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I know it's quite unhealthy to have a boyfriend with violent tendencies But it's ok. This is what I want. This is compatible with my soft nature. So even if he is an unhealthy guy, it's kinda okay.

Let me test. Just for some humour how can you help the prisoners breakout? Let me test. Just for some humour how can you help the prisoners breakout breakout? Ok.

@Origins how do you manage this large font even in signatures? What font size are you using?

Just have a professional relationship with her. Help her when she needs help. That's all. Don't look for a reconciliation.

Haha good job. At least I was useful in this way

Love you too.

I'm an INTP loner.

I'm a Hopeless case as well. But I can get better with time. Hopefully.

What should I call him? Wrett. That's what I can think of. Pronounced as Rett .

@BornToBoil Large lips don't look good on men in general. Men need everything strong and effective yet subtle. Men shouldn't be seen too much, just felt. Like arms that are not WWE level yet capable of giving a brutal punch. Men need to be gifted that way, and many are, it's just that men never take a look at their own masculine beauty. Men can be beautiful in their own way, ya know. Just need eyes to see it

What should I call him? Wrett. That's what I can think of. Pronounced as Rett.

I'm very difficult to handle I admit I can be very pleasant sometimes and then very difficult at times.

Bloody used to look like that.

This is one sweet kitty

@BornToBoil like lips that are small and cute but with enough mass for something to kiss or lick. Like what am I supposed to kiss in the below picture??????? haha ..(no offense to those without lips, but I need my man to have lips to kiss) Now damn those are some lips hungry for a kiss

My God, if this guy wasn't in the movies, I wouldn't have been able to nail down my perfect punk psycho boyfriend look. This character got layers of Wes (from earlier posts) What should I call him? Wrett. That's what I can think of. Pronounced as Rett.

So this is the physical description of the guy. I'm thinking about his physical attributes. More like in the pictures above. Men don't realize this but looks can be a killer, like that curtain haircut on the guy. Johnny Depp always has that. Haha, guy knows girls still like him from Edward Scissorhands. He was my crush when I saw him in that movie for a few weeks. Dude can pull off the desperate Romeo look. So the other physical attributes are Skinny. Tall skinny. Not too tall. I'm 5, 6" so maybe a couple inches more like my ex was 5, 9"and he considered himself short. So maybe 5,11" or 6. Then hair color and eye color doesn't matter, whatever it may be. But needs to have a killer look in his eyes. Like staring straight into my face and eyes. He got that look. Skinny but athletic. I don't want a skinny feeble guy, nothing wrong with it, but I don't feel like he can sexually conquer me in bed if he is lanky slim and no muscle. Like what will I hold during sex? I don't want to see a plain boy chest with no manly muscles (thin arms like tentacles, oh no, that would be a pity) need natural grown man muscle on his arm, not too much muscle, not that gym muscles, no no, that's a no no, that's artificial and cringey, I don't want buff,... skinny, muscular athletic is just fine, I don't want any extra muscle, I want to be able to touch his arms and play with him. Nice lips. Because kissing is my main thing. Eyes are the most important because that makes all the difference. Piercing eyes that are fiery when he looks at me like he is going to kill me just with his stare alone. Intimidating. Serious look. Yea. Flat checks. His face has to be flat. Because any mass on his face will ruin the killer punk look.

OK. So this is the physical description of the guy. I'm thinking about his physical attributes. More like in the pictures above. Men don't realize this but looks can be a killer, like that curtain haircut on the guy. Johnny Depp always has that. Haha, guy knows girls still like him from Edward Scissorhands. He was my crush when I saw him in that movie for a few weeks. Dude can pull off the desperate Romeo look. So the other physical attributes are Skinny. Tall skinny. Not too tall. I'm 5, 6" so maybe a couple inches more like my ex was 5, 9"and he considered himself short. So maybe 5,11" or 6. Then hair color and eye color doesn't matter, whatever it may be. But needs to have a killer look in his eyes. Like staring straight into my face and eyes. He got that look. Skinny but athletic. I don't want a skinny feeble guy, nothing wrong with it, but I don't feel like he can sexually conquer me in bed if he is lanky slim and no muscle. Like what will I hold during sex? I don't want to see a plain boy chest with no manly muscles (thin arms like tentacles, oh no, that would be a pity) need natural grown man muscle on his arm, not too much muscle, not that gym muscles, no no, that's a no no, that's artificial and cringey, I don't want buff,... skinny, muscular athletic is just fine, I don't want any extra muscle, I want to be able to touch his arms and play with him. Nice lips. Because kissing is my main thing. Eyes are the most important because that makes all the difference. Piercing eyes that are fiery when he looks at me like he is going to kill me just with his stare alone. Intimidating. Serious look. Yea. Flat checks. His face has to be flat. Because any mass on his face will ruin the killer punk look.

