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  1. Posted · Edited by Keanu

    2 hours ago, Snader said:

    Let the man blow off some steam for God’s sake!

    Nothing personal, still all personal :ph34r:

    He's the centre of this forum, it's unprofessional and dangerous for him to speak like this. Of course he doesn't care because he need not care when speaking to himself, but life ending thoughts are spoken so freely here it's perpetuating delusions.
     

    2 hours ago, OBEler said:

    @Keanu I think from all what I read from you you are not so deep as you think in your development and need a lot of work. Sure you are more conscious than an Eckhard tolle Reader but I feel you dont understand how deep this goes. 

    I hope you will not see this as judgment. I am just want to tell my opinion in most direct way

    You could be right

    But why this insistent on depth? On development or work, truth is not understandable, is not translatable, you can't quantify or section it up, you can't focus on it and you can't grasp it, I say I'm awakened but I'm not really because that's a fiction. But simultaneously I am, nobody ever is not awake, If I say I'm not awake on this forum I'll be believed without a second guess, If I say I'm awake I'll be put down and told no you aren't. But aren't we always just exactly as we are? Is this not the goal for many, to peak behind the curtain to realise it was you all along? 

     

    2 hours ago, PeaceOut96 said:

    @Keanu Awaken so much that you wouldn't post this. So much that you'll be laughing over what ever reason you wrote this. I am just taking a guess now, but you probably wrote this to help yourself go deeper ?

    Who says I'm not laughing, this post has gone far from my original intention but this is entertaining.

     

  2. Posted

    6 hours ago, Leo Gura said:

    Do not think for some second that you are AWAKE! You have no fucking idea what CONSCIOUSNESS is!

    Everyone here is a clown. You don't comprehend. Everyone you follow and read is a idiot. No human has any idea what CONSCIOUSNESS is. None of the Nondualist, Buddhist, Advita spiritual monkeys that you've up on pedestals like your idiot kings.

    CONSCIOUSNESS is not some stupid Buddhist crap.

    God specifically told me to tell you that if you follow Buddhism and you think that's AWAKENING, you're a complete idiot. This is not the Leo ego speaking. This is GOD speaking to you through Leo fingers. Buddhism is NOT TRUTH! What messenger do I have to spend to you to get you to listen? Must I send a feathery angle?

    EVERY SINGLE BUDDHIST IDEA IS IMAGINARY. Including Enlightenment, Void, and No-Self. Its dreamed up shit.

    THERE NEVER WAS A BUDDHA! You invented him from whole cloth, the sneaky stupid bastard.

    You didn't just invent the Buddha, you invent Eckhart Tolle, Rupert Spira, and all this shit.

    Rupert Spira is fantasy in your mind.

    And until you realize that, you're clueless.

    Stop acting butthurt about this. Like I am hurting your stupid feelings. All your feelings are just bullshit you are running to avoid actually WAKING UP! Stop crying like a child. You are strong enough to handle TRUTH! I know you are because I'M the only here who's been there.

    INFINITE TRUTH

    You have fucking idea what that is.

    I am treating you like the adult you should have already raised yourself to be. But now here I am, leading this children who all the sudden think they no better. NO!  Everyone your whole life have been treating you like a child, everyone treated you like a preciously emotional crybaby child! Your FEELINGS are all SELF-DECEPTION. Which why they have you running behaving like monkeys. You're as stupid as a monkey. YOU! That Buddhist! "Void" you are stupid! There is no void, there is only GOD!

    The reason you're offended and swarming around like fish because you were told the RAW TRUTH.

    No watch yourself coping with stories and distractions.

    Your whole life, everything out of your mouth has been a LIE.

    You are CONSTANTLY LYING, and I'm the only ONE here who knows it and will tell you.

    And I don't care about your feelings, AT ALL. Because TRUTH doesn't give a fuck what you think. Or feel.

    Everything you are is FALSE.

    It has almost reached the point where I don't even wanna talk to you.

    I JUST WANT TO DIE. Because there is no one here intelligent enough to understand me.

