Preety_India

@thisintegrated you need to stop judging people and how they lead their lives or drawing conclusions based on their personality. This is gross generalization and misrepresentation of how people feel on a collective level. This is like telling a rape victim their fears aren't real because they aren't currently getting raped You have absolutely zero clue on what suffering means and this clearly clearly tells me that you didn't suffer shit in life and you simply hit the keyboard and write the most insensitive stuff to people (reminds me of keyboard warriors on reddit), because if you really suffered enough, then you clearly wouldn't be tempted to judge other's suffering, you would have developed empathy for what others go through without wanting to question their suffering. Which you don't. Personality is simply a test of general nature and behavior, it says nothing about a person's quality of life. Anyone can suffer, literally anyone can suffer deeply and this would be regardless of their MBTI result. To base a person's life on their MBTI is absolutely projecting, assumptive and absurd. People with bpd or any other mental illness and irrespective of their MBTI suffer greatly because mental illness in of itself is a great suffering and you can never tell if someone with mental illness is suffering physically or not, your judgment is pitiful and lame. People wouldn't commit suicide if they weren't suffering deeply. Do not downplay. Remember a lot of mentally ill people end up killing themselves every year, they wouldn't if they didn't suffer a great deal. Finally suffering is what you feel on the inside rather than external circumstances. Somebody could be living in shitty conditions and live very happily because their mental condition is fine. Yet another could be living in a palace and still suffer depression. You cannot compare one person's suffering with another because at the end of the day, what they feel on the inside matters. Also you cannot tell a depression victim why are they taking their life so seriously. Or stop feeling depressed. Because you don't know how their life is impacting their mind and emotions, it's not impacting you, but it's impacting them. Stop judging people with your flimsy biased standards of behavior and incorporate some empathy in your attitude and you'll realize that your definition of mental illness, suffering and human behavior are extremely myopic, harsh,judgemental and cut throat. You're too immature to understand things.

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@thisintegrated do you understand that people can suffer deeply and still be emotional. Alright? Please stop making assumptions about someone's suffering. It's very unfair and unempathetic of you.

MBTI is INFJ-T Enneagram main - type 2 2w1 My trifixes are 8 and 7. 827(body center(gut) /heart center /head center) sp/sx 827

You're totally clueless. It doesn't mean they don't have hardships. You don't know shit.

https://youtu.be/0CUcO1VBde4

https://youtu.be/UDPKDZoKzOM

So when I woke up, I woke up a bit tensed and I don't remember but I have a faint memory of what occurred to me in sleep. I was telling Satan or Devi that I don't want something and that it is making me delirious. I think Satan appeared in my dream but I am not completely sure.

I can come up with the word synchronicity. At least that's what happens to me during every Dejavu

I believe that there is both universe and consciousness. Lol.

There wee certain bad things but I don't remember.

What's sensor

Gryffindor

@The0Self that's confusing

@Someone here you won't get addicted but you could overdose. Also check health safety warnings before consuming. I don't think you should really do this. Something about the way you want this seems off. Trying things just for the sake of trying usually never ends well. People do things with the intent to derive a specific benefit not because they are bored.

Just no.

This is ridiculous. You do too much generalization. Bpd doesn't develop because life doesn't demand something. It develops from trauma. You do your research only to serve your own agenda. You're full of bias.

Don't risk too hard. I never did anything reckless. Zero regrets.

I feel my most vulnerable around Satan.

I never knew that I could actually meditate like this. Hmm. I made a spelling error. I wrote meditate as medidate. This girl.. Girl you're crazy . For a minute, this meditation felt like going on a date with Satan. That's why I'm calling it Satan meditation.