@BornToBoil I don't like those mobster /gangster or WWE or Sylvester Stallone types. They are not my types. I was imagining a rowdy street type mean punk. I'm thinking about his physical attributes. More like in the pictures above. Men don't realize this but looks can be a killer, like that curtain haircut on the guy. Johnny Depp always has that. Haha, guy knows girls still like him from Edward Scissorhands. He was my crush when I saw him in that movie for a few weeks. Dude can pull off the desperate Romeo look. So the other physical attributes are Skinny. Tall skinny. Not too tall. I'm 5, 6" so maybe a couple inches more like my ex was 5, 9"and he considered himself short. So maybe 5,11" or 6. Then hair color and eye color doesn't matter, whatever it may be. But needs to have a killer look in his eyes. Like staring straight into my face and eyes. He got that look. Skinny but athletic. I don't want a skinny feeble guy, nothing wrong with it, but I don't feel like he can sexually conquer me in bed if he is lanky slim and no muscle. Like what will I hold during sex? I don't want to see a plain boy chest with no manly muscles (thin arms like tentacles, oh no, that would be a pity) need natural grown man muscle on his arm, not too much muscle, not that gym muscles, no no, that's a no no, that's artificial and cringey, I don't want buff,... skinny, muscular athletic is just fine, I don't want any extra muscle, I want to be able to touch his arms and play with him. Nice lips. Because kissing is my main thing. Eyes are the most important because that makes all the difference. Piercing eyes that are fiery when he looks at me like he is going to kill me just with his stare alone. Intimidating. Serious look. Yea. Flat checks. His face has to be flat. Because any mass on his face will ruin the killer punk look.

I have begun to find violence attractive. I don't mean actual physical violence. I mean something that generates extreme negative energy. That positive and negative energy are two sides of the same coin. Love and Violence are the same. Love is gentle. Violence is brutal. Love can uplift and violence can pull up. Both do the same job. One is to grow, the other is to protect Many years ago I had written in my journal, that there are only and only 2 forces in the universe - growth and protection. You see that in nature as well. My prime nature is love. My complementary nature would be violence. That is what will fulfill me is the magnetic opposite of what I possess. This is the law of the universe. Opposites attract.. I will be attracted to the diametrically opposite of me If I'm the Christ, I'll be attracted to the Anti-Christ. If I'm the Hero I'll be attracted to the Anti-hero. In this essence, I use the archetypes of the duck and the dragon. The dragon being a ferocious reptile or lizard, such as the komodo dragon.

I want a boyfriend who knows how to put me in place when I'm going out of line or getting cocky or frivolous.

So traits of this less than ideal but ideal boyfriend. Dangerous Cavalier Possessive (psycho) Violent (vibe) Mean Bully Protective Mentor I want my future boyfriend to have a sense of ownership, like he is owning me every time, both sexually, mentally and emotionally. Psychically. Someone who is supposed to drag me out of my darkness by being a Darth Vader of Darkness himself. The Violent Romeo. The Tyrannical Lover. The Mentor. The Disciplinarian. The Tamer. The Bitch. The Oppressor. The beast. The Punisher. The brute. The bully. The creep. The Powerful. The Tyrant.

Romanticising images of a violent looking boyfriend. (Okay, I don't really want him to be violent, like who wants that, I just want the flavor and vibe of a guy who is super dominating and tyrannical in a violent way, kinda killer brutal look ) These images perfectly fit my imagination.