Preety_India

Hmm OK!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

@stopwow I think you'll do absolutely fine if you let go all the barriers in your mind. You are fixated that your mental issues will cause sexual problems. At least go out and try before stopping yourself with assumptions Lift your wings and fly. This is not idealistic. This is real. You can do it, I promise.

@DrewNows that looks awesome. I'd try it. Are there any health conditions that one should be concerned/ warned about before trying it

@DrewNows from now on you are really my doctor. I like everything you say. You always make perfect sense.

@stopwow Thanks for your feedback. I wasn't judging you. I was being blunt though because if I was being all showery and nice, the message wouldn't cut through. I wasn't judging you but carefully picking apart each error in thought and replacing it with a more wholesome high energy high quality thought. I understand psychology a bit deeper because that has been the mainstay of my personal research over the years. I don't read a lot of psychology books, but mostly I rely on my own intuitive instincts rather than scores of mechanical texts to match symptoms to a diagnostic thinking pattern. This is a flaw in most psychologists as they are always looking for a ready made answer, rather than delving deeper into the psychology of the patient in front of them.. To me each person is different and unique and only shares a certain set of traits with sufferers of similar conditions, thus each person needs the regular categorical advice combined with some advice unique to that person only. Since everyone's childhood is not the same and every child grows and develops in a different way. I'm not a therapist. I'm just a researcher in general with a knack for psychology and people study. Whatever I say is not directed at you in a personal way, but directed at the information presented in your text. I systematically analyze and dissect this information and along with my intuitive skills and knowledge base, I come up with the best possible guiding points that will help the person to transform their thinking structure.. My goal here is to attack the way the mind of the person is thinking and to make them understand that the mind is very sticky and diabolical and once you think in more wholesome patterns, you can easily see how you were being victimized by these toxic sticky patterns for the majority of your life Deep down our pure mind is very gentle and sweet and we are all good people. But the mind gets corrupted during developmental and adult years without our knowing and we remain bound by such patterns over a lifetime unless someone challenges them openly and gives you a different perspective to ponder on.

Can I drink my boyfriend's piss or can he drink mine and would that be considered urine therapy as well? Like the alchemical process of rejuvenating the inner structure and removing the blockages created by the honoeostatis of relationships and aligning the inner energy frequency between me and him, running optimally on the consumption of liquids, and through the process of liquid nourishment of each other, create a pranic connection of romantic love, rooted in higher alchemical energies, thus leading to the creation of a highly spiritual bond that lasts through several incarnations, and keeping us together, tied in alchemical harmony forever, simultaneously conserving the energy of the environment and bringing the greatest good to the world as an unified connected couple. Sounds crazy but it's possible you know.

You got a ton and I mean it, a ton of work to do on your mentality. Sorry for appearing blunt but there are just so many errors in the way you think that you would need a complete restart. Reboot 101. To begin with you have heavily given into social conditioning. You are an onion right now. Too many layers to peel off. You're thinking that others are having amazing sex because they are young, they are this, they are that. Drop that layer. Even young people have Insecurities and not the best sex as you would want to believe. You got this "grass is always greener on the other side" mentality. You can have amazing sex any time you want, but you have already crippled your mind with the thought that your age is a barrier. This is social conditioning somebody told you that and you believed it. Sex is a beautiful process of intimacy and connection between lovers. You have to take the adage "beauty is in the eyes of the beholder" a bit more seriously because in your case it will do wonders. In order to see beauty, you'll have to become beautiful. You are beautiful and you fail to see your own beauty. That should be the first on your bucket list - how to see the beauty in things. By calling sex as something to be checked off, you reduced the beauty of sex to a to do list. Also you simultaneously placed a huge expectation on sex. What was supposed to be effortless and natural now needs to be the greatest experience of a lifetime and measured as such or else it won't look good on the list. Isn't sex like a thing we do at home, like showering, baking a cake, beautiful family dinner. You made it glamorous like a night in a Vegas hotel. Now even if you have sex, you will keep wondering if it's good enough for you or not, so even a simple activity that is generally pleasurable to most people, now has become a subject of scrutiny and dissatisfaction because you placed such a huge demand on it. By using the terms lonely disabled virgins, you now cast your inner judgement on to other people that you perceive to be inadequate in some way. You also think that you deserve something that is just available but not coming to you through love or connection. It's as though you are sifting through a catalogue of lonely women ready for a hookup. But can that be called love or a transaction, a deal? Like dialing a broker to find anything available. If you want genuine love and connection, you just have to let things come to you naturally. Meet people and socialize and travel and meet tons of people, you will have luck and by the course of nature fall in love with a person who you attracted and grew a connection with, it won't look like hunting and settling, not like a chore on your wishlist, but a calling, a spontaneous feeling to fall in love, that love will also feel natural and blissful because your heart wanted it and not something you chose out of egoic needs to simply fulfill and keep up with the Joneses. Not something you bought but something you earned. You have a lot of mental restructuring to do before you can experience natural joy of living. Remove the artificial sugar from your mind and heart and replace it with honey. Remove all the social conditioning and illusions and connect to your authentic inner blueprint.

@Preety_India @outlandish@outlandish. There was a documentary called out of the shadows that was similar

@DrewNows Humans They want everything through a vending machine In the age of Anthropocene They want to climb mountains And they don't know the trick But they won't stop arguing About silly candy sticks

Look into Chaplin sisters for evidence on telepathic communication Real proof!! I'd have linked the documentary. Will do it when I find it.

That woman needs Institutional help. Like calling social services on the guy and rescuing her from any further harm..

@outlandish I heard somewhere that Hollywood movies were a way of the government programming people in the beginning.

