Preety_India

I also like this guy, another vintage German actor.

Nobody beats my man. I have seen so many men up until now. But none carries the charm this guy has. He is absolutely breathtakingly charming. He is mine. He needs to have a rebirth for me. Travel from Germany to India and marry me. My fantasy lover. Touchwood.

Umm. I think he is made for me. And only me. His eyes are looking at me. Only me.

I like this vintage German guy, he is an actor. He looks exactly like the fantasy German man of my dreams. He has that lovely glint in his eyes that I absolutely love in my dream man. I'll be adding more pics of him. Right now absolutely crushing hard. My ultimate man. This guy is my permanent crush. O my German man. Werner I love you. Reincarnate and come back for me.

I was looking through some German actor pics. And I'm kinda developing a crush on them. But they're long dead and gone. Yet they had the glamor I crave in men. O my fantasy German man, come to me.

*feels very happy after receiving kiss. Blessed.

I hate casual sex. I have never indulged in casual sex in the past. I have always thought of casual sex as something dirty, unhealthy and cheap/shallow etc. I come from a religious background where casual sex was made to look like a sin (a haram in certain religions). I grew up with that attitude where I looked at it as sinful and bad. I still believe the same thing. I don't actively condemn it whereby I'm open to the idea of people engaging in casual sex and I wouldn't demonize them or judge them as bad people per se, since I believe in the principle of freedom of personal choice, yet I myself would never want to engage in it. I always had a solid relationship but not casual sex. Do you think it's a shadow on my part to think about it that way or do you think it's healthy to think so. The other ideas/thoughts I have regarding casual sex is that it compromises with the moral compass around sex and may become a precursor to cheating in future relationships /marriage etc. What are your standards and opinions on casual sex and do you have a negative outlook on it (like it's sinful) on it or do you think there's absolutely nothing wrong with it? Share your thoughts.

@Marcel thank you so much for being there.

I don't even think I deserve your kindness. But I'm very grateful. Nobody showed me this much love. Thank you.

What should I say? I feel blessed to receive your hug. It must feel warm resting in your arms.

I want to note down some insights from Jordan Peterson.

@Marcel it's so difficult to say now, since so much time has passed. It was 3 years ago. I forgot how I was exactly back then but I was quite ignorant and naive. I had zero knowledge of American politics back then. I worshipped Trump, even donated to his campaign. That YouTuber used a lot of manipulation and emotional language. His videos were full of satire and the evidence he used was pure cherry picking. When someone does that, it works really well, especially if you have zero idea about reality, you take all the cherry picking as truth. He made CNN look bad. He made it sound very legit, with emotions, music and a constant propagandist ethos to his content. This continued for a month after which I began to grow anxious and agitated. I felt terrible. I began to explore why I was feeling that way. I realized that I was becoming hateful everyday because of his videos. But it didn't stop there. I later joined a White Supremacist group (I can't say the name for privacy reasons), and I stayed in that group for almost a year. This group was involved in a prominent hate crime in the US. That's when I finally woke up and realized how dangerous it was. I left the group post that White Supremacist attack. I felt much better when I was finally liberated from all the BS.

Yesterday I left a message for my ex Joseph, that American guy. I have some resentment against him. I left him this message. "You played me for a fool. You played mind games with me. Bye. " I've never held a grudge against people. But this person is different. He emotionally abused me

I make nice pancakes. But I want to be an expert at making pancakes for my German lover. I want to make sweet pancakes and serve him breakfast. I want to sit by his side and eat with him. Sometimes I want to sit on his lap.

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@Ananta that's a tough situation. I hope it gets over soon enough. All I can do from so far away is give you hugs and words of encouragement. I wish I could do more. You need so much peace and happiness and comfort. I pray all the good things come to you during this time.

My God this guy got skills. Mad Respect. I don't agree with this guy but his style is amazing.

United Nations is a dumpster. An international dumpster.

Gotta study this later.

I just cawn't..... Please. I'm laughing so hard at this. If someone could butcher the English language better than him. The accent was quite a treat!!

It's unthinkable.

I want to note down different types of extremist content. I'll do this later. Just keeping a reminder here. Reminder symbol - ♠️

I need to watch this debate later. Now I don't understand a lot of the European politics because of Language barrier but at least I understand British politics. British politics is interesting as well, teaches you a lot of things. But I was mostly into American politics. I'll be more into British politics from now on although not being in the loop might cause me a lot of confusion..

I feel so tired. I wish the world didn't exist for a minute, I mean reality.