Solace

"In the 4th stage of initiation into the 5th dimension we live in service to everyone who comes our way and whatever role we need to play to manifest our highest possibility will start happening naturally. And you'll start living in a world that wants to invest in your talents. And it doesn't matter what you do; you could make organic potato salad." Matt Kahn

You don't need to do anything to awaken other than give up the fight. Surrender completely to everything. That's why I just accept what is, and the best way to do that is to love whatever arises. You have no control when a thought will arise, when a feeling will arise, or what a person will say to you in a conversation. So instead of surrendering to them in short periods of meditation (still do it of course!) but why not do it all of the time, allowing them to just be, through the art of being your own inner parent to your heart that you have always wished you had. My process: a thought arises? I say: "I love you", or some anything that is very kind, caring, and respectful. A feeling? "I love you". That is surrender, that is healing, and that anchors the vibration of love until reality reflects it. Affirmations of this kind change past the mental body of subconscious beliefs, because you are anchoring the oneness of your true self which is love/light/joy/gratitude/infinity/nothingness/emptiness/God. Bring this acceptance with you, accept the one who continues to backlash just so you can give this shadow the love it deserves. The ego backlash is really the most neglected part of yourself wanting to be loved, like a child who has walked up to the gates of heaven, and heaven keeps moving away just cause the child isn't behaving morally right. Are you gonna leave that child to die, or will you sit with this child disguised as an ego backlash, and feel it. Every feeling is a child wanting to be hugged and loved, same with every thought, every person you see. Just children wanting the attention they never got. It's painful to do this man! As I always say, there is no shortcut here. "I may be done with sadness, but it's not done with me". Replace sadness with a thought, or a feeling.

We are so strong that every feeling we face is something countless generations of humans didn't have the courage to face. That is legit. More than ever, we are all in this together through any emotional upheaval, or however life is dressed up as today. Love you too! I found my new wallpaper Eden

I enjoy Lune Innate. She is a psychic creates very relaxing videos on YouTube. There is probably way more accurate people out there, but I just like her energy

The more aware you get and loving, the more those bad emotions arise like a magnetic pull, you're doing so well Be kind to yourself too.

I've been on Actualized.org since October in 2016, and it's time to go for while. The first video I watched from Leo was his one on the Do Nothing meditation technique. Before then, I thought we were nothing greater than what we appeared to be, just human beings who are destined to die, but I soon learnt that we were the consciousness in a human body. This lead to this moment, where I feel it's finally time to leave, so I can focus on facing all of the pain, and suffering inside of me through the practice of love. Thank you to everyone who has helped me so much, especially you @pluto. It has been a true blessing. Thank you also @Leo Gura for introducing me to spirituality, I've spent hours watching your videos, and I think you are so talented at what you do. To infinite love I go. And so I say Goodbye. May you receive the joy you've always wanted, may you die knowing you truly loved yourself as you are now.

That is a very profound double realization. First, it dosen't matter what I write on this page, it can never touch you as deeply as a real conversation, or deeper yet, with yourself. Second, you are trying to get away from loneliness when it arises. That is okay, it is painful to feel after all. Just know that the only way to heal loneliness is by facing it, otherwise it will stay in your body, and come up again, leading to addiction. Wish there was a shortcut too dear one Perhaps ask, knowing that beliefs feed your emotions, what would I have to believe about myself in order to feel lonely? Ask and you shall recieve Eva. I hope you find the unity, connection, love and intimacy that you deserve more of, not less. You are not alone in this, many people are here too.

@wakeel55 That is a good one. About your question. Notice how you can't stop apathy from arising even if you tried, you can either accept it or reject it. Feeling is the ultimate acceptance

This is me, against my ego. Then the ultimate surrender. The resurrection.

Nothing I can write here, and nothing I am told can make the soften my fear of love. I have said before that I am so scared right now, I feel like I'm falling into a bottomless pit from mt unconditional love and acceptance of what is. I'm so scared to keep loving. Energy is rising from my spine, my heart feels like it's exploding, my reality feels meaningless, I'm falling, falling into darkness. I'll just keep loving myself until this is over more not less. My love is what is holding my hand through this purgatory into heaven. This is what is happening, so exciting you know:

I'm back guys (of course, we always knew). Hard, strict boundaries no longer resonate with my heart. It is a fluid being, which can't be contained when awakened. We are all God here to have fun, and risk doing what we love against the imaginary consequences we create. It's nice to have lived another day to tell you this. I also learnt that love is everything, even ego is pure love, the feelings you have are intuitions, not self-sabotage. Everlasting love is already here, we are just becoming aware of it. This process of releasing karma to experience the infinite emptiness of spirit is very painful (and it's hard not to run away from it you know when it is so easy to) Guess that's why only a few thousand are truly enlightened.