    GUYS! Your stupidity will cause me to kill myself. Simply because it is too cringe and I would rather be up in HEAVEN WITH GOD DRINKING AN INFINITE CUP OF TEA.

    Stop embarrassing me. I see through every single one of your silly monkey human games.

    You're never fooling God.

    You're never fooling Truth.

    You're never fooling Love.

    You're never fooling Me.

    Well this has gotten out of hand, if you take a look you'll see my last post before this was in 2018. Active forum members, this isn't the only forum for spirituality and you don't have to be talked to like this. 

    Leo you understand nothing, you're a child berating other children because the world has hurt you. 

    Feelings are as real as the meal that sustains me. yes they're also not real but get over yourself. 

    This place is caught up in the idea of lie vs truth, ego vs god, self and no-self. Your hyper fixation may be what you all need now, but it's all meaningless. 

    Peace.
     

  8. Posted

    3 hours ago, Moksha said:

    Enlightenment liberates you to lucidly live the dream. Creativity, intelligence, and love pour through you and elevate every experience, whether it is farming tomatoes or researching quantum mechanics. Life is less about choosing the right thing to do, and more about honoring the moment regardless of what you do. You may feel guided in a certain direction, but whatever you do will be meaningful because you are entirely present and grateful for it. You see the miracle that the cosmos is. If you are bored or dismiss life as an empty illusion unworthy of your attention, these are telltale signs you aren’t enlightened.

    That's a very poetic take on enlightenment. As I said in my original post life is peaceful, blissful, I am exactly where I need to be going exactly where I should be. I merely have curiosity about what other ways spirituality can be experienced after awakening. Maybe my 'now what' and 'depth is illusion' was seen as though I'm bored or dismissive, but I can assure you that's not the case.

    Being awake does not mean you know all the answers, or are above asking questions or seeking help. If you know any spiritual practices that are specific to after enlightenment I would be delighted to hear. 

  15. Posted

    12 minutes ago, dimitri said:

    Sounds like you are on the right path towards spiritual growth

    We are all on the path whether sought or not no?

    12 minutes ago, dimitri said:

    but I know nothing.

    And that is the only thing I feel I can really trust, that I know nothing, but is that not just another thought.. 

    13 minutes ago, dimitri said:

    Good luck.

    As to you my friend

  16. Posted · Edited by Keanu

    Sometimes it's as though the experience of love is overwhelming my entire experience of self, like I cannot hold it in, it's too much, it's just an overflowing feeling that begins communicating itself through creation. Pure creation, and my self cannot contain it, I loose track of everything and just get swept away with the experience.

    Throughout all experience I go through phases of doubt, questioning myself, never knowing what I'm really doing and where I'm going, implementing trust, acceptance, some days are really hard, some days are a blur, sometimes I'm happy sometimes I'm sad, but sometimes there's just such an overwhelming feeling of being, of love, whether it be a single moment, hours or days, it's like creation itself is just unfolding without any control and it's utterly consuming, but then I come back to myself and feel again limited, doubtful, lost... I'm not sure if this is common I'm just confused, trying to be accepting.. but confused why there's such a contrast within my experience and not knowing what to do or think..

  17. Posted

    I feel like the only time i can be honest is when I'm intoxicated, high, or impaired by a substance to 'allow' myself to be unencumbered by extra thoughts that stop me from sharing, and when I do get drunk or high I am more easily able to express how I really think without a filter

    I feel the way I think and perceive reality is very deluded nowadays, so in everyday normal interactions I shy away from saying or doing what I really think or feel and in a way that hurts me to be 'inauthentic', to overthink what I am saying or doing, to hold back, to always think about what I say before I say it; but give me some alcohol or drugs I can very openly express what I'm really thinking, and only the next day afterwards I cringe and over think about what I've said the night before, as though who wants to hear this shit? who want's to listen to somebody express their version of infinite life and reality, even though in that moment it feels full of love and genuine expression, and it feels received and reciprocated from those people I share with, but when I wake up I chaste myself as stupid and deluded, I went through an awakening a couple years ago and immediately always felt confident to share my views because I believed the people hearing me would benefit from it, but realised how silly it was to think my view of life was better than theirs and to put myself above them as I was somehow benefiting them, now I'm in the mindset that I don't really understand at all what's going on and who am I to claim truth to my words and that somebody should believe me, how can I ever believe in myself now when it all feels imaginary?

