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The failing to enlighten my parents video is trippy asf lol. The disconnect is immeasurable. As @Meta-Man said, initial awakening can be a fucking mess. This feels like a bad trip on LSD. His intention is to wake them up from their "role" but the energy is chaotic. He comes across as psychotic, he hasn't integrated or given the insights enough time to settle. That is my initial thoughts after watching 10 min.

God has no opposite. God is not a thing. There is no God, OR there is only God.

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@Galyna Nothing is real. Nothing actually exists. This is emptiness, you're speaking to it. You are emptiness conversing with itself. Out of time, no meaning, nothing to find, you are it already. This is emptier and fuller than an appearance in it could ever imagine or "intellectually understand" haha. Obviously. But not for the dream character, of course. This isn't happening, this never happened, this IS. You cant know it, you cant have it, you cant find it, because it is all there is and will ever be and simultaneously it never was and will never be.

@Someone here You are too mesmerized by appearances. So much that you forget that what you are looking at is yourself. It is all there is. Appearances is the formless forming. You are the constant appearing as changing.

Yes, the real me position apparently arises from a tension in the body. This tensions creates an experience of a real position. This feels unsatisfactory/not true, so it tries to find it's way out through understanding. What it can't understand is that it already is what it is looking for. It is in it's own way, an illusion trying to get out of an illusion. How can you find what is already?

"you" the apparent person who is writing this IS the imaginary position. The imaginary position is real and unreal, but for the imaginary position it is only real. If it is only real, there is an opposite to it: unreal. This is where the world of knowing springs into being.

There is only difference between real and unreal from an imaginary position.

Only an "ego" wants this to be different than it is. It wants this to fill it's own personal needs, it wants reality to change on its terms. The screen is identifying with the character in the game, now it knows good and bad, right and wrong, real and unreal. The character in the game can not see the total mystery of itself and the things around it, it can only see a world that it knows. From this perspective unicorns are very mysterious, way more mysterious than the reality the character already knows to be real.

@Someone here Everything that appears is just appearances. We are real and unreal. You over there talking to me over here, is a story. This is nothing appearing as person here talking to seperate person there. There is nothing right or wrong about that, it doesn't matter. There is just what is, you can never really leave home. You can put VR glasses on, but you are still home.

Because "we" are not real. There is an appearance of time, but there is no real time. Can you find time in your direct "experience"? Can you actually leave what IS to go to the past or future? This is infinitely empty and infinitely full. It can not be understood. Everything is real and unreal, it just is what it is.

They happened in the story. In the story there is cause and effect. Everything is in time and can be explained by time. This is illusory knowing. You get a sense of security when you know what this is. You dont actually know what this is. All of your stories are based on one single core belief: that you are a real person in a real world.

You didn't perceive the honey get inserted into the jar from the factory either. You didn't perceive the jar get made in a glass factory. These are stories happening now. The story of someone that put poison in your honey is a story happening now. If there is poison in honey, there is poison in honey. If there is honey in bucket and not a jar, there is honey in bucket.

This includes memories/thoughts of "when he put poison in the honey". Can you find anything other than this?Try it out, and let me know if you can find anything else than whatever is happening.

@zeroISinfinity remember what you're experiencing isn't an integral part of waking up. It is what is happening there, You are untouched by the drama. Love is always fresh, you can't know it, you cant pin it down. No words and descriptions comes close to it, it is innocent and it gets corrupted by confusing the concepts of "it" for the truth of "it".

Why are you in a mental hospital if you dont mind me asking?

Connect with your body and let whatever is be.

Disorientation, confusion, ungroundedness, disconnect from the game and people in it. Hopelessness, loneliness, hell. Awakening can lead to hell or heaven. You get a glimpse of heaven, then you grap onto it, then you enter a state of searching for something else stronger than "normal" people have. A fall from grace into hell, a continuous conscious search for yourself, not an unconscious search like normal people have. Normal day to day life loses its meaning when you've seen yourself, you are now a character in a game looking for the screen.

Dying laughing is how I want to go! Dont worry about this, it's only thoughts. I've never heard of anyone literally dying from laughter. You can definitely get an idea that you are dying of laughter on LSD. But in my case, these ideas like this have always just been paranoid thoughts that felt very real, but nothing more.

I'm in the same situation. I am pretty happy being alone, occasionally I will get a feeling of loneliness or longing after comradeship. I haven't been with them for a while, if they are not going to make contact I won't either. I'm trying to cut them out, but it can be hard, especially when you've known them for over a decade.

1. For those who have come to know that they are God, what did this change for you? Nobody knows. 2. How many times did you have the realization before it stuck with you? The realization is that you are and have always been "God". There is no one for "it" to stick to. Only an apparently seperate person needs to know. 3. Did you tell people you know? Nobody knows. 4. How did your relationships change? Enlightenment isn't something added to your experience to make you feel or be a better person. It is a falling away of the need for something to happen. And there is no relationships, everything is fresh and ever changing. 5. What did you do first, as God? I took a fat shit and played angry birds ?

All stories about what could have been, are just stories. There are no real mistakes. What happened is what happened, you are in no control and you can't change what happened. Everything is always already forgiven. Everything could happen, but chances are it won't be as bad as your thoughts make you believe. Thoughts can often spiral into the worst scenarios and it can be hard to see through the illusion if you are emotionally attached. My mom has bad lungs and works with kids. She got news that one of the kid's mother has contracted the virus. Yesterday, scenarios of how it would be like after my mom is gone started appearing, but it was followed by a realization that my mother ISNT dead, she is right here, beside me. The story in my mind was not true, it was just a projection into one possible reality out of infinite possibilities. This often happens in relationships. You get so attached to a person that the fear of losing them makes you blind to their presence right now.

He has some good points, but his words are of the dream. Ego is a position that experiences. The ego might dissolve, but as soon as you KNOW that it dissolved you're back into a position. There is no ground to stand on, ego is standing on an illusory ground of knowing. The ground of knowing is the unknown appearing as something known. This isn't actually known. Look around, does this ACTUALLY make sense if you don't have a story about what, how or where you are? You're only aware of something when you're looking for something else than this.

Edited my comment about the word "idiot" just before you replied. There is no real character and there is no real game. How will the imaginary character realise it is imaginary? How can illusion break free of itself? Every action from illusion adds to the density/realness of the illusion. There is nothing real, there is no ground to stand on, this is free fall. This can not be known, this just is what it is, it makes no sense at all and nobody knows it. There is no character over here that knows anything.

An idiot like you can not understand it, because an idiot like you believes that it is a thing. An idiot like you is like a video game character chasing coins in a game. The idiot thinks a big treasure will someday be found and that this will finally be the end of its miserable search/existence. An idiot character in a game can not realise that it is not real, because it already isn't. It is absolutely hopeless. Hehe Btw the word "idiot" has no relevance to the message whatsoever, just there to put a little spin on it, to freshen it up a bit. ?