Answer: you can't, not on the deep level you want. Repeat after me, "I don't know how to love my self, I don't know how to love my feelings, I don't know how to lover this anger inside of me, I don't know how to love the one who feels neglected or rejected, I don't know how to love the one who judges, I don't know how to love". How does one love himself? In the simplest way you just need to love whatever arises, give love, knowing that all the love, appreciation and space you give every thought, every emotion and whatever person comes back to you along with some gifts it bought while it was away. If there is nothing obvious to love, then love your heart. Love is basically resting your attention on something while saying kind words to it. That is the spiritual path in a few sentences.

I was watching the royal wedding last night and was deeply moved when a priest started a 10 minute speech on the power of love which 2 billion people saw and heared. I am so grateful that this sermon was delivered backed by the respect of the royal family. Resistance to love is futile beautiful souls. https://youtu.be/N42MQJX4KoY?t=4704

Open your heart dear one. Love the one who is skeptical of this website, love the one who judges a course based on a few reviews, love the one who deep down just dosen't know what to do or where to go, love the one who thinks he might miss out on something by not taking the course. May you be blessed with the answers you wish to receive in regards to your purpose in life. May you see that the swiftest way to find your purposes is by connecting to your soul through love. That to any question, love is the only answer, ever. A life purpose can be but a simple thing. To be loving, to raise a healthy family or be happy are the life purposes of billions. When you follow love or the feeling of excitement you are living your purpose. It may sound weird if this is all new, but this is how it is from the souls perspective. If in doubt, love you heart relentlessly, it is your true north, it contains absolute infinity in it. Whether you like it or not, you are God.

Be in a relationship with your heart. Love it as deeply as you would love your soulmate. Ask it what it wants to do, if it is feeling okay, and send it infinite blessings and compliments and gifts of unconditional bundles of love and hugs, for you will see that your heart will become alive just like a person. I walk around as two people, I'm the parent loving my heart, sometimes I'm the heart being loved by the parent. When the parent and heart merge in union, that is the full embodiment of awakened consciousness in physical form AKA enlightenment. Enlightenment is the mastery of relationships or all duality's into the purity wholeness and perfection of oneness. Girls love this in a man you know

What inner work do you do?

If you want to get lost in concepts and intellectualism, with a dash of entertainment that appeals to the monkey within, then go for it man. I believe there are many better teachers, such as ascended masters, the higher self consciousness, higher dimensional beings or enlightened psychologists who really have the potential of waking you up. Ken Wilber for example is both enlightened and a psychologist. Peterson isn't enlightened. Choose who you follow carefully, you en-train with them

I'm at the same stage myself, on the verge of experiencing the complete infinite void of nothingness. To get there it's all about surrendering to the present moment. To accept that everything that arises whether it is a thought, feeling or a person is only here to be loved, and to that I say, "I love you". I love the one in me who is thinking about how neglected I am, I love you fear, I love you anger; it is endless. When nothing is obviously there to recieve love I always return my attention to my spiritual heart (slightly to the right of your physical heart) and keep saying "I love you" to it because it feels good. You can replace "I love you" with whatever kind words you want, the possibilities are infinite. I thought I would share this, as it has lead to massive progress, I feel like the light of the universe is shining through my heart. I live life like this because I know that my response to whatever arises is the most important thing to spiritually evolve, and I choose love because it is the highest vibration in existence. And I always love my spiritual heart because it is the first place the universe enters a human body, so when I love my heart, I'm loving the entire freakin universe What a beautiful time you are at in your life. I'm always there for you if you need some more help.

Love is oneness, once you experience oneness you realize that you are that oneness, and always have been; which is enlightenment

If you can ask her to stand naked in front of a mirror for two minutes each day, it helped me accept my body, including all if the "flaws" I didn't like. To stop eating junk food, don't resist it when the desire arises. See it as a talent! "Oh here I go, I'm moving towards the fridge about to divulge my face! Wow, look at how strong I am at opening the fridge door, and without anyone in the house noticing too. I'd better shut the blinds so nobody sees me put this food in this hole that I can't even see. Here I go, unwrapping the chocolate bar so skillfully. In the hole it goes. Gosh! I need to enter into the chocolate Olympics. I need more! This one 250g bar hasn't suppressed my emotions enough. Let's eat my emotions some more. Great idea. This is the most loving thing I can put in my body." The ego can't get high on a addiction when it becomes a talent. Naturally it will stop, it's a piece of cake

Why do I feel so good on 1000 calories of fruit (1500 at the most)? What's going on there @pluto? I felt like I was on the wrong planet when you said 5000 calories I do cultivate love every second of the day through continuous blessings, the urine probably has cleaned my intestines thoroughly plus that is also high in chi, you tell me. I've always believed that I could be a breatherian if I desired it, and maybe this belief has created this reality overtime

@Faceless Indeed we can only point to it through words in hopes that people will contemplate and observe their experience. You're doing such a great service.

You can experience reality without thoughts as a higher form of living. Time is necessary for duality be compared to duality so that it is possible for ourselves to be conscious of our existence in contrast to deep sleep, although it doesn't have to be linear. It's interesting how time can go fast or slow depending on what you are doing

And the whole of thought is located in the heart

Both, and neither! Experience it for yo self through heart-centered awareness or just being the empty space around and inside you.