Rilles

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  1. I was feeling anxious and afraid and I forced myself to sit with the feeling not denying it. The more I focused in on the sensation of anxiety in my stomach the lighter it got and it didnt feel like anxiety anymore it felt like another new sensation that ive never felt before in my life, I cant explain exactly what it felt like. Its almost like I put a magnifying glass on it and saw new details.
  2. I felt into my stomach when i was afraid once and the sensation literally changed to something else when i concentrated deeply on it, it was mindblowing.
  3. should probably lock this thread before it becomes a shitstorm of excuses
  4. Yes you can devolve but its more likely if you already have a big part of that lower stage in you. Traumatic events can cause you to drop in stages drastically, an Orange person who becomes homeless might have to tap into his Red to survive. A Blue person might fall into almost Purple rituals during tough times.
  5. yeah he seems very genuine, im happy something as big as ESPN is talking about DMT
  6. I dont have anything personal against Trump but hes not Yellow, thats all.
  7. im a ghost a banana ghost booooooo i scare away all the little chimps in the monkey mind
  8. You said you already know who you are, if so then why are you afraid? If you know you are Consciousness then you would already be dead anyway? Anyway, meditate on the fear for a few months, eventually these things pass.
  9. All fear arises in the stomach and hands. Whats your point? If youre afraid of death its because you are looking into the future and thinking ”I will die” so its thought-based. Not denying the severity of the fear though.
  10. Whats the difference between primal and thought-based? Are you sure youre not conceptualizing to protect yourself?
  11. So? Where did it ever say Democratic means Green? Democrats can be all kinds of stages. You can be a money hungry Orange Democrat too. Show me one real juice example of Trump being Green.
  12. Trump has never gone through stage Green so him being Yellow is preposterous. Atleast Obama had a picture of himself smoking a joint in a strawhat.
  13. lol the majority of you havent even done 5-meo, whats the hurry
  14. I totally just read that in Sadhgurus voice.
  15. were too stubborn... we would need a 100 videos
  16. you cant find IT! tada! there is no video!
  17. dark night of the soul slowly creeping forth.......
  18. Downloads of Infinite Intelligence... so fucking SLOW