Flowerfaeiry

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    Yep! This is me! In new age for 15 years. Psychedelics and self realization type stuff. Got saved and overnight was healed from things I had tried for over a decade to heal in new age. Suicidal thoughts gone. Self worth issues gone. There really is something special about Jesus! I didn’t buy it either, thought it was bs weirdo stuff but I am a testimony to its truth! Praise God! Thank you Jesus, hallelujah :) it’s the best feeling ever. Completely unique to anything else I ever tried in new age, that’s how I know it’s real. If anyone has any questions dm me! I’m happy to share the good news about Christ. I was raised strict Christian and didn’t really “get it” until I got saved just recently. 

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    25 minutes ago, Xonas Pitfall said:

    Do you have specific delusions that, looking back, were so insane it’s scary how strongly you believed them? Or was it more just a general period of time where things felt off?

    That’s a really good question! And I could go on and on so I’ll just give you these specific examples.

    I was once highly manipulated while on psychedelics by a friend.
     

    Also, I once watched a Leo video where he says to watch this video before taking psychedelics and I did, and I saw the exact same images and had the same “realizations” he was talking about. 
     

    Like we place all this emphasis on psychedelics as being ultimate truth because that’s literally how the insights are presented to us. 
     

    There’s a culture around psychedelics and it’s kind of a hive mind and I think that’s the most deceptive part of it. 

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    I literally just posted a video about this on my Instagram today! Weird timing. Basically, I put a lot of weight on psychedelics. I started doing them at a youngish. Had all these mind blowing realizations. My view of reality from 19 on was literally built on dmt and mushrooms. I got really into new age. I grew a lot, for sure. But sometimes I wonder like, was it all worth it? What was that all about? I’m grateful for my path and I respect psychedelics, but I am thoroughly convinced the propensity for deception is extremely, extremely high.

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    @TheGod No. I’m not gonna let you get away with this. This is absolutely ridiculous. To think this much less publish this on the internet is blasphemy and I’m embarrassed for you that you think this. 

    Where the hell are you getting your samples for said proclamation? Me making a comment does not count. Just because women often do things differently doesn’t mean we are less spiritual. Just because women aren’t known for going into a cave and meditating for years doesn’t mean we are less spiritual. Or just because women haven’t written more philosophical books than men doesn’t mean we are less spiritual. It is completely idiotic behavior to make such a statement. And it does sound like you’re just repeating ideology you’ve seen on this forum. In fact your whole comment is soaked in it. 

    What do you think women do? Fart around, raise babies? Make friends? Cook food? Fuuuuck. I’m WAY more spiritual than you. I guaran-fucking-tee it and you will not catch me saying that in any normal conditions but I’m flipping this fucking table because you are WRONG to say what you said. 

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    On 5/11/2025 at 10:06 AM, TheGod said:

    I don’t think I’ve ever met a god-realized guy in real life and I’m assuming with women it would be even worse. I want to know how valid my assumption is. 
     
    My intuition is also telling me that it’s so much more difficult for women to catch what god is because they mostly lack spiritual wisdom and intelligence. On the other hand, since they are more social beings they depend on society more, therefore, it is extra challenging for them. 
     

    Lastly, what I mean by God-realization is pure understanding of one’s nature. I’m not talking about New Age bullshit or energy nonsense, 10th eye or communications with avatars or whatever horseshit 

    Thank you

    As a WOMAN, I am highly offended. Women mostly lack spiritual wisdom? Aaaahahahahahah. Women generally tend to be way more spiritually in tune than men. Generally much more sensitive, intuitive and loving. If you’re talking “men are generally more philosophical than women” I’ll give you that. 
     

    Do you have an understanding of your nature? Or are you just used to regurgitating a man’s psychedelic-fueled visions?? 
     

    Granted I haven’t done 5meo so I can’t speak to it but I have done more psychedelics than most the people on this forum. 
     

     

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    1 hour ago, Aaron p said:

    Yeah I like what you say here lol. I deffo see the problems that can come from a lack of therapeutic vibes. 

