Preety_India

Buy that gaming computer

@Carl-Richard that's very creative of you. In fact most people who apply for a gym membership forget that they applied and rarely ever turn up, once in a blue moon, to sweat out at the gym, money down the drain. So good you did that. It's a great way of energizing your body in nature during this lockdown

@Carl-Richard any physical labor is good for your muscles, especially your arms and thighs.

It's good that you broke up with her. Move on and find a woman who can bear children and have a family with you. What I see in this relationship is a value mismatch. You want something fundamental that you can't get. This is not about hair color or her dressing style or an annoying habit or little things that you can easily compromise with in relationships. This is about kids. This is a big factor. If you marry her, the frustration will be balled up inside you like a time bomb and continue to drag the joy of the relationship leading to constant conflict and dissonance. It's not productive for you and neither healthy for her. So the best decision here is to break up and find someone with whom your major expectations match.. Some people want their own kids. They can't be happy with adopted kids. Although the wiring can be changed, there's no point in forcing oneself to do what the heart doesn't really want. Be with a woman who fulfills your major and basic needs. So you don't have to feel like you sacrificed something. This way you are happy and you're also able to keep your woman happy. So win win. No point in dragging relationships with regrets and unfulfilled expectations.

I wish I could have a physical copy of all the books in the whole wide world. But then.... My house will be full of books and no place to sleep. So right now I just use kindle which I obviously don't like. Ugh.

@QandC His life is awesome. Wish I could be in a place like that. I love how he says morning puja. He is so devoted to the puja. Awesome guy. Lovely.

@Carl-Richard you must be doing a lot of physical labor?

This is me lol So so so me.

Synchronicity from the universe wrapping you.

Hmm OK!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

@stopwow I think you'll do absolutely fine if you let go all the barriers in your mind. You are fixated that your mental issues will cause sexual problems. At least go out and try before stopping yourself with assumptions Lift your wings and fly. This is not idealistic. This is real. You can do it, I promise.

@DrewNows that looks awesome. I'd try it. Are there any health conditions that one should be concerned/ warned about before trying it

@DrewNows from now on you are really my doctor. I like everything you say. You always make perfect sense.

@stopwow Thanks for your feedback. I wasn't judging you. I was being blunt though because if I was being all showery and nice, the message wouldn't cut through. I wasn't judging you but carefully picking apart each error in thought and replacing it with a more wholesome high energy high quality thought. I understand psychology a bit deeper because that has been the mainstay of my personal research over the years. I don't read a lot of psychology books, but mostly I rely on my own intuitive instincts rather than scores of mechanical texts to match symptoms to a diagnostic thinking pattern. This is a flaw in most psychologists as they are always looking for a ready made answer, rather than delving deeper into the psychology of the patient in front of them.. To me each person is different and unique and only shares a certain set of traits with sufferers of similar conditions, thus each person needs the regular categorical advice combined with some advice unique to that person only. Since everyone's childhood is not the same and every child grows and develops in a different way. I'm not a therapist. I'm just a researcher in general with a knack for psychology and people study. Whatever I say is not directed at you in a personal way, but directed at the information presented in your text. I systematically analyze and dissect this information and along with my intuitive skills and knowledge base, I come up with the best possible guiding points that will help the person to transform their thinking structure.. My goal here is to attack the way the mind of the person is thinking and to make them understand that the mind is very sticky and diabolical and once you think in more wholesome patterns, you can easily see how you were being victimized by these toxic sticky patterns for the majority of your life Deep down our pure mind is very gentle and sweet and we are all good people. But the mind gets corrupted during developmental and adult years without our knowing and we remain bound by such patterns over a lifetime unless someone challenges them openly and gives you a different perspective to ponder on.