@DrewNows Silly me.

Is this a part of shivambu?

Labeling people into boxes is usually an easy mechanism for the lazy brain to not have to deal with sorting new information. Political opinions about different subjects can span over an entire spectrum from left to right. Most people might not fit into any category. So categorizing people is just stereotyping. Stereotyping doesn't allow fine nuances to be noticed. There is nothing wrong with being a liberal or a conservative. Either way most people just want a happy life. All the clashing is just drama and distraction from any actual accomplishment. That's how the devil played his game, sowing the seeds of division and waiting for chaos to ensue.

@EnlightenmentBlog yep

Hmm. It could be underlying anxiety. But it comes from a fundamental sense of ego, this need to defend, protect and survive at all costs. When you think that you and others are same, you become less defensive and your peaceful attitude attracts the peace in other people. This is less likely to create conflict. Accept that people are like this. That way it's easier to deal with them. If someone is too argumentative then just stop interacting with that person because there are always limits to patience If someone hurts you or is condescending, then they are being biased, and it's not your fault, it's them being bad and you can have the satisfaction that you are in the right.

@Inliytened1 thank you

I need to get a bit stricter on my Implementation Days. Also I had a mini insight on the theory of distraction. Like for example my friend just called me a few moments ago.her name Hopkins. I was able to talk to her and in the middle of the conversation (she told W to text after call), I was trying to help her out with a health problem and trying to give her advice.. And I completely forgot what I had to say. Because I got distracted But I'm so passionate about helping her that I almost felt terrible guilt over being distracted. That's when I realized that distraction is so unhealthy.. Think about the amounts of time that you wasted getting or being distracted and the wasted or lost opportunities. In the same time you could have done so much good, you could helped someone in need. You could have achieved something for yourself. You could have done something good for yourself in that much time Distraction is the greatest art of the demon.. Don't get distracted. Keep sharp focus

I am not sure and I've no medical expertise so my advice is that of a layman, and as such it should be taken with a grain of salt. I think the symptoms indicate to me that there is some sort of inflammation in the body or a type of inflammatory condition. I'd say try different supplements. A deficiency can also be responsible for joint pain. Do you drink enough water through the day? Dryness can cause skin irritation and itching. Sometimes even lack of sunshine if you are always in a room with little ventilation. Maybe the breathing issue is not related to the joint pain and irritation. Sometimes health problems can manifest as a cluster of unrelated symptoms arising from two different causes at the same time. Vitamin D deficiency. You will need a blood test for this.. To Rule it out. I'll try to keep a watch on these specific symptoms and see if I can get more info. If I get I will let you know.

I once transferred my whole bank account into a financial investment. Couldn't sleep for 3 days. Because of s some technical error both my bank account (because of zero balance) and my investment account were locked. I had some cash with me to survive for a week. I kept calling my bank and my investment company constantly throughout the week out of sheer panic and they weren't able to fix it. I thought I had lost all my savings. But eventually they were able to sort out the issue and transfer 50% of it into my bank account but the rest was lost in trades. That's the greatest financial risk I have taken so far for my investment business. The other risks I took are Religious or social risk. I took the risk of telling my family 10 years ago when I was 17 that I wanted to be a Christian. They were not approving of it. I converted to Christianity against their will But they were about to out me completely at some point. Also my social circle at that time wasn't happy with my decision. So I risked losing everyone for my quest for Christianity. I did it anyway. I lost some friends but I remained firm. The other risk was getting over my phobia of the dark. And I have finally succeeded. This took many years. Job risk I was working in an investment company a few years ago and the schedule was brutal. Working for more than 10 hours a day and low pay. It started to impact my health pretty bad. I decided to confront my boss about the pay and cruel working hours. I stood up to my boss who threatened me that I would lose my job. Guess what. I lost that job. I left that job and got another one. Second job. In this job I was facing discrimination from a female boss. It was an all male project team and I was the only female. She was my boss but she was sabotaging my work probably some jealous issues because I was doing better than most guys there. Some of the guys then started harassing me at work and stealing my work, hacking into my emails. These guys would butter up the female boss to win her favor. I didn't believe in buttering up a boss but in honest hard work and excellence.. I confronted my female boss with all the harassment the males were subjecting me to, but instead of being supportive she dismissed me with the threat I'd get fired. She then transferred to me an unrelated department where the work was bad, pay was less and I had no experience in that department. I quit because of all the office politics and took up another job in an event management company that i work with now. And I'm very happy I took the risk of quitting a mentally and physically unhealthy job. Relationship Risk I'm currently in a relationship with an American white man. This is an interracial relationship. My family is not very supportive of it. But I take the risk nevertheless. I live my life on my own terms. Family risk Confronting my Bipolar mother I confronted my bipolar mother early this year to get therapy and medication. I knew that it would lead to a violent confrontation between her and me. And I'm terribly scared of her. Yet I decided to tell her the truth anyway.. Since then she has been reflecting on it and I have managed to convince her and take her to a few appointments before the Corona. So those are all the risks I have taken and I continue to take some of them. Tip to overcome fear. Only one tip from me Believe in Yourself.

@JessiChell The more conscious you become, the less you will be likely to get into abusive relationships. I looked through this thread. It was a mess. ( off topic - I saw your t-shirt that says Vegan. I'm not a vegan. I eat meat. .i hope that doesn't trigger anyone..)

@Stratos Well it seems like she is good at understanding your emotions and her responses are very thoughtful and considerate. So best wishes to both of you and trust is the main component of your relationship. So I hope everything turns out good in the end.

@legendary I'm glad you created the thread.