Rilles

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  1. Stop telling yourself to stop judging yourself. ?
  2. Yes! there’s a whole study of that... only english as far as i know has really creepy wordplay/ double meaning once you start digging into it.. won’t do it here because it takes up too much space ? no... have to look that up!
  3. You’re trying to control. Stop that. There’s noone in control. If you want a technique then focus on the sensations of your body. Anxiety and nervousness mostly reside in the stomach and heart area. Whenever you feel overwhelmed go into your body.
  4. Listening to this right now! Thank you for the recommendation! ??
  5. Dont worry about it. Just do it when you feel it’s right. Rupert Spira once said that self-inquiry shouldn’t be a must, you do it cause you love it otherwise you can just do something else, play video games or whatever. But you can cultivate the love and curiosity if you want.
  6. Its fun. This conceptual idea called me loves to look at itself and bask in the mystery of awareness. Are there any rewards? Alot of joy. Probably more in the future. Moving away from the mind and intellectual territory into just watching is the most refreshing and revitalizing thing ever. Its like drinking ice-cold water in the desert for an overthinker.
  7. Why do you care about someone criticizing Leo? Do you have something invested in him? Be careful not to make Leo your guru and placing him on a pedestal. Just do the work.
  8. Transcend and include. Bring the good parts of Orange into your Green business.
  9. Give the guy a break. Hes been wearing one black t shirt for 4 years.
  10. Dude. dont worry. creativity is infinite. start fresh! what you lost was just practice, the real good stuff is about to begin
  11. Dont know but I once had a sheep show up in my backyard out of the blue... I watched it run around for 10 mins then it ran away. I guess sheep is my spirit animal. I am a very timid and kind person so... baaaaah... pet me....
  12. Life is not perfect for the ego. Quiet down for a minute and tap into... I exist... I exist!... I EXIST... how is this possible?!?! Thats perfection.
  13. I think having a few psychedelic experiences is good to break open the mind and ego which in turn can open someone up to ”real” spirituality.
  14. Tao de Ching was the first spiritual book I read, still love it. Its poetic though, not for everyone.
  15. The love is growing. The beard is growing. ?
  16. Not even close, MDMA makes me feel open and honest but divine love is something completly different. Try some acid or something instead. Edit: I did feel a mindful contentment, first time in my life where I could sit and be 100% happy doing nothing... pretty cool?
  17. He slowly turning Muslim, look at that beard of his.
  18. Lick the toad 50+ times and then come back to the forum and talk. Or maybe youll be a vegetable by then. An absolutely infinite vegetable.
  19. I haven’t tried shrooms but you can buy Waklert or Modalert legally online and get them in a week. Seems easier. Depends on what you’re looking for though.
  20. Doesnt matter to your ego but you’re just one out of a billion.