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@Marcel new journal for you, I mean us. I'll write some sweet poems here.

One thing is trust and loyalty. The other is they shouldn't break your boundaries, if they do that, cut them out. Some people make fake shallow friends as in they act friendly on the outside yet they don't have the same feelings on the inside. If they block you even once, they aren't worth it. What I have realized from my private experience is that people are like blueprints. They don't change much. So choose carefully. Once they act a certain way, don't give them anymore leeway. Once they have shown their true colors, just throw them out for good. A genuine friend will never say anything hurtful to you. They won't alienate you. So if you see signs where they are acting fickle, as in they suddenly flip or talk about breaking off despite you putting in months of trust in them, it's time to say goodbye because they didn't honor your trust. How and what kind of friendships you keep very much depends on your own experience and expertise. Have a keen sense and don't be vague about how you want things. If something doesn't feel right, make your decisions in advance before you get betrayed. I recently felt betrayed by someone I trusted for quite a long time. Betrayals are quite common. Treasure those people who know how to treasure you.

I sometimes feel the same way.

You can always find a way through every situation.

Yes affirmations do help me

Trust.

Do I really feel liberated?

First is to learn how to block toxic people for good.

Yes we tend to get needy in relationships. I have neediness too. Usually arises from lack of self love, lack of family support, low self worth, trauma, lack of love in life etc. It takes time to build a level of confidence where you won't feel that needy. I was extremely needy before. I still am but it's much better now than how it used to be.

I tend to suffer similarly. Constant checking. Assure yourself and tone it down. It's a gateway to negative thoughts and arguments in relationships that are needless. Tone it down a bit and you'll be fine. The other person is generally unaware of how much we miss them. Happens. But don't let it get extreme.

sweet-poems no-comments-please

If you are honest about your feelings while journaling, you can gain a lot from this habit.

I've come so far in learning internet communication. I'll write a little more about this.

Sometimes cancel culture is important. Let's say someone has a past history of rape, abuse, murder, pedophilia and now they're a politician. Do we really allow such a person continue to have a public career? And if we do, what sort of a message are we sending? But cancel culture over something extremely little like a word etc is childish in my opinion.

You could wait for better things to come in life. Don't give up easily. I had many suicidal episodes but I try to hang in

I would definitely recommend getting the free therapy option. See how it works out

@Marcel You have a creative gift of writing but i can learn from you

... Sweet.

@Marcel I love you. I can't write poetically as good as you do (sorry for being such a nerd) but I can express my feelings through this if I can't through words

I have to slowly (and I really mean it slowly, like real slow) improve aspects of my life one by one It's hard because my progress is usually slower than how I would want it because I constantly get exhausted and my home situation never allows me to have mental peace.

I also have smaller goals like improving my memory, keeping a consistent meditation habit, watching useful stuff on YouTube, Psychoemotional processing, Emotional labor, spiritual practices,relaxation exercises, focus exercises, health stuff, sleep restructuring, physical exercise, learning new languages (German),Improving my writing and communication, social and people skills, "Me-time", learning singing and dancing, using spiritual help to solve my problems, increasing physical activity and overall improvement in my lifestyle..

First I started out with art to escape the madness. Art work Then it gave way to thoughts on overall productivity. productivity

So I got different things to do now Main productivity work Journal work Art project work Health Learning work Fm work Career skills Relationship work Socialization and online interaction

Yes this insight came to me when I was feeling extremely sleepy and my mind was constantly playing this thought that truth, reality and love, these are the only things that really matter and really make sense. Try to know the reality of things and the truth of every situation. Then you're far better on your navigation path. It's only a map not the territory but the map is just as important as the territory. So learn the map and memorize it I have almost started my art journey and it's helping my creative instincts everyday. I get a good boost out of this work. It keeps me engaged and I love being creative.. The next thing on my healing list are 2 things - one is healing and the other is productivity. Both are massive goals but it's time to invest in them.