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Preety_India

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I'm an INTP loner. 

 


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Being alone is what I did all my life. 

There were times when loneliness was enjoyable, liberating and helped me focus. 

I enjoyed solitude. 

 


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I'm an odd ball personality and many people call me weird. 

I know that. My ex called me a weirdo many times. But that was in a bad way. 

 

Sometimes if people call me weird, I take it as a compliment 

 

But some compliments are backhanded. 

 

 


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I always had this lone wolf personality and sometimes I enjoyed it. 

I have to say INTP can be boring and offensive. 

I get misunderstood and considered offensive a lot. 

I let it go. 

 

 


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I want to listen to rap right now. 

BTW I never listened to rap in my entire life, mostly only low key pop rap like hip hop but no standard rap 

 

Sometimes maybe rap is good??? 

I never look at rap as something good.. I don't know man. Don't ask. 

 

 


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Some people called me racist because I didn't want to listen to rap. 

 

Hmmm

 

Toss the middle finger. 

 


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I'm not a musician but I have a keen interest in music, especially romantic emotional or overly expressive music. 

So far I listened to like 15 rap songs, that were supposedly like the top rap songs of the last 2 decades and I returned empty. 

I didn't like any of them. 

I dont find any emotions in these songs. 

The music wasn't catchy enough for me to like it. 

The only song that I sort of liked, and its not that much rap is this 

 

 


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I don't know if this is rap or not but I found some emotion in this song. 

 


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I'm just so lonely and dull and ill. 

 

Everything is so cruel and miserable. 

I just feel like there is no end in sight. 

 

 


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All that you have in your hands is to just accept and accept and accept. 

 


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7 hours ago, Preety_India said:

I don't know if this is rap or not but I found some emotion in this song. 

I recommend a song called "Dear Mamma - 2pac". It's really beautiful. :)


one day this will all be memories

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Everything is just so depressing 

 

 

 


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I broke up with Andrew

 


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What the hell happened, huh? 

 


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Just be calm

 


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I'm most comfortable with this profile image after months of searching. 

I'm so introverted that even these profile images were causing me anxiety. 

Now I don't feel anxious or like someone is watching me. 

I can rest easy with this profile image. It's not too loud or attention seeking and not too visible. Kinda low key. 

 

 


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Love you too. :)


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