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This should be featured, holy moly, amazing work!??

Hahaha this is fatalism at its finest, I really hope you can go back someday and laugh at your own posts

Maybe you repel girls because you dont give enough details about yourself?.

We dont like to go into our feelings because theyre uncomfortable, so no, we couldnt ”just” do that.

I can distract myself away from the feeling by thinking up excuses, instead of going into and feeling it.

Hahahahaha im deaaad

Nothing wrong with it, but it can get in the way when youre trying to do something you enjoy. Just being conscious of why you feel uptight is much better than just trying to ”accept” the feeling and ignoring it. Once you really know why you feel a certain way youll be so aware of its sillyness that youll stop naturally. No forcing needed.

Yep, like someone said, there are probably 50 reasons why you get uptight when someone watches you i want them to like what i do i feel embarrased if i mess up i want to look good etc etc etc think about it this way. do you get uptight when your dog watches you? why not? because you dont seek validation from your dog, so why are you seeking it from other people? just something to contemplate

I dont think twin flame is spiritual per say, i think when you really click its because you subconsciously fulfill eachothers lacking needs, if you had a distant father and your new girlfriend is really intimate with you then you might feel like ”oh she really loves me like noone ever has, this must be ordained from above”

watch this... you might relate

i agree with OP, more embodiment and practical material would be nice, although the latest episode on Authority was quite nice Edit: Todays episode on politics is blowing my mind, awesome Leo

thanks for all the replies... seems this question is veeery deep and might take alot of time to grasp

Can you elaborate? To clarify, I can experience my thoughts but not others thoughts so it seems theyre separate from me or in some other dimension.. idk

thats awesome! know that there might be alot of resitance and fear, also alot of clinging from your parents, unless they support you

so you have to work your ass off to get out of there, im 25 in the same situation (although in a more affluent country) you can do it! i believe in you

I locked my Facebook acccount about 6 months ago. Havent missed it at all.

Learn Astral Projection. Youll be the ghost you crave.

your parents were meant to bring you up, teach you basics, now youve outgrown them since 10 years back, you can leave now!!

One day youll (hopefully) start taking responsibility for your own weaknesses. Then you wont need MGTOW anymore.

suffering makes me wanna seek pleasure and escapism too

Sometimes you kinda sliiide slowly back into low consciousness and forget all about the meditation and the yoga how to get up on that horse again

modafinil is enough for me... doesnt make jittery , it just takes away resistance and lets me focus for like 3 hours straight without break

i think that youre doing great, youre putting yourself out there, youre realizing that you have strong emotions and want love, i dont see much of an issue, just keep moving

Dont get rid of the belief. OWN IT. “Im a bad person. Yes. Thats okay. Heres a few reasons why you think Im bad... and why thats okay“ You do realize that once you own a trait it has no power over you anymore. If someone told me “Youre blonde!” I wouldnt care because Im not denying it. If someone told me I was blonde and I hated being blonde I would dye my hair, deny my blondeness and do anything to cover up my little strands. Thats what youre doing, its making you miserable.