Can I drink my boyfriend's piss or can he drink mine and would that be considered urine therapy as well? Like the alchemical process of rejuvenating the inner structure and removing the blockages created by the honoeostatis of relationships and aligning the inner energy frequency between me and him, running optimally on the consumption of liquids, and through the process of liquid nourishment of each other, create a pranic connection of romantic love, rooted in higher alchemical energies, thus leading to the creation of a highly spiritual bond that lasts through several incarnations, and keeping us together, tied in alchemical harmony forever, simultaneously conserving the energy of the environment and bringing the greatest good to the world as an unified connected couple. Sounds crazy but it's possible you know.

You got a ton and I mean it, a ton of work to do on your mentality. Sorry for appearing blunt but there are just so many errors in the way you think that you would need a complete restart. Reboot 101. To begin with you have heavily given into social conditioning. You are an onion right now. Too many layers to peel off. You're thinking that others are having amazing sex because they are young, they are this, they are that. Drop that layer. Even young people have Insecurities and not the best sex as you would want to believe. You got this "grass is always greener on the other side" mentality. You can have amazing sex any time you want, but you have already crippled your mind with the thought that your age is a barrier. This is social conditioning somebody told you that and you believed it. Sex is a beautiful process of intimacy and connection between lovers. You have to take the adage "beauty is in the eyes of the beholder" a bit more seriously because in your case it will do wonders. In order to see beauty, you'll have to become beautiful. You are beautiful and you fail to see your own beauty. That should be the first on your bucket list - how to see the beauty in things. By calling sex as something to be checked off, you reduced the beauty of sex to a to do list. Also you simultaneously placed a huge expectation on sex. What was supposed to be effortless and natural now needs to be the greatest experience of a lifetime and measured as such or else it won't look good on the list. Isn't sex like a thing we do at home, like showering, baking a cake, beautiful family dinner. You made it glamorous like a night in a Vegas hotel. Now even if you have sex, you will keep wondering if it's good enough for you or not, so even a simple activity that is generally pleasurable to most people, now has become a subject of scrutiny and dissatisfaction because you placed such a huge demand on it. By using the terms lonely disabled virgins, you now cast your inner judgement on to other people that you perceive to be inadequate in some way. You also think that you deserve something that is just available but not coming to you through love or connection. It's as though you are sifting through a catalogue of lonely women ready for a hookup. But can that be called love or a transaction, a deal? Like dialing a broker to find anything available. If you want genuine love and connection, you just have to let things come to you naturally. Meet people and socialize and travel and meet tons of people, you will have luck and by the course of nature fall in love with a person who you attracted and grew a connection with, it won't look like hunting and settling, not like a chore on your wishlist, but a calling, a spontaneous feeling to fall in love, that love will also feel natural and blissful because your heart wanted it and not something you chose out of egoic needs to simply fulfill and keep up with the Joneses. Not something you bought but something you earned. You have a lot of mental restructuring to do before you can experience natural joy of living. Remove the artificial sugar from your mind and heart and replace it with honey. Remove all the social conditioning and illusions and connect to your authentic inner blueprint.

@Preety_India @outlandish@outlandish. There was a documentary called out of the shadows that was similar

@DrewNows Humans They want everything through a vending machine In the age of Anthropocene They want to climb mountains And they don't know the trick But they won't stop arguing About silly candy sticks

Look into Chaplin sisters for evidence on telepathic communication Real proof!! I'd have linked the documentary. Will do it when I find it.

That woman needs Institutional help. Like calling social services on the guy and rescuing her from any further harm..

@outlandish I heard somewhere that Hollywood movies were a way of the government programming people in the beginning.

@DrewNows Silly me.

Is this a part of shivambu?

Labeling people into boxes is usually an easy mechanism for the lazy brain to not have to deal with sorting new information. Political opinions about different subjects can span over an entire spectrum from left to right. Most people might not fit into any category. So categorizing people is just stereotyping. Stereotyping doesn't allow fine nuances to be noticed. There is nothing wrong with being a liberal or a conservative. Either way most people just want a happy life. All the clashing is just drama and distraction from any actual accomplishment. That's how the devil played his game, sowing the seeds of division and waiting for chaos to ensue.