    I personally don't subscribe to only cut throat style or only therapy as I can see difficulties and problems arising from a subscription to one but not the other. I think I'll try walk the middle path cuz I think I can be cutthroat and therapeutic.

    Honestly choosing love is the most cutthroat thing I ever did no joke. It’s sooo much easier to just fall back on mirroring someone’s negative energy right back to them. Advanced humans choose love. 

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    Leo has a very harsh view on reality annd doesn’t understand trauma. People are the way they are so that they can survive. We start off as innocent babies and one negative thing after another happens and we learn to protect ourselves through these various methods that you and Leo label as “stupid” and “retarted”. When in reality they are the body, mind and soul’s way of making sure it stays safe. Without them we would literally crumble and die. We all have different protection methods based on what we’ve been through and who we are. Yes we can unlearn these protection methods but it takes a shit ton of effort. 
     

    Honestly you sound angry. And it sounds like a righteous anger at the state of the world. Things are very fucked up right now.  It’s hard to balance a wide range of emotions that arise when you see injustices and wrongdoings, I know. Sometimes I rage and cry and lash out and don’t know what to do. 
     

    One of the biggest things I’ve implemented into my life though is compassion and that’s what’s changed the most for me over the recent years. Before, I was angry forever. Now, I have compassion for people who mistreat me and who act in ways I don’t agree with or understand. No one who loves themselves mistreats others. People who love themselves understand that life is very, very hard and that we act out because we are moving from a place of pain.
     

    Don’t mistake this as an airy fairy statement to “just love everyone and be happy.” There’s so much depth to the teaching of compassion that is so much more than “love everyone hehe!”. 
     

    Real genuine, heart centered compassion and love for people does not look like: “people are stupid and humanity is retarted, I know better”. It just doesn’t. 

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    21 minutes ago, Aaron p said:

    Guys is there any actual solid hardcore spiritual methods to deal with the lack of consciousness in other people? I find it particularly hard to deal with people who are actively in my life leading people into chaos and causing young people in particular extreme amounts of damage.

    I'm getting an intuitive sense that the most effective method to deal with this kind of problem is to just have a few awakenings but assuming that I can't do that yet how the fuck can I deal with these people

    People are actually not as stupid as you’re making them out to be and I know this goes against the ideas on this forum but people are the way that they are for very specific and intelligent reasons. 
     

    Can you give me a specific example of something you’re having a hard time dealing with?

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    I’m trying to grow on social media and yeah I thought that if my content is good enough then it will simply be watched. But you’re right. Instagram is unique in that it IS fueled by dopamine and these quick hits. So you HAVE to grab attention quickly. I don’t really like it…I think…still figuring that out. I’ve been posting every day for 2.5 months. Check me out.

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    I have a history with not being able to trust myself, like I don’t believe my intuitions. But I’ve been learning to see that they are often right. So I look for evidence that I am trustworthy. If I have an intuition about something but I ignore it thinking it’s wrong and then it later turns out to be true, I use that as proof that I am trustworthy.

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    8 hours ago, Never_give_up said:

    I can't find psychedelics, and I have real problems with doing something I don't like , like meditation(it's literally impossible for me to do something that isn't interesting to my brain).

    I can do contemplation but lately it doesn't lead me anywhere, it just wears me down. Should I quit and no longer suffer from my desire to understand things better or there are other ways? 

    I love how you say you’re suffering from your desire to understand things better. Because that’s what will keep driving you. You can give up if you want. And I wager you’re the type of person to keep coming back. 

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    It’s not worth it unless you get placed in those situations by the hand of god because you were homeschooled and severely sheltered from the world your whole life so when your parents get divorced and you’re forced into the “real world” for the first time he says “you need some life experience, try drugs. But I’m going to give you a very healthy fear of becoming an addict”. So you don’t become a methhead. But you still lose your mind to ecstasy and do psychedelics too young and end up suffering immensely because of your unconventional childhood and lack of support for the abuse you endured and end up being an outcast in your family because of the drugs and then you turn 30 and finally start to heal and everything starts making sense.