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yyyyes, come on!

I just stumbled upon one looksmax thread, I think I want to vomit, I wont link it, all I can say its like Stage Red+++++

Dont really know... scour old forum posts Im sure you can find some explanation.

it got a copyright claim thrown at it

Joy. Doing something inauthentic for too long makes my body tense and can give me a headache. Real purpose just feels real good, like a drug.

Ants are one of the most intelligent animals on this planet.

Were all conformist. Do you walk around naked in public? Didnt think so.

great stuff

i could never get through it, Journeys Out Of Body is amazing though

find a comfy place to sit pick up your phone, ipad, computer go to youtube.com search for self love actualized click that video with the heart on it voila!

theres no amount of time you should finish a book, ive finished books in 3 days and some take 3 months, as long as the book gives you something of value

I dont know, I just want a solution that lasts beyond the substance in my bloodstream. I believe moooost people have the ability to solve even their deepest problems by awareness and self-reflection... and tons of patience... It may take you a year to even start feeling a tiny bit better... Is that worth it?

Also changed my view on society, I used to be to critical towards society and government but now I realize its importance and even beauty. I would rather live my comfy life protected by laws and government than live in the wild getting mauled by bears.

Order out of chaos.

People live in subjective bubbles hypnotized by their own thought patterns. One of many. Now of course, by people I also mean myself.

Went in for social anxiety, talked alot and got my thought-patterns challenged by the therapist, did some CBT on myself. I feel that Im about 75% "healed", whatever that means, pretty damn amazing. Used to very on guard in public and social situations, now Im way more relaxed. In general I feel like all Ive done is become aware of my patterns... Thats all... Awareness is curative... But I needed some help to see what those patterns were.

Talk therapy, all the way. Has helped me enormously, been doing it for 4 months, but having some meditation as background helps alot. Medication puts a bandaid on the problem and can you make easily addicted. I would only recommend meds in very very rare cases as in crippling depression. ps. Not medical advice.

Oh, man this is so beautiful! Love old-school games! Nice work!

1. Because youre not suffering from it anymore. 2. Because you learned something from it.

Thats not a series! Something like Systems Thinking pt 1: Chaos Theory Systems Thinking pt2 : Feedback Loops Systems Thinking pt3 : How To Use Systems

Buy a fan.

Incredible miracle... he will probably be paralyzed and living with complications for the rest of his life though.

You need to set some boundaries for yourself, what is it you get out of these experiences? To me it seems like youre making yourself suffer. I used to be like you, I really tried to like smoking but just in the past year Ive just totally given up, I hate being the introverted, paranoid spaced out dude who cant even talk to people because I took two tokes, no thanks.