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Yea, you were never there. You must be tired of always manipulating whatever is happening to fit into your story. You're not here. "this is the game of life". - Daft Punk

Yea, it is basically soccer with cars lol, such a basic idea but they really nailed it.

LMAO, I have a tendency to get riled up too when I occasionally game. I play Rocket League, such a toxic community but still a good ass game. Secret is to realise that it is just a game, you're playing for the fun of it, this should be obvious but ego gets very attached to outcomes and often blame others for losing. If you play for the fun of it alone, there is nothing that can trigger you, you might get a little tensed when it gets intense in the game, nothing wrong with that, it's part of the fun. It's only wrong when there is a person there playing to win that it gets uncomfortable. Even then it isn't ACTUALLY wrong, ofc. Gaming can teach you a lot about life. There is no real meaning to it other than what you give it, there is no actual outcome that matters. When the attachment to outcome is lost, there is much more space for a sort of grace and flow, well being and fun with what is happening.

It's energy, there is no you to do anything with it and it doesn't require a you to be. You haven't found the holy grail, let go of trying to know what is happening. Let it do what it does, don't interfere with this, you can't own it. Dance, jump, laugh, cry, sing. These happenings do not need meaning, they do not need to be understood. They are what they are and that is it.

Love is so complete that it can appear as anything. It can appear as being seperate from itself and complaining about all of its imaginary problems. This is love. All there is is energy, this is energy appearing in these forms. It is incredible, pure creativity, all we are ever talking about is this. Whatever is happening, that is it, you don't need to find it, it already is.

Self consciousness creates apparent consciousness in the other. When self consciousness falls away, it is seen that nothing is conscious in the way you believed it were. When in the dream, this is only real. When awakening "happens" this is both real and unreal. Basically, the other person with a real story in a real world with a seperate consciousness is seen to always have been an illusion.

This is the glimpse.

You're living in what could've been and what once was. Are the past and future real? Can THIS be other than it is? Is there actually a problem if you don't think about it?

HEHE You didn't experience it, the experiencer fell away and all there was left was this. This is the glimpse! THIS. You can't capture or know what this is, you don't know what "happened." You think you saw "it", but you fell away for a split second and all there was, was this unspeakable this. You won't find it again, it is not an attainable thing. Don't label it God, don't label it infinite, don't label it anything, that is another mechanism of the ego to keep itself in a knowing position.

Just wanted to recommend this series. I've only watched the first episode, many here would enjoy it.

There is nothing around or inside this. There is only what is happening, trapped or free of the tormentor that is trying to know it. The little you can become the big YOU, when the you falls away there is no you, not even the God you.

What I'm saying is that this is already it. Who is it that has to get it? "God" is just a concept that falls infinitely short of what it supposedly points to, why? Because THIS IS IT. It's easy to say "You are God" and then think you know everything. You actually know absolute Jack shit, this is totally unknowable and that is the fucking beauty off it.

There isn't a YOU and something else (God). Closest you come to put it into words is: THIS or YOU or GOD or GURGELDAG But no one is aware of this, it is too close to be aware of. The looking for it puts you in an infinite search with no hope of finding. The joke is that this is it.

Why are you trying to unravel the mystery? You wan't to know what this is because you think it will give you what you long for. The mystery is longed for, but the seeker kills it by knowing everything. What you're looking for is always opposite to where you are looking. If it could be gotten why haven't you gotten it already? Is it because you are stupid? Or is it because there is nothing to be gotten?

Hehe, that's funny.

There is no becoming. This is it. There is no one here. The "ego" is a reflection looking for the mirror.

You can't experience nothing. Experience needs something to be experience. You're right you can never get it, so examples will satisfy the knower for a couple of seconds and then you're off to the next example/concept that will end up disappointing you again and again and again and again. While gurgeldag is just here chilling saying gurgeldag

These are just concepts put on top of this unknown gurgeldag. No words can describe it, so I have now named it "Gurgeldag." Everyone should from now on call this gurgeldag. If you don't, then you are wrong.

What does nothing look like? How could something see nothing? They are one and the same but they never meet. Trying to know/describe THIS is like trying to look at your own eyes, you can never do it. You'd have to use a mirror, and in that the mystery of them is reflected, but they can never see themselves. You can look all you want, but what is looking is what is looked for. Good, neither do I.

It is the closest the ego comes to this, it can only imagine solutions with itself as a part of the equation. This is too immediate, you can't grasp this, you can't know this. You wanna hold it so bad, you wanna see it and be it, but you are the illusion creating it. There is no it. When the search for it falls away... then....

You're looking for what's already happening, but you can't find it. Why is that?

People don't, the "Godhead" do, the Godhead is all there is, it is everything and nothing, therefore no one becomes aware of the Godhead. The Godhead is another idea, something grasp'able. This is it, this is the relative absolute, there is nothing to get. The person is an illusory position appearing in nothing, covering up the mystery that is everything. A nail in the sky. You won't ever understand this, don't worry, the need for understanding can fall away and then it is clear.