Preety_India

No immoral move has ever gone unpunished in human history. Russia will regret this. Morality is more valuable than pride.

Good job. That's the truth. So I support Ukraine here. Russia needs to back off.

Why am I supposed to believe you? Who knows what NATO's intentions really were with countries like that! This has to be some cooked up shit.

Is there a real threat to Russia as a country if Ukraine joins NATO? Or is this silly bullshit political Psychopath games of Putin to keep his control going on forever and his paranoia over losing power?

So you mean to tell me that this war is simply because Putin fears that Ukraine will join NATO. So he wants to do it before it joins NATO. Wtf?

Zelensky reminds me of Trudeau.

Yes yes yes yes, as long as you take care of your health.

I learned that I should focus on the self and the higher self and God.

Peacefully learning.

INFJ-T advocate.

That's not even a question. It goes without saying that gay people need to be married the same way traditional marriages happen. However this probably won't happen in India Although I'm no expert in gay marriages in India from a legal standpoint, you might need to contact an Indian lawyer in your jurisdiction for this. And they might help you regarding the laws. This is still very new in India although I do see greater acceptance over this decade. I really don't think that you have to worry too much if you're living in a super urban area in India where most people don't care whatever you do with your life as long as you have the money for all your needs. As long as you are Indian citizen, BINDASS.

I think this song matches the vibration I was talking about.

Don't be a victim of Russian roulette.

There are archetypes for each self. For the unitary self the archetype is obviously you. I call myself Miss Buttercup in this journal. So my archetype is Miss Buttercup. And my binary self is the one who complements me. Honeydew. My dynamic or higher self archetype is Miss Buttercup's Higher Self. This is a visualized self. You in a third person. And the last archetype, that is for the Holistic self is God. So follow the following archetypes Miss Buttercup (Me) Honeydew Miss Buttercup's Higher Self God

So I have invented my own concept of the three selves. One is the Unitary self that is you. The other is binary self which means the "other" or the self that will complement your unitary self. Next is the Dynamic Self or Higher Self which combines traits of both the unitary and the binary and is the highest version of you that you wish to achieve. Here is your maximum potential. And last is the Holistic Self which combines the traits of the whole universe. This is God. So in life, you try to achieve the Binary Self, the Dynamic/Higher Self and the Holistic Self.

My spirit craves for an entity that is dominating, caring, protective, disciplining and motivating. I think what I'm doing here is oscillating between feminine love and masculine love. Feminine love = caring, sensitive Masculine love = tough love, direction, strength, discipline So what is the femininity in me looking for? It's looking for a — "tough love spirit" activator spirit Motivator spirit Leader spirit Protector spirit Disciplining spirit Strong spirit Provider spirit And what's the masculinity looking for in me? Guide spirit Wise spirit Caring spirit Loyal spirit Comforter spirit Calm spirit So every spirit needs a complementary spirit to feel complete To create harmony with the inner self, you need to have a complementary spirit.

OK enough of the forum venting. I need to focus on my sexual fantasies. I like to be dominated. So I want the fantasy to consist of a weird dynamic where I have been kidnapped by the enemy of my clan, a rival gang and then held in captivity for days. During this time they feed me and take care of me and I'm supposed to sleep with the conqueror. This is a role play. There is humiliation, enslavement and masochist elements to this. In the end I surrender sexually And the conqueror takes care of me. I assume him to look like a Tarzan. My desires are kinda primal. The enemy gang takes care of me and I belong to them forever. It's like a love hate relationship and I find peace both in love and hate. Even if they hate me they don't want me gone. Everything works out for the better in the end. When I think of such things I'm able to love myself better. I guess love and hate are strong emotions and two sides of the same coin.

This is once in a lifetime opportunity. Learn now.

Ahh I see what you mean. That happens a lot when people make tight knit bonds and don't welcome others into it. But I think you can give it a try. No big loss even if they don't welcome you. The world is such a big place. Giving you a big hug. Have a great day!

I'm assuming that you have a comfort zone where you want to hang out with her only exclusively and don't want to see her hanging out with others as that might not fit into your comfort zone. Often we have to kinda expand our comfort zone to accommodate for things that we aren't very fond of. This is what I meant by compromise. And if you're experiencing some cold tension it might go away if you learn to relax around social situations that create a negative feeling in you. At first it might sound difficult, bothersome and you might resist it, then as you relax and ease the tension, in no time you'll be handle the stress much better. (I'm assuming that you are experiencing stress when you see her hanging out with her friends but I could be wrong.)

*jumps with joy. This is the first time someone validated my feminine sexual desires and fantasies. I feel good. Yoohoo.

@YeahIam is she actively ignoring you and giving you a cold shoulder treatment? If yes, then I'd recommend to keep your distance from her. Because it means she isn't ready for it. You need to be able to read people's body language and social cues to know how they subconsciously give out signals of harmony/hostility to you. If they're friendly signals you can approach and hang out, if they give dismissive/avoidant signals then it means you need to not engage with them. Now if the answer to the question above is no, then she is simply hanging out, blissfully unaware and you could count on her to be your friend, your discomfort could imply that you are being a bit possessive and attached and you'll have to loosen up, compromise with your comfort zone, let go, handle the tension till it becomes a natural way of dealing with things and get along, harmonize with her without it creating unnecessary stress for you. Hope this helps.

@Gianna

Omg yea. It's like a deep deep rabbit hole that starts with a spark and ends with a dumpster fire.