    Is there such a thing as being grounded?

    Can I live with the doubt, does it pass?

    Can you express authentically without always questioning yourself?

    I want to be authentic and truthful but I don't know what that is...

  20. Posted · Edited by Keanu

    @beaucoup

    Your aura is just another form of energy, much like a heat signature, I recommend studying multiple sources of what it is, how to notice it, and what you can do with it, then come to your own understanding from experience, as it will be more accurate and tailored to you than what somebody can tell you.

    A hole allows new insights, information and experience to appear, an aura that rarely experiences openings is usually someone who sticks to routine, habitual tasks, their comfort zone or place of security, essentially most humans, growth is inevitable but slow

    now taking a psychedelic is equivalent to blasting a hole and ripping your aura apart, allowing infinity to be presented in new and drastic ways, some people can accept and learn from these experiences, others cannot, and need to retreat back to their previous worldview, this is where unwanted energy comes into play, and where having an intention before going into the experience, one as simple as ‘I will accept and see whatever may be presented’ can help tremendously

    @AlwaysBeNice

    I cannot know what you believe, but since you are an active member here you will be familiar with the concept of infinity, and recognise with that comes no limit

     

  21. Posted · Edited by Keanu

    On 25/03/2018 at 3:28 AM, Emne said:

    Is death something to be afraid of or not

    Depends on your idea of death, if you picture it to be the end of your life forever then yes, you will fear it

    Some see it as a transition, and if fear is present it is of the unknown 

    Others believe death is false, seeing the end of the body as an illusion, and believe there is nothing to fear but yourself

    I’m sure there are more, but that begs the question, what do you believe death to be ? 

  22. Posted · Edited by Keanu

    5 hours ago, How to be wise said:

    @Keanu your belief doesn’t change reality

    Say you were outside and had a thought you wanted to write down, if you believe without a doubt that you have a pen and paper inside that you can use to write down such a thought, that is the shape of your reality, and of you go inside to write it down, your belief confirmed once your thought is on paper

    Now say you went outside again and had another thought you wanted to write down, but this time you were miles away, and unknowning to you your house just burnt down from a candle you left burning, reducing everything to ash, yet of you go on the long trek home, to write down your thought, your conviction that it will be there unwavering, your shape of reality unchanged, although wrong

    And now you’re standing in the rubble of your house, in shock your life took such a turn, thought, pen and paper completely forgotten, your shape of reality now changed

    But what would have happened if you never turned back towards your house, and the thought you wanted to write down was one of action, not study, and you never returned to your house, life left behind forever, you would believe that one day someone would discover the house abandoned, everything as you left it, pen and paper waiting for someone to deal with once found, never knowing it has burnt to the ground 

  23. Posted

    3 minutes ago, Lynnel said:

    How would you cleanse yourself from bad energies ?

    There are many ways, food, sleep, period of rest & mediation are a few of the most effective

    Though my personal favourite, as it is quick and powerful is using intention of though

    An example would be when you feel yourself starting to close back up, speak or think something like ‘I ask of you to cleanse, clear and purify myself, let all unwanted energy go with love and acceptance’ 

    You can of course use whatever words you like, as it is more about the intention than the actual words, as they are just a tool

    And if you have any grounding Crystals they are always helpful too

  24. Posted · Edited by Keanu

    On 26/03/2018 at 6:05 AM, beaucoup said:

    Do you guys think there are energetic dangers to taking psychedelics?  

    I’ve spoken to clairvoyants and energy healers about the damage drugs (especially psychedelics) can wreak on ones energy field, and there was always one consensus throughout 

    - Drugs cause anywhere from small to gaping holes in your energy field (aura) as you grow more and more open

    - Expanding ones consciousness without the proper intent can cause unknown/unwanted energy to latch onto your open field

    - Always do a cleanse before and after your experience to ensure all unwanted energy does not remain latchched onto your field once you start to close down (become sober)