body is extremely reactive. So when I took those meds, I suffered side effects like seizure and delirium and vertigo. So i avoid meds and focus on therapy. Also I was born severely underweight with brain disorders, and born premature by 1 month that makes my body and brain hypersensitive to any drugs, chemicals and certain foods. My heart was congenitally weak and so I've to be careful with whatever I put into my body. Any amount of stress impacts my heart and so being with such weaknesses easily makes me suicidal. Indian doctors are notoriously bad at handling mental issues and brain disorders. They make the conditions worse sometimes

So I have several names for these Divine network or divine community Community of Angel Workers Cosmic Support Chain God's Angel Workers. God as chelating agent God as real family Human family as fake Zero compassion on this planet Devils forces Crab bucket The world as a large misery pot.

Deep breathing and good sleep I also suffer from anxiety, depression and PTSD.

It's also what they do with the taxes If we're responsible for paying taxes, they are equally responsible for disclosing what they do with those taxes. Responsibility and accountability cannot be a one way street

Angels versus demons or devils. I believe there is devil's force in the universe that harvest souls which are with good intentions to destroy their goodness and continue the evil in the world. The good ones are seen as a thorn in the path of the devil's franchise. And these victims that are picked one by one are angels that get destroyed gradually. The patterns of destruction are almost nearly the same. Angel Workers know this and there is a tough war between angel workers and the Devil. The angel workers being guided by God and working over time to protect the angels from being destroyed and devoured by the devil. We live in a dystopian world where we are placed in a war between good and evil.

I get your point that a man who is compassionate can develop skills and confidence. The priority at least when it concerns me is always be his character first. And confidence later.

Yeah I was calling this the Cosmic Support Chain. Community of Angels - its the community of people who are victims and sufferers in this world. Also survivors. These are the people who are fragile or with much less options. Community of Angel Workers - these are complex cosmic entities meant to save humanity and angels who suffer. They are the ones who save victims from falling through the cracks.

What sort of hardware are you referring to?

Yes I was calling it the Cosmic Support Chain. I see God as a chelating agent. God sticks you in into this network of support and growth. It's an eternal network of hope and support and God places you into the empty spot in the ring/circle of angels or in the empty seat (shown above) There are many spots or seats that are empty and God is looking for more victims to be placed in there. I'll call it the Community of Angels and Community of Angel Workers.

I'm not talking about someone who is perfectly reliable. But a woman is going to prefer a more reliable secure confident man to be the parent of her kids as compared to someone who is less reliable.

I think it's more of a preference for women. Even if they took the best decisions in each situation they want a man they find to be dependable and protective. After all the man is going to be the father of her kids. So they don't want an unreliable weak father around their children.

I think a lot of men like to take decisions because it makes them feel good.. More confident.

Hey there will always be people like that. But doesn't mean others issues should be downplayed. Many people need a basic income to just survive.

Nail her to the wall. Hold her arms and kiss her. That's how women like it Don't think that you are doing anything wrong as long as you both are consenting adults. The only principle here is Just do it

Women prefer to follow and usually like men to provide containment No woman that I know likes to take all decisions meanwhile the man sits on a couch. I mean that woman has got to be super domineering or something. But such women don't make the majority.