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I'm never going to burn through my desire for deep relationships and artistic pursuits in this lifetime and I have no wishes to I do however wish to burn through my damn weed addiction.

To do more than the bare minimum

I think it's great to do psychedelics consciously so I love where you're going with this. One thing is that even with all the planning in the world you never know what you might see. Encountering difficult situations may be what you need. Psychedelics can bring up things that you never in a million years would have imagined without.

Relationships can be emotional and sometimes that gets expressed strongly on this forum. There is also a lot of good advice here that can be focused on too.

Ayahuasca is traditionally used for shadow work from my understanding and experience with the medicine. Are you taking it by yourself? My personal advice is not to drink unless with a trusted facilitator as they work specifically with things like this!

@Rilles Did you do this?

I think this is a great idea. A man who asks me out and then doesn’t pay confuses me. Many women are really conscious of the money spent on them and will not want you to spend too much.

Oh my gosh I’m so sorry. I’ve dealt with nightmares and they’re the worst. I noticed I had them more when I was in a bad relationship or if my diet was crap. Also, writing down the dreams and contemplating them may help you understand more about why you are having these and the things you can do to make them better. I am going to message you.

The things that helped me were time and not giving up hope. You can go slowly. You can waste time. Maybe you need to allow yourself to rest after those hard things you’ve been through.

IMO you going to a psych ward means you have more experience to teach from. You can use the healing and hurt from what you learned there to help others too.

I think that the way a passion is expressed can change as the individual changes. Maybe a chef who fried doughnuts at a farmers market becomes healthy and now slings epic salads.

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Just being on this sub-forum has reminded me that men are trying to do their best and their intentions are not malicious most of the time

Having a wide range of unique experiences.

I think this kind of stuff can be healed by changing lifestyle to get more fresh air. Sounds like you have some irritation going on from all the stuff you're putting up your nose. Some things to experiment with as well are: Mewing(proper tongue positioning method), nose breathing, nightly mouth taping, nasal massages, taking deep breaths in nature, fresh air in general especially cold/for a couple of hours at a time (like a hike in nature). Sometimes grains, oils, overcooking and other things in the diet can cause problems. Possibly it is a mold problem and if so I have no idea what to do for that.

You're definitely not broken. The mind does all kinds of weird things. What does it feel like when you stop thinking? Maybe it would help to write about it?

I think you have to define it for yourself.

It's OK to regret things. Sometimes you won't know until you have done the thing and learned from it. So keep exploring regardless

Feel it all as fully as you can! Take care of yourself, move, express your emotions if you can.

There’s lots of room for improvement. Too many individuals heavily reliant on these companies. Not enough holistic thinking in health care.

@EntheogenTruthSeeker same thing happened to me. I would feel really good on raw for a few days and then would start to lose my shit. IMO we all have to find the diet that works best for us AND focus on fresh, whole foods.

Oh yea these days life SUCKS!! Just kidding

Feeling I love the feeling of things coming together and making sense in new ways. I love the feeling of presence that washes over me when the sun hits my face. The warmth it blesses me with makes me feel so comfortable. I love the feeling of relief I get when I take in deep breaths of fresh air. The feeling of my body when it relaxes into a stretch. I love the feeling of petting a soft animal. Of enjoying a delicious meal and the way my body melts with pleasure at the first taste of its goodness. I love the feeling of waking up refreshed, the feeling of a hot shower. I love the sensation of pleasant smells that rush into my nose when I put drops of oils onto my skin. I love feeling excitement when I am with a new lover and of pride and accomplishment when I create something new. I don't like feeling bad, like when I am experiencing pain or discomfort. But I love the feelings of clarity that come after those hard times. Thank you for this beautiful exercise.

I would question the ideas that raw vegan is the ideal diet. It is workable but most tend to thrive with meat.

Yes. True astrology. Not so much daily horoscope type material.