Preety_India

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The last journal literally...... Had to delete it.

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@thisintegrated do you understand that people can suffer deeply and still be emotional. Alright? Please stop making assumptions about someone's suffering. It's very unfair and unempathetic of you.

MBTI is INFJ-T Enneagram main - type 2 2w1 My trifixes are 8 and 7. 827(body center(gut) /heart center /head center) sp/sx 827

You're totally clueless. It doesn't mean they don't have hardships. You don't know shit.

https://youtu.be/0CUcO1VBde4

https://youtu.be/UDPKDZoKzOM

So when I woke up, I woke up a bit tensed and I don't remember but I have a faint memory of what occurred to me in sleep. I was telling Satan or Devi that I don't want something and that it is making me delirious. I think Satan appeared in my dream but I am not completely sure.

I can come up with the word synchronicity. At least that's what happens to me during every Dejavu

I believe that there is both universe and consciousness. Lol.

There wee certain bad things but I don't remember.

What's sensor

Gryffindor

@The0Self that's confusing

@Someone here you won't get addicted but you could overdose. Also check health safety warnings before consuming. I don't think you should really do this. Something about the way you want this seems off. Trying things just for the sake of trying usually never ends well. People do things with the intent to derive a specific benefit not because they are bored.

Just no.

This is ridiculous. You do too much generalization. Bpd doesn't develop because life doesn't demand something. It develops from trauma. You do your research only to serve your own agenda. You're full of bias.

Don't risk too hard. I never did anything reckless. Zero regrets.

I feel my most vulnerable around Satan.

I never knew that I could actually meditate like this. Hmm. I made a spelling error. I wrote meditate as medidate. This girl.. Girl you're crazy . For a minute, this meditation felt like going on a date with Satan. That's why I'm calling it Satan meditation.

After penetrating me. He pulled out And he proceeded. "Babloo, you've so many wonderful things about you. And I need to protect you. Now that you are mine. I don't betray people. I won't give up on you." And I began crying at those words. Nobody said those words to me. There was a deep sense of fear coursing my veins. But I felt his love. He touched my cheeks. Held my face. And then looked into my eyes. He said," it's ok. You made mistakes. You need to tell me reasons. Why would you torture yourself Babloo?" And I said, "I don't know. I never said no." He said, "are you this weak." I said, "yes I am weak. I feel it."